Got it for €33 from a really nice guy. The sound quality really surprised me, it’s not different at all from what I get on my modern phone. I will finally be able to not carry the new phone I have and only use my nokia from 2002 which I’m really happy about
So I have a Nokia 7210 and it still has the battery from 21y ago which was made by a company which does not exist anymore. I did order a new one just in case this one will stop working, but just the simple fact of it working now after all these years still amazes me. This phone was initially my sister’s, she got it when she was 12 and used it for at least 5 years since then as she still had it on her first year of university. It even has some nirvana ringtones downloaded on it:)
Hopefully I’ll manage to find a camera add on in the future to not have to carry two phones on me anymore
That’s why I don’t talk to women holy shit. Shouldn’t have told her, but otherwise she’d keep making an accent on how much of a womanly woman I am and I got tired of it (she knew me pre transition). All hormones are evil you’ll die tomorrow fyi
I have just forgotten that it exists, here’s the link if anyone wants to read. There’s one detransitioner who posts every day about being groomed to become a part of the infamous train-knee cult. And they have some huge paragraphs about mourning their children etc
Just in case labelled nsfw because I’m pre op and can’t judge myself objectively
Posted here previously and deleted but this time I got better pics I think. Usually don’t get misgendered only one granny a few days ago called me a she than a he so I’m curious if I’m androgynous or something
I usually don’t get misgendered, but I feel like my face is very feminine
I’m ftm, but does this fact mean that I’m not actually trans? Was it all not real then? I don’t understand why do I suffer so much if it’s the case, why do I experience such intense dysphoria if me as a child knew better? I don’t understand it all, now it feels like I’m pretending but I’m really not. My parents think someone made me think this way. No one did, really. I don’t understand why I feel this way.
It’s very funny considering that he was certain I’m a man until my oblivious friends corrected him. Now he thinks I’m a quirky masculine woman. I honestly cannot understand how someone straight who is a man could be attracted to me right now. I have a deep voice, Adam’s apple, my body isn’t feminine etc. Yes, my face is not super masculine, but not super feminine either. Maybe I’m thinking better of my looks that what they actually are, but in this case I wouldn’t have all these awkward situations when girlmoding. Really curious if he’s closeted. Or maybe he just has a weird taste which I can’t judge.
What if I have to skip for two months how bad is it ? I know it’s childish but I’m so damn anxious about everything
Kind of sucking with this one and I hope it’ll get better soon and I won’t have to wait long enough for periods to return. I hope it won’t be too bad long term
Living my last days as a passoid. After that I’ll undoubtedly feminise because I have no access to hrt anymore. I’m posting it here because I think I will end it this time. I can’t do it anymore. Oh what if you get disfigured, dood, they’re unlucky men too! I could’ve been one of the lucky ones. Anyway, I’ll probably do it tonight. I appreciate everyone who read and commented on my posts.
I know about Doctor Svetlana Vujović, but I gotta wait till September 2027 and honestly I don’t think I’ll manage that without doing something I’ll regret. So I’m wondering if there’s maybe someone else
I haven’t told anyone about it on a serious note, because people will probably think I’m messed up and stop talking to me, I don’t know what kind of reaction exactly I can expect. I have that thing when you get off on violence and dominating others. It’s so funny, since I’m not even a big guy and having some urges in this direction feels so stupid, but I can’t help it. I genuinely had wet dreams about torturing people I dislike, when I’m awake I constantly have thoughts about hurting others and whether I’d be able to pull it off without consequences. Sometimes I wish I could live in a way that made it justified for me. Maybe join the army when I finish my university. When I did close combat as a child, it felt so nice when I could overpower others and see that they can’t win. When I got older I watched murder footage and got disappointed that most of it wasn’t skilful and was simply dirty. Tried to find the work of professionals, but didn’t find as much as I wanted. It’s so weird that the thought of being able to kill someone arouses me, especially if I dislike them. I want to start training fighting again, but I know I wouldn’t be allowed to hurt people too badly there, because there’re rules one has to follow.
Anyway, I just wanted to share it, because I don’t think I would be able to tell anyone in real life that I get hard when I think about my hands ending someone’s life and sort of showing them that they’re beneath me.
I used to live there years ago, for example these pictures were taken in 2021. I’m in a different country now, but I still remember how it felt. Cozy, in a way, but a little sad too.