u/missmccreate

if anyone sees me walking past and think im pretty just like i think about random people on the streets. but i get people looking away instead, averting their gaze. And then I think to myself; is my body that fucked up looking, beyond loving? not worth it? cars stop at crosswalks for my prettier friend, people stare at her. and i cant help but envy. how long will i have to suffer just so i can be looked at too?

and am i so bad that they need to avert their eyes just to not catch me seeing them?

im exhausted. i just hope everything im doing pays off in the end

Im not really aiming her to look like stone here, just half rendered stuff but id wanna read your suggestions

Right so I have terrible time flirting. I have no idea how to express it when I find someone attractive. I keep calling people I’m into ‘bro’ and my girl friends call me a dumbass for it. Most probably deserved. I struggle holding eye contact or looking at the same dude twice. Even if they might be into me as well I just find myself getting too flustered to look back again. Which makes me seem uninterested.

Occasionally when men say things that most women would catch on immediately, but I just get awkward about it or get it it waaayy too late.

So how do you know a woman might be into you / flirting with you? and what do you like when you’re approached? (talk and act vise) Is it the confidence you like, or is there more to it?

I might be doomed if I dont solve this issue, please help.