u/denierCZ

I am reading Enchiridion of Epictetus, and this quote called me out. I thought I had most of my Shadow work already finished.

I read most of Jung's books, most of Marie-Louise von Franz books, wrote a book myself about archetypes, created a PC game about Jung, created multiple archetype website testing frameworks, visited Zurich, spoke to his grand-daughters in person in Bolingen, have posters of him all over my office, analyze my every dream ....

but after 9 years of studying Jung, Gnosticism and Alchemy, I still did not quite escape Nigredo. I am right now in Albedo phase, dealing with Anima issues with my long-term girlfriend, and solving patterns from my family I did not know I had.

I expected that if I solve my Shadow issues through physical martial arts, most will be solved. But no, the Shadow still shows up, and scarily I discovered it is the bad patterns I inherited from my family. Anima shows up every other day, and my gf's Animus is on similar (under-developed) level too.

No longer I am interested in Jung, anyway not as I used to be, don't read him at all anymore. But retro-spectively I realize, I was more proud of understanding him deeply, yet I did not apply his knowledge as well as I could...

The situation: Broken USB cable. Cut the end off and split the inner and outer wire. Next image ->
Using a basic USB splitter to use the + and -, wrap it in isolation tape. Done. Have been using this fixed version for over a year with no issues. You don't have to buy a new model if your USB cable breaks off! (mistake in second image, the USB splitter is of course male model not female)

I have them both, but I am changing between them, cannot decide which one is better.

[Steam Link] - Explore and break the environments of the Backrooms! Utilize Thor's demolition hammer, firearms, and explosives to carve your way through the walls and entities. This isn't just another mundane walking simulator game. Now the entities are the victims. Overcome your fears with violence.

- the characters models, energy shield stands and the billboard are taken from HL:Alyx

- the enemy models were rigged and weight painted by my 3d character artist gf, thank you V.

- the movement controller is HL2 Project Borealis PBCharacterMovement

- the red shed was modeled by me (ignore the bad UVs)

- the explosions, accurate sound propagation (notice the delayed audio at distance), Chaos destruction of walls, and throwing crowbar mechanic are from my main game, Backrooms Break

- thank you everybody for the color correction suggestions! I've also added proper power lines, more green everywhere, actual moss, moved the fog to 50 meters away, sky is blue like the original, the ugly sniper was replaced with an actual crossbow shooting bolts.

the gray zones is a blockout from the original map, combine soldiers and Olga are scraped models with slightly fucked up weight paints (ragdoll looks weird), everything else is custom