Hatred of my parents
I posted here several months ago about a fight i had with my mother. Things have gotten better but I realized through that exchange that I have alot of disdain for my parents rightly or wrongly in my life my father was very over bearing and screamed his ass off alot.
My mother had an jerk of a father and it affected the way she viewed her son's. They are both remorseful but I realized how the way they treated me affected my life. My dad shouting gave me an unhealthy avoidance of conflict, and my mother being ambivalent to us boys gave me a mistrust of women.