u/kkumri_

I think my tones alot more different than i mean it to be most of the time. Apparently i come across as a smartass and in general very hostile. Im aware im blunt but like im not trying to be a dick or anything.

I just dont know anymore. Do any of u advice on how to fix this cuz it’s honestly pretty draining getting attacked for saying anything. I didnt think my tone of voice was that bad until recently.

Makes me wonder how bad i am when I’m actually pissed off.

We have a pretty understaffed school so we’ve had to miss put on a ton of subjects including drama.

Recently me and a friend have been thinking of starting one especially since we’re seniors now. We honestly didn’t expect to be allowed but apparently we are as long as we work out a plan.

We don’t have a teacher to help or anything cuz as i mentioned we don’t even have the class. I worry about budgets, the only thing i can think of is that we’d start pretty light with mini scenes to practice and get to know each other with and if it gets big enough then more ‘big’ productions.

I do have a few ideas but i kind of js want input from people who actually have experience in this. Im not expecting this to become a huge thing, its js a but of fun and to get to know some other people.

+ it might be hard to even get people in the first place. We’re in a pretty uptight neighbourhood and i don’t want a bunch of asses coming for a laugh.

edit: why did i say worry about budgets, i mean we literally dont have anything … this is fully from scratch

i also wanna add a friend of mine is trying to start up art club (we live in rural scotland so were kinda screwed for a lottt of things) so i could make some deals with them for help

I’m trying to write a short story right now - i have a scene/plot in mind and know what i wanna do but I’m struggling to write my character.

Usually i find it easy to get into characters heads but recently i just find it difficult to write them. The wording feels off, i feel like they wouldn’t say that etc.

Do u have any advice on writing effective dialogue, thoughts, among other things for a character to feel real? How to convey their personality and other things about them without just saying it openly.

I see so many people typing people in their life and it js seems to perpetuate stereotypes more than anything. No u cant tell of they’re an estp or and infj, people only show u what they want u to believe… and we ourselves see what we want to see.

We can never know why somebody does something, humans r more complicated than that but clearly slot of us didn’t get the memo. Some peoples actions contradict their emotions or the reason they do things can remain unknown.

Im mostly making this as all the people i see doing it js seem to think they understand everyone. Yes you might get it right but u could also get it completely wrong too.

Back to my original point tho, it js perpetuates stereotypes and seems less like people r trying to understand them, and more like they js want to be right about them being shallow or smart or whatever.

edit: realised my bad wording for something - by the whole ‘people show u what they want to show and u see what u want to see’ yeah im wrong in the sense that humans r always controlling, people can let stuff slip. I meant that people can be biased to others actions especially if it confirms something they believed about the other person. Yes humans aren’t that complicated but to act like u know them fully without getting the whole picture is js stupid.

I get if its fun, idm if its fictional characters and such but yall haven’t solved the human race.

i made the post cuz of how often types r js dumbed down in this sub. Im not stupid enough to think people r gonna magically stop after reading this.

i swear to god i thought a simple ‘no’ was self explanatory but they take it as a free way to try and convince me.

im honestly losing my mind, i look like the rude one when shes asked me over and over. Its literally everything like i said i didn’t wanna do this a million times stop.

I think im justified being firm and telling her to stop but she js calls me aggressive or that my moods becoming bad again for ‘no reason’

trying to learn spanish and i heard a good way is through immersion soo yeah.

if it gives any ideas - my usual music taste is :

visual kei/j-rock
gothic rock (like dark theatrics and clothing?)
hip-hop,blues and rap (like 90s/2000s)
dark pop/alternative rnb
indie rock/shoegaze

ik it sounds like a stupid question but i honestly js dont know what to do. Im always being pushed towards science but in all honesty im not that into it. Im interested in media but i dont know any jobs involved in that except journalism.

this also might give a better idea but im an isfp sx/sp 4w3 + 486 ESI

\+ https://www.reddit.com/r/MbtiTypeMe/s/1mH5hxnZz3 a link to some typeme thing i did a while back.

Im mainly looking for ideas that’ll work for me that aren’t too outlandish and impossible to get successful in.

ik it sounds like a stupid question but i honestly js dont know what to do. Im always being pushed towards science but in all honesty im not that into it. Im interested in media but i dont know any jobs involved in that except journalism.

this also might give a better idea but im an isfp sx/sp 4w3 + 486 ESI

+ https://www.reddit.com/r/MbtiTypeMe/s/1mH5hxnZz3 a link to some typeme thing i did a while back.

Im mainly looking for ideas that’ll work for me that aren’t too outlandish and impossible to get successful in.

Yeah… and i have no clue what to do. I think theyre fun to mess around with but im not that into them. I mostly think this cuz recently theyve been hanging out more with me than before, like openly they dont like me and this other friend of mines “friends” yet they’re hanging out with us again? I even asked them about it but they kinda js brushed it off and said they dont know.

Ive also js been looking at their status, and theyre posting lots of in love/crush songs recently. Its like everytime i ask to hang out they agree now. They also keep sitting beside me or near me (one of their statuses had a photo of me at a table with my face covered), like asking id im going down for lunch and getting disappointed when i say no. A part of me thinks im overthinking it, or possibly it might be another friend we share but idk atp.

I dont like when people get too close, ik it sounds edgy or whatever but it makes me uncomfortable when people try to push to know things about me or act all affectionate and stuff. I dont really know what id do if they confessed, i like being friends with them, they’re fun af to rant to but im js not into them. Ll be pissed off if it makes things awkward and we cant hang out anymore + im pretty sure they’re on the rebound and i cant be bothered with that shit or their exes shit considering i hate her.