u/natimpaala

Traveling soon, even though I have paperwork in order I am a person of Hispanic descent and look Hispanic, how’s the ice activity in the airport and around the airport?

UPDATE***

I got to work today and we all chilling lol, she had just woken up and I sat on their bed to catch up about our weekend like we always do, didn’t even mention the dog, I overthought the whole thing oh wellll thanks all for the reality check comments and the mean comments 🤪

I’ve been with this family for almost 3 years, and we talked I’m staying with them another 3 years until their new baby is off to preschool, they have told me multiple times they don’t want another nanny socially with their second baby and I honestly love them! They never had another nanny so I’m not worried about getting fired.

They used to live in a pretty central area I could easily bus to and it only took like 30 mins ( I don’t drive ) and last summer they moved to a more suburban area and they pick me up and drop me off from the bus stop which would be a 15-20 min walk for me, they offered and i appreciate it, they are doing this cause they wanna keep me, ANYWAY- when there out of town I usually dog sit for them, they went out of town on Thursday and asked me if I could dog sit ( for the first time in the new house ) and I said yes cause I could stay some nights there and then come check on the dog in the mornings but then thinking about it, the days I was gonna dog sit I was off, and I’d have to come around 7am to feed and walk the dog and to get there around then I’d have to leave my house at 5:45 am since the commute is not longer AND I’d have to walk 15-20 mins to and from the bus stop twice a day to just go feed the dog, for $20 each time ( so $40/day ) but honestly that didn’t seem like it was worth my time 😭 and it’s on me for saying yes before taking all that into consideration, I didn’t wanna wake up at 5:45 am to be there just an hour with the dog.. so I told MB if they could hire a walker for the morning and I’d come in the evenings for the dog, and understandably she said she didn’t know if she wanted someone else in the house so she said she’d ask her dad to come in the morning and I said ok lmk.

So the day they left she texted me they were just gonna drop off the dog with a friend that had a big back yard and I sent them a message saying “I’m sorry I couldn’t help you this time I feel really bad” which i did! I felt really bad, and she just responded “all good” and I felt it really cold..

She usually sends me pics of NKs when they’re on vacation and stuff but this time she didn’t, also I texted her to remember I wasn’t coming today cause I had some appointments ( I think she forgot ) and she just liked my message…

I feel bad for not being able to help them and if I had a car I 100% would but is just not convenient for me anymore, and we have a good GOOD relationship and I’m scared of going to work tomorrow cause she seems mad lol should I say something?

I know this is long but had to give context I guess