I hate being h*rny 😭
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So I'm ace and I'm not interested in having sex, but I really enjoy masturbating.
Unfortunately, I've been exposed to porn since I was 12 and I can't masturbate or even get hard without it, so it's absolutely necessary for me to masturbate.
Most of the time I burst out laughing when I watch porn because it looks absolutely crazy to me 😂😭 but still, if I wanna have an orgasm, I need to get into the horny mood and take it seriously, which makes me uncomfortable and shameful, because I really don't like what the actors are doing at all. Do you know if softer porn exists ? Or do you just relate to my experience? thanks 🩷