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So no matter what bot I use its basically in the same formate

Basically the talking goes down the drain and becomes less and less really fast and it ALWAYS includes stuff like "no talking.. no loud sounds.. just.." literally in that formate in every single message especially that no... No.. just.. and it's pissing me off honestly, the model I'm using is pipsqueak 2 like most.. but I don't see any complaints and it's just annoying when you write a long ass text with actions, talking and variety of style (I don't know how to say it).. yeah

Okay so on its own the bronzer and blush work really well but the second I put the bronzer on and the blush it starts separating so bad and IDK why I also used several different bases under it

I don't really have any other options right now except the sticks but if I remember right I had the same problem.. so if anyone in Germany knows a liquid/cream bronzer and blush based on water that doesn't separate and ain't 10+ euros for one of them please tell me

So, meine Stadt ist zum Glück der erste spot, ich hätte halt gerne etwas mehr Beinfreiheit aber immer noch so eine Ablage for mir + Steckdose da wir 21h fahren sonst hole ich mir 2 powerbanks

Ich würde ja mich auch gerne Sozialisieren aber nicht zu krass und hätte gerne ne geile Aussicht.. joa ich weiß sind so die Standart Wünsche.. habe mir jetzt eher gedacht entweder ganz vorne, ganz hinten oder an der Treppe

Wir fahren mit einem Doppeldecker

So I'm thinking about going to one because yesterday I over plucked my eyebrow, not too badly but the tail got very thin blablabla, i got naturally thin brows in density and well, thickness duh + that damn Dorito shape... So could they make them look pretty and maybe a little more thick but kempt Blabla? Also with color haha idk.. I'm thinking about growing my eyebrows out now in the summer break for 5 weeks 6 at most but this means unkempt brow summer ugh

Okay so, does anyone have experience with the Fenty concealer? It's the closest to my shade I found in Sephora and I have quite normal to dry tending skin and I need a rather middle coverage concealer tending to high

I wanted to step away from drugstore concealers since I always have to mix shades to get mine and it's just exhausting + the concealers that work the best for me aren't even good ones

So would the Fenty beauty concealer be a good first choice? Also it's shade 150N light

If anyone can recommend other ones from Sephora with either more product even better shades or cheaper blablabla id Love to hear it

So, in one of my classes there is this fuck ass annoying guy and I hate him and he isn't even the kind of annoying kid that's entertaining but just annoying Blabla

He got such a high ego and thinks he is the hottest guy in school and buff Blabla bla. I'm not saying confidence is wrong but he is not allat. + He called me fat once and I don't think 58kg on 162cm is fairly fat when you also mind that I got muscles

Anyway anyway

We were in Spanish doing some Spanish music quiz and there was this 80s song (I think) and the woman looked perfectly normal and he was like "ewwww why does she look like that" and dude, bsfr

Besides that, I said "who sits in a house made out of glass shouldn't throw with stones" (a saying in Germany) and he got like so fucking mad started insulting me again and I mean I didnt insult him directly (am I tuff)

Also mind you: he insulted already so many people in the class and video today and just yelling about topics genuinely no one cares about like dude you're 17 you're soon a grown ass man 😮‍💨

Yeah just some dumb ass rant but ye, do y'all also have some guys or girls like that? I also got girls like that in other classes and soon is summer break finally

(Also: before anyone comes at me. I don't think I'm the shit as well I think I'm pretty average looking so yeah I just 'insulted' him because it fr was just enough of what he said)

My friends say that and also my mom, I've been there a few times now since I had some odd pain right after my periods and I had women 3 times and 2 different men 2 times and the women especially the older ones were like "psh I know what this feels like stop whining" and they were rough and they hurt me with tools so often didn't tell me what they were doing and the men they just checked in the whole time asked if I was okay Blabla we're gentle and told me what they are doing and they actually tried to help, at least it seemed to me like that

And also this isn't meant sexual and I'm not trying to shame anyone but just having a woman on me or touching me feels so wrong and I hate it (no I'm no lesbian I am the straightest of all lmao) and overall I was just more comfortable with men overall (again! Not in a sexual way!) could be because I grew up more with male friends and men in general (no I'm not a pick me 😮‍💨)

And also there was this one time where my one friend tried to fix something on my bra like the strap but closer to the breast and I freaked out and I was so fucking mad at her but I think to her it was just normal because she grew up more around women and now she thinks I got a stick up my ass or sum and I already tired explaining..

