u/disco-me-now

Hey ladies,
Hope your fabulous selves are having great days.

So I hooked up with the guy last week, it’s been ages since I hooked up with anyone new.
I moved to a new, smaller place in Dec, and have a new crowd of friends (one is very old friend that happened to move around the same time). He’s a new friend of my old friend.

We’re similar age, similar interests, I’m attracted to him. At first I wasn’t so much, he’s good looking but my radar was off, and he’s not my usual type (he’s v nice lol).

Anyways classic. SINCE we hooked up he’s acting weird. Ugh. But today was his b day and he wanted to spend the morning together, this was a plan before we hooked up, in 5 days since I’ve heard almost nothing from him, brief and vague responses to my 2 texts.

So we met this morning and it was quite nice, but we weren’t affectionate, and I felt him check out a little at one point and come back.
He’s having birthday drinks tonight I’m meant to go to. But the whole thing is making me feel uncertain, insecure. The night we spent together was really nice but I’m just bracing to be rejected. I hate feeling like this, like my confidence has disappeared, I was v happy a couple of weeks ago and now there is this spanner.

Any advice? I HATE THIS. My period due today.

Omg I actually thought I’d been fixed…
I swapped antidepressants from a modern one (vortioxetine) to escitalopram. Last two months my luteal has felt v different.

Not fixed. Don’t know what fluke happened but guess what I’m back here 5 days off period, been going downhill last few days and no
energy, now brain is poisoned.

So anxious about all social interactions and friendships, v teary, anxious with knots in stomach, feelings of hopelessness lack of motivation so sensitive and generally unhinged.

Can any suggest any vitamins, I’m SHIT at taking them and I have piles of them but can’t remember what’s good.

Blessings to all my fellow warriors of this shitballs condition xx