Yesterday I went to the smoke shop at 46 days clean.
Opened the front door, saw the homie that knew the same order I would buy every day/other day; smiled at me (he knows I got off it and was really supportive) and asked what I needed.
Bought a vape, and walked right back out. Honestly it was the FIRST time I didn’t even look or even consider the fact that stuff was beside me. I thought that was very interesting and refreshing to look back on this morning as I drink my coffee about to go play a round of golf without having to worry if I’ll have enough today. That shit no longer has ANY control over my soul! Feels great.
Stay strong brothers and sisters! The PAWS gets better day after day.
If you told me a baby’s laughter kills cancer cells, I would believe it. 10mo tomorrow. Workin on our steps! 👣👣
Mind fog lifting. Low energy persisting. Stomach sucks. Cravings come and go. But gd a shot sure sounds good. Until it doesn’t 😂😭
How are we doing today?
Was taking about 4-6 shots of Krave maeng da a day. For 2 years. (Before that got off the powder plant I was on for about 6 years.) Liked those shots because they weren’t as strong as all the other shot. Spending about 400 or so a week on average.