u/acpiorundc07

hi! I'm a 19 y.o college student from Europe, and I'd love to get to know someone, I don't really care about time zones so any location is fine :). I'm mostly looking for an older sister or a mother figure since that is the type of relationship i've been lacking the most in my life, but anyone is fine! a little about me is that my interests are history, music, politics, video games. if you think we have matching hobbies or youre interested in a chat, my dms are open! (or leave a comment)

I wanna try some mods, does anyone have any recommendations? (i’d like it to work on the current version, since i’ve started playing recently and it’s the only one i played)
it may be anything really, from total overhauls, to just expanding a mechanic, i’m curious what mods this game has to offer

Hi! If you’re going through something, i’ll gladly offer some support, either by just listening, or offering some advice if that’s what you want. But if you wanna chat about random things, that’s totally fine with me too :). feel free to dm!

I have two questions to be exact, i’d be really glad if someone helped :).

1. is it better to annex your subjects or keep them as puppets? for example, if i’m playing as russia, and have persia as my subject, should i choose annexation or leave them as they are? (i have good assimilation and the anti secession institution)
2. is it worth it to establish colonial administrations? i have colonised like half of africa, is it better to just incorporate these lands or set up colonial administrations (via a decision)?

Does anyone here knows how to make these? it's not complicated, though it seems like a fun addition. The general concept is to add a new mechanic of infiltration to multi-national countries. I didn't really see any mod that adds this, so, if someone's interested, my dm's are open!

Wybiera się ktoś w tym roku na historię na Uniwersytet Łódzki? fajnie byłoby się z kimś zapoznać przed studiami…

czy jest ktoś tutaj kto pali fajki z tytoniem i mógłby pomóc? mam problem ze swoją a nie widziałem żeby był w łodzi jakiś serwis

I've been depressed for a couple years, and I started taking meds in March. In the last two years I've lost 99% of my passion and hobbies. I feel like I'm just existing, nothing meaningful about my life. Whether it's a concert, a hang out with friends, a party, it all feels just... dreadful. My room's a mess, sometimes I even postpone having a shower. Most mornings since school ended (more than a month ago) I find myself just too tired to do anything. I spend most of my time just bedrotting or playing video games. I have this feeling of guilt everyday, that i should be doing something in my life, get a job, find a new hobby, just do something with my life, but I'm just so tired. I've been asking myself, whether i'm just lazy? and all of bad feelings i feel are just my mind justifying this laziness. If anyone would say how to distinguish that, I'd be glad.

I've been depressed for a couple years, and I started taking meds in March. In the last two years I've lost 99% of my passion and hobbies. I feel like I'm just existing, nothing meaningful about my life. Whether it's a concert, a hang out with friends, a party, it all feels just... dreadful. My room's a mess, sometimes I even postpone having a shower. Most mornings since school ended (more than a month ago) I find myself just too tired to do anything. I spend most of my time just bedrotting or playing video games. I have this feeling of guilt everyday, that i should be doing something in my life, get a job, find a new hobby, just do something with my life, but I'm just so tired. I've been asking myself, whether i'm just lazy? and all of bad feelings i feel are just my mind justifying this laziness. If anyone would say how to distinguish that, I'd be glad.

To start this, my mom was never a kind person. She's cold, distant, unsupportive. All my eighteen years of life I've spent wanting and craving appreciation, reassurance or just love from this woman. I really tried being a good son. I cooked her meals, helped her (both with stuff like chores and when she was having a bad time mentally), showed her love. Despite this, she just doesn't like me. She never did but I guess she got tired of hiding it. I don't live with her and she doesn't answer any of my calls (we've been on very bad terms since march). I just wished she loved me. Or knew how to express her emotions towards me. I know that it may sound weird or something, but I don't even care at this point. How i wish a woman would tell me she's proud of me. I've spent like the last five years fantasising about it, not in a weird or sexual way of course. I crave motherly love and care so much that my words can't even explain it. I have not yet felt a more depressive and frustrating feeling that I'm never gonna feel the love that I should've been given. This woman gave birth me, and now she doesn't even wanna speak to me. I tried asmr rps to fill this void inside of me, but i'm afraid it only gets bigger and bigger everyday.

To start this, my mom was never a kind person. She's cold, distant, unsupportive. All my eighteen years of life I've spent wanting and craving appreciation, reassurance or just love from this woman. I really tried being a good son. I cooked her meals, helped her (both with stuff like chores and when she was having a bad time mentally), showed her love. Despite this, she just doesn't like me. She never did but I guess she got tired of hiding it. I don't live with her and she doesn't answer any of my calls (we've been on very bad terms since march). I just wished she loved me. Or knew how to express her emotions towards me. I know that it may sound weird or something, but I don't even care at this point. How i wish a woman would tell me she's proud of me. I've spent like the last five years fantasising about it, not in a weird or sexual way of course. I crave motherly love and care so much that my words can't even explain it. I have not yet felt a more depressive and frustrating feeling that I'm never gonna feel the love that I should've been given. This woman gave birth me, and now she doesn't even wanna speak to me. I tried asmr rps to fill this void inside of me, but i'm afraid it only gets bigger and bigger everyday.

I think i life isn't worth living. my mother hates my guts and it's so hard to live with that thought. i always wanted for her to love me, accept me, cause that's what mothers do, right? i really tried to be the best man i can, but she just doesn't see it. i yearn for motherly love so much, i can't even describe it. it hurts so much that i'll never get it. i'll never experience having unconditional love, support or praise. all i will be getting is fucking asmr roleplays, it's pathetic. i'm only 18, i need her so much. i don't know what did i do to deserve such treatment. it's so tiring and miserable to even think about it, but this thought never leaves my mind. but to be honest i don't really know what i'm mourning, she never acted like my mother anyway. God, how i wish she would just call me, ask what's up. i can't sleep at night cause i'm thinking about it. i wish that i could just end this suffering, but i'm too scared to even do that. i'm such a fucking failure.

Hi! i don’t know if it’s an appropriate subreddit for things like this, but i’m at a loss. i’m 18M but due to some circumstances i’m in a bad spot in my life, a bit lonely and craving some deep connection. i’d like to meet maybe a bit older, a kind and supporting woman, someone a bit motherly would be nice :). i’m not looking for anything sexual though, just someone that’d care for me and support me. i know it’s a bit creepy but well, i don’t really know what to do.

If you’re interested, dm me! :3

TW: mention of suicide, self hatred.

I'm 18M, I've been struggling with a lot of stuff lately, i've been depressed for as long as I can remember tbh. I don't really have anyone supporting me in my life, it got to the point that i'm not sure if I wanna keep living. I lost all my interest, most people around me, my self image is at an all time low, i've just graduated high school, i should be more excited about my life, go to work, get a drivers license, be excited about uni, but i'm simply too fing tired. I spend all my free days just bedrotting, looking for some people online, making chats that only last a day or two, because due to my mental health i don't have anything to talk about. I often find myself daydreaming about how my life could look if i were better, how i could be more outgoing, passionate about my hobbies, how i could have a loving and caring family, but then i snap back to reality, to being scared to call my mom, to being alone in my cluttered, dirty room. i hate myself , my body, my mind, my life, and the people that led me to this state.

Well, sorry for anyone who had to read ts, but i don't know where else to put and my head felt like it was about to explode.

Since i’m close to get platinum in silksong, and i’ve done pretty much everything in HK (except P5), i’m feeling post-game depression coming :c.
Does anyone have any recommendations? i’m looking for games similar to hk and ss, they may even be a bit harder, i don’t mind.