u/punitivesuicide

Theyre one of my favourite bands and i havent had any luck finding lyrics and info on them, maybe im nad at searching? Also idk if they really fit in dsbm

Yea jelp i neel em for my dsbm project lol

I might be stupid for doing this but here it goes:

Im borderline and i started smoking hash almost every day 3 months ago. I started noticing [after my boyfriend told me (he doesnt smoke btw)] that im becoming more irritable and impulsivem yesterday i was angry all day without reason untill i smoked. Could i be dependent on it for emotional regulation? Should i stop smoking? I really dint want to because i love my stoner friends and i really like how hash feels, it helps me sleep and create stuff

My entire life is based on a series of small performances i do to exist with meaning. I dont just like apples, i fucking love apples. I dont just like museic, i eat sleep and breathe music. Yk? Stereotypes of myself so i can have the immediate reward i get from completing a scene. People dont get it, i act and exagerate every part of myself to make up a personality tgats consistent with the real smaller self. I no longer understand how to be without performance

O really love the "crying" and "whailimg" that ecpatia and im in a coffin (and psychonaut 4 sometimes) do and im looking for similar bands, any suggestion?

If humans could inflate to any size and take any shape matching the space they are inflating in, fitting in every corner of a room etc do you think we would just lather ourselves in sticky cream, inflate to catch all the filth and then deflate into a perfect small sphere and wash off?