Yeah I hope it doesn't sound ridiculous or as a women hater as a woman.. ughhhhh I'll tweak out

So, it might not be the deepest topic and also excuse my punctuation

Now for context I'm 15f duh and I've started to wear heavy makeup this winter and yes it actually looks clean everything blended well but when I look at the other girls in my class barely wearing any makeup and still being beautiful makes me feel ashamed as if I'm cat fishing. When I take off my makeup at home I look cleaner and fresher less crusty and I feel prettier again but there is this huge problem.. my dark circles they're actually bad I wish I could show a picture.. I don't got over pigmentation anywhere else they're sadly genetic and I need to use heavy color corrector and 2 layers of heavy concealer to have them still shine through a little.. I used to do "a lot" like 2 different foundations mixing, cream bronzer, cream blush, concealer, powder loose powder pressed powder blush powder bronzer powder highlighter eyebrow pencil and gel lipliner, mascara and lashes Blabla and now "only" a little color corrector, concealer on my worst pimples and just on spots to make it look more even, cream bronzer, pressed powder, brow gel and lipliner + mascara and lashes sometimes just one

I know I know unnecessary info but I wish I could go out without feeling ugly and my dark circles are my biggest insecurity and I know people will say "noo don't get plastic surgery" but I probably will since it actually takes some life quality I mean it might change as I'm getting older but it might get worse and I got a lot of time to choose until now

Also I'm just stressing because soon is summer I sweat a lot in my face and I do sports so heavy makeup won't be an option now

I'm just wondering if any of y'all feel the same about stuff like that and maybe got some advice for me that isn't "oh don't care about what others think" because mainly I care about how I feel about myself and my looks and then maybe what others think

also my boyfriend says that I can't see my beauty but it is just so hard to believe him since I used to get bullied and teased get comments about being short (I'm not even short wtf) and other minor shit but now after my glowup it got so much better, and also because of tiktok. I wish I could delete tiktok but I can't because of trends, gym, fashion, makeup etc and overall entertainment but once in a while I get so pretty women on my fyp I get insecure.. also the memes about Brooke monk and her BF that he deserves better because she's "ugly" but she fr isn't ugly she's just feminine like feminine vs masculine and ppl don't realize it and that just makes me even more insecure... ughhh I hate being a teen girl

So yeah I hope this isn't stupid sorry for that rant in the end

Edit: I know also this is a more adult women relating sub but if I would post this in r/teens or something like that I would be the biggest loser or sum

Also, damals fand ich persönlich Navex gut und auch seine kritik aber schon etwas seit dem letzten Jahr ist er mir persönlich viel zu sehr Richtung brainrot abgerutscht erstrecht das ganze mit der Burger Pommes Ecke und so..

Auch hatte ich mal ein video von Navex gesehen wo er bennart kritisiert hat was ja tüllig an sich nicht schlimm ist aber ich fand jetzt die Kritik Punkte nicht zuuuu deep.. ja bennart macht auch viel brainrot und Clickbait und danach hatte Navex ihn auch kritisiert (wenn ich mich richtig erinnere) aber Navex macht doch zum großen Teil das fast gleiche bzw er macht es sehr ähnlich oder nicht? Aber naja

Dazu finde ich auch dieses ständige recyclen von Themen nicht so maximum geil und es kommt mir eher rüber wie dieses Quantität über Qualität was jetzt bei einem meinungs Youtuber nicht das vorteilhafteste ist

Ich will hier schnell nochmal sagen dass meine 'kritik' oder 'meinung' maybe nicht berechtigt oder nicht gut nachgedacht ist weil ich habe jetzt auch nicht recherchiert sondern einfach nur aus meinen Erinnerungen gegriffen. Kann auch sein dass Navex einfach nicht mein Stil ist etc etc und habe ihn auch nichtmehr wirklich geguckt also kann alles wie schon gesagt was ich gesagt habe nicht mehr aktuell, gut nachgedacht oder unsinnig sein

Korrigiert mich gerne oder gibt eure Meinung dazu

(Deutsch ist nicht meine erste Sprache deswegen entschuldigt mögliche rechtschreib Fehler)