u/blueberrymuffinyuhh

For context i’m 20F and i have been battling mental health most of my teenage years. I have suspected ocd and autism but nothing officially diagnosed! I’m on fluoxetine and propranolol and i’m not sure if this is a side effect of those (been on them both for over a year).

I really struggle to grasp reality and feel real, in my daily interactions and day to day life. Nothing feels real, especially when i look back onto them. I’m currently solo travelling europe and i genuinely don’t feel real and im really struggling with that atm. I came here to live and try grasp reality and just feel free, don’t get me wrong i feel very free but also none of this feels real, best way to describe it is everything feels like a dream.

I often get confused on what i have dreamed and what is reality. Has anyone got any advice or just what this could be?

i’m going to italy later this month (staying in milan as a base) for 5 nights, 3 full days, and i am wondering where i should go. I don’t want anywhere to expensive as this is my 5/6 place i’m travelling in europe.

I’m definitely going to nesso, however i would like some advice/recommendations on where else to visit!

Hi, i’m currently solo travelling and don’t get me wrong, i am having a really good time and i haven’t yet felt lonely. However, the urges to relapse are really sever at the moment and i can’t shake them. Before i went away they were bad, however, i thought this would significantly help.

Has anyone any advice or knowledge on why i still feel these urges and what to do? I feel quite ungrateful that i am having these amazing experiences but all im thinking of is sharm.

I used to be veggie for about 10 years but went back to meat about 2years ago bc i was struggling to hit protein goals.

I go to the gym and like to hit around 125/150g of protein per day. I’m thinking about going back to being veggie, however i am struggling to think of high protein foods i could have as i am slightly fussy!

i typically eat eggs, yogurt, milk, protein supplements but im scared i will end up eating too much processed protein

Any suggestions?

Me and my friend (both wlw) have been spending a lot of time together recently. Her and her gf are on a break and i’m single. We both got pretty intoxicated tonight and i had my hand on her shoulder (she was in the front seat on the ride home) and she held my hand and we were doing the thumb rubbing thing. Do you think this means anything?

basically i’m wlw and i’ve just recently became friends with this girl who has a bf, however idk if she is sending some signals or just being nice loll

she has:
- told me i smell good
- told me she loves my hair
- told me i have a nice body
- told me my hands are really soft
- told me how perfect my skin is

tell me i’m not being as crazy as i think i am lol

i’m wlw and i’m friends with this girl who is throwing me off completely with what she says to me.

For context i haven’t really had many girl friends growing up and recently started putting myself out there and trying to make friends.

Anyways me and this girl get on sooo well and she literally tells me we are the same. She compliments my skin, my clothes, she told me i smell nice, she loves my hair and today she said my hands are so soft.

I should add she has a bf of 2.5 years but someone tell me im not being as delusional as i think and i’m being sent some signals here😭😭

why should i not relapse rn? give me something to help change my mind PLEASEE

only reason i don’t want to is bc it’s summer

Ended things with my gf about 1.5 months ago for several reasons. I didn’t feel loved in the relationship or taken seriously. She didn’t feel understood and admits after the bu she resented me during the relationship. However, i regret ending it and i just want her back.

For context we are wlw in early 20s and had been together 1.5 years. Our relationship was good and we both felt such a connection and i genuinely believe she is my soulmate.

Last night i fucked up and phoned her (blocked on everything bits the texting platform i used) she answered and i essentially begged for her back, however, she was having none of it and seems pretty sure she doesn’t want me back. I called her selfish after we broke up and it’s really affected how she sees me.

One of the main reason i ended it was also because i felt she was quite degrading and mean to me. However, i believe if we get back together and do it slowly this time things will work out.

i see her tmrw to collect my things and i would like to try and talk to her in a more rational manner.

Maybe i am delusional but i just need advice