It just hit me that Ellie never knew why Abbey did what she did to Joel
After several playthroughs, something just occurred to me that somehow makes this story even more heartbreaking: Ellie and Abby never really know each other’s stories.
Ellie figures out that Abby is a Firefly and assumes Joel was killed because he destroyed their chance at a cure. She never learns that the surgeon Joel killed was Abby’s father.
And Abby never really understands what Joel was to Ellie, that he was a father figure to her, or the complicated place their relationship was in when he died.
We get to know both sides intimately, but they never do. They spend the entire game destroying each other over grief that the other person can’t fully understand.
I’ve played this game several times and somehow never really stopped to think about that before (I’m sure y’all are smarter than me lol). It makes the whole thing feel even sadder.