ok so on what level of ADHD i am?

**idrk if this is adhd** but yall tell me what this is.

whenever i have more than one task in hand i always tend to do it in a manner in which all of it gets completed of after the other, or lets say i like to do it in series so i don’t have to repeat any action… idek how to explain it properly so let me give an example. if i have to drink water and also brew myself green tea, i will put my glass to fill with water then run to the pantry to grab a pot for brewing while the glass gets filled so that i have a filled glass of water and a pot… does this make sense?

i do this alottttt and now i don’t even remember a proper example to give 😔💔

and one more thing, lets say i am doing something then i will see some other thing that needs to be done, i drop the task A to do task B , while task B i will see something else and drop task B to do C and the cycle continues 😭 what is this

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u/raatkiiranii — 9 days ago

i just woke up to my rank dropping from overseer 3 to gold 3???

literally what is this? new mythic started and my rank dropped! is this just happening with me or everyone else???

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u/raatkiiranii — 1 month ago

does it ever get better?

been waiting for my “better” since forever! idk when it’s coming or is it ever even coming… Am i too young to think like this? most prolly yeah. i am the youngest ill ever be. well, i feel incomplete, incompetent, miserable, unloved, lonely, weirded out by any normal interaction… idk what phase of life i am in but suddenly i feel not like a child anymore. Im just living with no actual meaning, with no goals or aspirations… am i worthless? how can i ever be worthless when god himself has sent me for a purpose, then why am i not being able to find my purpose? should i wait longer? i am on my limit honestly. my heart aches for idk what. i can’t be this miserable. why the hell am i like this? i wish i could just switch off my emotions, i wish i couldn’t feel so much! not feeling anything is also a curse in itself but feeling too much… is just self torture. when will i start living normal again? what am i even talking about.?

i’ve stopped writing since mom read my diary… even in notes i can’t bcuz i just think too much and also miss the plot.

i miss the old me. what has even happened?

will be ever able to make someone stay?

u/raatkiiranii — 2 months ago

is my guy friend insecure? I can’t understand how i am wrong here…

The ss in ss you can see is from him and his friend who is interested in me. Few weeks back my guy friend told me abt him and said he isn’t a good guy, he is a “creep” toh mene bola creep hai toh bol de i am not interested ya ye bolde ke me rp mein hu. Kuch dino tak uss ladke ke baare mein kuch baat nahi hui ab kal isne ye ss bhej aur ajeeb hi behaviour raha iska. He hasn’t replied for 16 hours now… am i missing something?

u/raatkiiranii — 2 months ago
▲ 1.4k r/Indiangirlsontinder+1 crossposts

i had no idea what missionary meant and i texted this to my crush 😀😀😀😭😭😭😭😭

pata hai aaj kya hua,
I USED TO THINK MISSIONARY MEANT FAKING INTEREST IN SOMETHING YOU DONT LIKE or stupid shit like that 😭😭😭 why is it called missionary tf? the word itself sounds argumentative, idk wtf i used to think. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT IT ACTUALLY MEANT GODDDD IM SO EMBARRASSED

he hasn’t replied in 4 hrs 😊🙏🏻

u/raatkiiranii — 2 months ago
▲ 3 r/photos

do you think ive cracked the code of taking vibrant pictures on iphone?

u/raatkiiranii — 2 months ago