u/lulveikoo

I'm dating a guy that has a problem with the type of videos i post , i post make up looks and personal views , he says that it's ok to say these things or do it but i dont want you to post it because i get jealous , jealousy isn't really an emotion i can control and will only make feel anxious about things i love doing bc i would never stop , the thing is i tried to stop this relationship and block eachother (multiple times) but everytime one of us unblocks and get back again because we love eachother , but loving someone doesn't mean i will let them control how i act or do things , the thing is everytime i post or talk about posting he gets real cold and weird , so i stopped telling him and i just post without telling him , but i want the person i love to support everything i do , so i dont know if i have to leave him and look for a way to just drop him for good or forever or just let him be angry all the time , i tried telling him that him being cold or angry isn't gonna stop me and it really bothers me and he still doesn't care , and it's gonna be so hard to leave rn bc we just got back together,idk.

I'm dating a guy that has a problem with the type of videos i post , i post make up looks and personal views , he says that it's ok to say these things or do it but i dont want you to post it because i get jealous , jealousy isn't really an emotion i can control and will only make feel anxious about things i love doing bc i would never stop , the thing is i tried to stop this relationship and block eachother (multiple times) but everytime one of us unblocks and get back again because we love eachother , but loving someone doesn't mean i will let them control how i act or do things , the thing is everytime i post or talk about posting he gets real cold and weird , so i stopped telling him and i just post without telling him , but i want the person i love to support everything i do , so i dont know if i have to leave him and look for a way to just drop him for good or forever or just let him be angry all the time , i tried telling him that him being cold or angry isn't gonna stop me and it really bothers me and he still doesn't care , and it's gonna be so hard to leave rn bc we just got back together,idk.

I’m a 17-year-old girl from Egypt currently living in Saudi Arabia. I’m pansexual and asexual, and I’m also an atheist. None of these are things I can safely be open about. If I were to tell people, I know I would face judgment, harassment, and pressure.

I’m constantly expected to wear the hijab, go out less, and pursue a “real” career, even though my dream is to attend art school.

Living like this is exhausting. It feels like I’m trapped in a cage with no open gate to escape. I just want the freedom to be myself without having to hide behind a mask every day.

The problem is that, as an Egyptian citizen, I need a visa to travel to almost any European country, and visa costs are extremely expensive relative to our currency. That makes leaving nearly impossible unless I receive a scholarship or some kind of financial assistance.
Unfortunately, scholarships for art degrees are very limited, especially from where I am.

Seeking asylum isn’t a realistic option either, because I would first have to reach a European country before I could apply, and getting there is the biggest obstacle.

I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to spend my life feeling trapped. I want the chance to see the world, live somewhere more open-minded, and be accepted and loved for who I really am instead of constantly pretending to be someone I’m not.
What do i do?

I’m a 17-year-old girl from Egypt currently living in Saudi Arabia. I’m pansexual and asexual, and I’m also an atheist. None of these are things I can safely be open about. If I were to tell people, I know I would face judgment, harassment, and pressure.

I’m constantly expected to wear the hijab, go out less, and pursue a “real” career, even though my dream is to attend art school.

Living like this is exhausting. It feels like I’m trapped in a cage with no open gate to escape. I just want the freedom to be myself without having to hide behind a mask every day.

The problem is that, as an Egyptian citizen, I need a visa to travel to almost any European country, and visa costs are extremely expensive relative to our currency. That makes leaving nearly impossible unless I receive a scholarship or some kind of financial assistance.
Unfortunately, scholarships for art degrees are very limited, especially from where I am.

Seeking asylum isn’t a realistic option either, because I would first have to reach a European country before I could apply, and getting there is the biggest obstacle.

I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to spend my life feeling trapped. I want the chance to see the world, live somewhere more open-minded, and be accepted and loved for who I really am instead of constantly pretending to be someone I’m not.
What do i do?

I am an artist , i'm becoming a senior soon , so i wanted to plan my future ahead, i have always wanted to be an artist and writer (which leads to being a mangaka or just write books and do art on the side) it would have been the life i wanted really ,But to be realistic art doesn't put bread on your table , so people told me to rethink my career and told me it's rather better to be an architect , its a needed job in europe and has high employment rate (as google says ig) and also has a design part which is why i am even considering this , but after watching enough videos of architects i noticed that it's mostly on the math and science side rather than the art and sketching side , so i dont know anymore what to do with my future , people suggested that i get a b.arch then get a minor in art and just work with what i have , but i'm afraid that my source of support (of money) will disappear ,or a bachelor is not enough to hire me and that i'm gonna never do my dream of being an artist, any suggestion ? any would help really

I am an artist , i'm becoming a senior soon , so i wanted to plan my future ahead, i have always wanted to be an artist and writer (which leads to being a mangaka or just write books and do art on the side) it would have been the life i wanted really ,But to be realistic art doesn't put bread on your table , so people told me to rethink my career and told me it's rather better to be an architect , its a needed job in europe and has high employment rate (as google says ig) and also has a design part which is why i am even considering this , but after watching enough videos of architects i noticed that it's mostly on the math and science side rather than the art and sketching side , so i dont know anymore what to do with my future , people suggested that i get a b.arch then get a minor in art and just work with what i have , but i'm afraid that my source of support (of money) will disappear ,or a bachelor is not enough to hire me and that i'm gonna never do my dream of being an artist, any suggestion ? any would help really