u/_LadyChaos_

Just a side note: I’ve been rlly happy and feel so pretty lately with my hair growth and how strong it gets every day. I lost an unfathomable amount twice in the last 7 years, for different reasons. So here’s to now and onward, to feeling my best 🥂

For me, I like to have a visibly fem face while aiming for a more masc physique. Bangs and under-eye shadow make me feel so affirmed. I’ve also been trying to tone my muscles more and show more skin with my tank tops 🖤, but I still wear dresses and graphic tees.

I noticed I had it within the last 2-3 years but I feel like this is the worst it’s been. I was thinking it could be jewelry stains since I sleep with my 22 inch stainless steel necklace often (yes I know it’s bad), so I decided to just take it off. The back of my neck is clear and my armpits mostly, there is slight discoloration but I thought that was normal?

I should also add my glucose level in October 2025 was at 95

If you’d like to see it when it’s finished my insta is @countess.of.chaos 🖤 — It will also be available as a print on Etsy!

It’s weird because while my hair visually looks denser (I think) it still feels quite delicate. I think it’s because my short hairs still need to catch up to my longer ones

I don’t like the background or text font of my name. However, I will take the time to make both more fitting on the next one!

Based on Alexandre Cabanel’s painting “Fallen Angel”. The skin tones were a pain in the ass to work with 😭, everything was just so bright. So props to the artists for designing the Judgement because it’s no easy task.

Not a huge fan of the background but the blue sky of the Hopeless exile would’ve taken away the glow of the wings and lance. I’m still learning, so honestly not bad for my second drawing in this style I’d like to think 💜

A little spin on The Judgement based on Alexandre Cabanel’s painting “Fallen Angel”. Lowk I hate the background 💀 but I had a hard time doing the Hopeless Exile’s blue sky without getting rid of the bodily glows. Anywho, let me know what you think 💜

I’m thinking of drawing Jason next >:)

This was my first attempt at digitally drawing a detailed person, but my style has improved since then 💜

1 year ago is when the trigger started and ended. My part line and density has improved in some ways but, my bangs and crown have taken the biggest hit. I feel so defeated even with all these regrowths, they just don’t seem to be blending in.

It really sucks that my natural growth cycle makes my hair even thinner as well.

The last 5 prestiges felt like forever, but hey here we are 😊.

I mostly used my usual meta build: Pain Res, Pop, Eruption, and Nowhere to Hide. It just works, and bought me time in the match to practice his axe more. I eventually started using: Pentimento, Undying, Devour, and Retribution, which was incredibly fun and a nice change of pace! Most importantly, Bonnie’s guitar strings won me tons of matches as it’s basically a 5th perk that cuts all the guesswork.

Playing him the way I have made him an A tier for me, but of course learning the axe mechanics brought him there just as much as the perks did.

I’m an almost P100 Springtrap (P94) and have played a bit of Jason. As much as I hate to admit it Jason IS in fact a power creeped Springtrap 😞, but I enjoy them both. I’ll list a few advantages, and feel free to share what you think 🖤

Some advantages are:

• In the right circumstances, when you perform a grab, it can prevent survivors from reaching pallets.

• You also save 2 seconds of pick up time with grabs which, as you know can be critical for pain resonance. On the other hand, wall impales are inconsistent and have to work for them a lot more

• It has a slightly bigger hit box against dodging, making it easier to hit invisible hit boxes instead of directly onto the survivor. (e.g. behind an eye level or lower loop)

• You’re more likely to prevent flashlight saves with grabs, because they’re more consistent, than with wall impales

• 4.6 speed at any given time until you need the axe. Jason is more likely to be screwed over by longer and infinite loops

• Okay, PERSONALLY, I love Bonnie’s guitar strings because I always know where survivors are and it cuts the guesswork Jason has to do, if survivors crouch well enough.

• And of course, blind orbitals, though they’re rarely ever guaranteed it’s something Springtrap has over Jason

It wasn’t too long ago that I accepted myself as non-binary. I felt artificial as a woman, and hollow as a man, and realized that I am just me! I still like to lean towards being more woman than enby some days, but I guess I’m still figuring out where that fits into my identity 🖤

This is my first painting I’ve ever made 🖤 it is also a study based on Sydney Colling’s and Arcane’s art style!