u/papercowboys

it felt so nice being able to speak clearly without stuttering. i wish i could have that without having to sedate myself

i became friends with these guys at my school about a year ago and at first it was all good, we had a couple of similar interests and even started playing games together outside of school. meeting them felt like my saving grace because i had previously gone 4+ years with crippling loneliness and depression due to not having any friends.

but around september of last year they started becoming increasingly more rude and hostile towards me, insulting me and making rude jokes about me as a ''joke'', like for example telling me im ugly or commenting on my body and telling me how fat i am when i dont even weigh that much.

at first i just played it off as a silly little joke and laughed along since i didnt think it would happen again, but then they started doing it more and more to the point where it was actually taking a toll on my mental health.

around this time i was also being severely bullied by other people at school, and these constant ''jokes'' and rude remarks about me really didnt help. and if im being honest i dont think they even noticed i was struggling.

back then it was just the mean remarks and the ''jokes'', but now its gotten to the point where they also try to silence me whenever possible. ex, if theyre talking about something and i try to ask whats going on theyll immediately shut me down and say something along the lines of ''we werent talking to you'' / ''did i say you could talk?'' or something like that.

i can tell by the way they say it that its just a joke to them, but its never been that to me. its hurtful and taking a toll on my mental health but i dont know how to talk to them about it without sounding annoying.

ive thought about just silently cutting them off and moving on, but like i said before i had gone literally 4+ years without having any friends before i met them and i dont wanna go back to being alone.

i'm really not in a good mental space right now due to my depression and just various things going on in my life. im borderline suicidal and i feel like im on the verge of developing an eating disorder. my ''friends'' acting like assholes and treating me like shit isnt helping.

i know theyre bad for me but theyre also all ive got in terms of friends.

if anyone could give me some advice on what i should do in this situation id be super grateful. i really hope all of this makes sense, english is not my first language so im very sorry if it doesnt.

thank you for reading.

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so i downloaded a sketchy file by accident about two weeks ago and since then ive noticed some micro stuttering and general poor preformance when playing games on my pc so im getting kinda worried…

maybe its just because im paranoid and overthinking but either way i wanna make sure, so what are some easy ways i can check if i have a crypto miner?

thanks yall

been trying to fix this for an hour now, i just wanna play some fucking games man…

ive been wanting to play for so long but im dirt poor so id really like them to be on sale when i get em…

love catching little references like this. twin peaks and life is strange are both some of my favorite pieces of media so seeing them cross over like this was pretty cool lol

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my post on the main sub got removed so im posting it here instead... hope thats fine lol

so i just got back into this game after not playing for roughly a year or so, ive forgotten pretty much everything thats happened in the story so im looking for a recap to watch/read so i can get caught up with the story again.

would be super grateful if anybody could help me out here, thanks! :-)

hello!

im very new to pc gaming with very limited knowledge i and just recently bought a second hand pc a couple months ago,

but i dont have a monitor so im wondering how to choose one and what to consider when doing so?

ill need something thats not too expensive but that still preforms well, preferably not over 2000kr (dont know what that translates to in usd, sorry lol)

also i did find someone in my area selling an asus TUF VG249QL3A monitor for a relatively cheap price, would that be a good option?

if it matters my pc specs are

- intel core TM i7-11700KF 3.60 GHz

- 32 gigs of ram

- nvidia geforce RTX 5060 Ti

would be super grateful if anyone could help me out with this, thanks :-)

their spotify bio just says “2014-2024 RIP”…

anyone know what happened to them? shame if they quit/broke up cause i really liked their stuff :-(

any recommendations?

title lol. wondering if there are any emo bands from my country…

personally i think its either neck deep, rose of sharon or GMT… lotsa underrated songs from TLTYF and hyperview tbh. thoughts?

exactly what the title says

am i safe after doing all this? cause i really dont wanna reinstall windows… the trojan in question was watacac h!ml if that matters