making "L" phonemes isn't hard with a little bit of practice. try making a "Da" (だ) with your tongue, now use only only the tip of your tongue while excluding the sides of your tongue from the roof of your mouth, try saying "Da" in this method, congrats, you've learned how to make a "La" phoneme
major religions such as Christianity, Islam, and Judaism say that god is omniscient, and includes that god is aware of human thoughts and secrets without any exception, and remembers all of it too. the thought of someone reading every second of your mind is just way past uncomfortable, like someone with OCD would have involuntary intrustive thoughts like "i will kill god" and God would hear every second of it, god having to here a plethora of cursed and spine chilling thoughts would make him want to quit having this omniscient power
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there has been zero human spermless virgin pregnancies recorded in history. biologically speaking, human conception requires a male's spermcell to enter the female's ovum, and there was no recorded method of human artificial insemination dating back before the 2nd century, so this suggests Mary couldn't have been a virgin when she was pregnant withs Jesus.
edit: also adding, if virgin birth were possible, Jesus would have been a female instead of male, because the sperm carries the XY chromosomes when entering the ovum, females only has XX chromosomes in their body, and lack any natural XY chromoomes
these people who pander to non-christians that accepting jesus as their lord and savior is the only way to save them from hell, and use verses from the bible to justify their fear mongering are one of the worst type of people, these people actively brainwash people into believing a god would send them to hell solely because they don't accept a certain person who... 1: was once a living human being like the rest of us, and 2: was born more than 2000 years after judaism was founded. i would rather be charred in the flames of a centillion suns than to believe in a god like that.
giving people fake banknotes that also contain bible verses or preaching words of salvation is at best pestering and at worst scamming
no, enjoying death metal is not a sin. no, owning labubu toys is not a sin. no, larping and playing dungeons and dragons is not a sin. those who say stuff like this are sins are mentally stuck in medieval times, enjoy entertaining yourself with these, god doesn't judge
even as someone who used to be certain of God's existance, i never really thought the universe was something that was created by a someone
on the side note, i was never really a participant in any religion neither
since you need consciousness to experience existence and to sense time, conscious and your sense of time are mutually inclusive. think of it like being put under general anesthesia, being sedated under general anesthesia makes you fully unconscious, while you're fully unconscious you don't experience the time occurring within the sedation, you feel an instant timeskip because your sense of time has temporarily stopped. so having your body and soul destroyed doesn't mean you'll never be conscious again, what stops you from eventualy becoming conscious again in a brand new soul?
for me i don't feel bad at all, in fact, i actually feel good for doing it
personally, i always used to think it's the universe that created god
(for new viewers, i am not trying to write this post in a dualist/theist/spiritual perspective)
if a patient is put under general anesthesia, the sedation numbs their braincells and makes them dormant during the procedure, under general anesthesia you don't feel the procedure happening because the brain's reaction to the nerves pauses, in fact, you don't even know if the procedure even started, because your sense of time pauses while you're completely unconscious. matter if fact, your sense of sight pauses and your first person perspective experience a time skip, try being under general anesthesia with both of your eyelids forced open, you don't see color, you don't see black, you don't see the "nothing", just an instant timeskip, and when you regain your consciousness, you feel like the surgery never happened, because you were unconscious the whole time. in a conscious state, all of the person's senses, potentially including voluntary breathing in the case of general anesthesia, temporarily stops, as far as we know, you are physically incapable of experiencing lack of consciousness because being unconscious = being unable to sense time, and yet unconsciousness ends at some point in your first person perspective. now what if you were in that state forever, what if you were in an unconscious state with no end? your braincells are not dormant... they're dead, all the sensory reactions in your nerves and brain ceases, your sense of time permanently stops, your sense of awareness supposedly ends, it's not like you're staring at darkness or a void of nothingness, it's that nothing happens ever again. during general anesthesia, your sense of awareness turns off temporary, but here, you lose your sense of awareness permanently, but yet we've only ever experienced consciousness in our lives, you can't experience unconsciousness, no consciousness = no sense of time, how can our sense of time stop forever?
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(Edit: gonna give context on this specific part because the mods locked my thread)
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if i'm clear enough, if "i"... (not the materials of my current body and brain, i mean the observer, the first person perspective, for example, how you're "perceiving" stuff in first person (if you have no eyes, you'd be "perceiving" blindness), you're the observer. if the observer that is "i" is mutually inclusively tied to the same raw energy and particles, same DNA from my parents and ancestors bloodline, and the exact time and date of my conception, if even 1 of the 3 aspects were to be slightly altered before my conception, would "i" have never been born in the first place? would "i"... the observer, never get the chance to ever experience life?
(if the answer is YES, then my observer would not be born in a different body in a separate universe, and would never experience ever being alive in the first place)
(if the answer is NO, then my observer can be born in a different body as a completely different species with a different set of ancestory DNA, an entirely different brain, and a completely different personality)
to make this further specific, if all 3 aspects of my current body to be mutually inclusive to my observer, in order for my observer to ever experience existing, the odds would be so small that it's unfathomably negligible, let's say a 1 in more than 99 googolplexians chance, then i must be one of the luckiest individuals in the multiverse to have ever been given this very single shot of experience
this is the clearest i can put it into
while you're unconscious, you don't see anything, not black, not the "nothing", but a timeskip, 1 second passing to you could mean whole googol years has past
how does someone have no beginning? like picture your earliest point of memory, now picture what it was like before that point...
exactly!
how can you have no beginning and have an infinite past? i'm 24 today, but the earliest point of my memory was in 2006, i was 4 years old in preschool sitting at a table, presumably eating snacks, and then there was nothing before that point, it was the limitation of my childhood amnesia that prevents me from remembering my further past memories, even at the first second of my earliest conscious memory i felt like there was absolutely nothing before that point, it felt like i was born at age 4. now back to the point, how can god have an beginningless past? because having no beginning is impossible to experience, and impossible to comprehend.
i never really participated religion in the first place and was never into it my whole life, yet i had still believed god's existence before but didn't see them as the creator of the universe, rather them being the universe's creation. long story short, i've never minded atheist's belief of total non-existence after death (mind you that most atheists hold a materialistic view of death) because i believed afterlife existed, but in may 23 of this year, i thought "but what if they're right", i've thought total non-existence as eternal darkness with no thought nor sound, but then searched on google gemini and it said that it's not even darkness... it's total lack of anything with no sense of awareness, no first person perspective, and no sense of time. so i came on reddit to look for opinions on numerous subreddits.
it's unclear for any of us to know what god look like, a human, an ape, a dinosaur, we're all stumped
Pizzagate conspiracist claims John Podesta is running some sort of satanic ritual where the cult participants make child sacrifices and drink their blood to grant the cultists their youth, video shows what claims to be him beating a child into submission, but i think this could be any random video taken out of context
this video here, from a user's name who i won't reveal to avoid harrassment, contains so much fear monger tactics that just screams evangelism and draws me closer to atheism. to spoil this, the first emoji (which i assume portrays atheists) is dragged in chamber #6 (called the lake of fire) along with the second emoji, in which this guy piles those two as the same level of sin, and then there and even these emojis are dragged along with demon emojis, which this guy piles the 3 groups with the same level of sin, and the fallen angels are there too for betraying god for... having sex with human women, that's it, that's all they did. in conclusion, this guy makes Jesus look like a dictator with this story. the punishment he says here does not fit the crime on many of these portrayals. and then he engagement bait his viewers by premiering chamber #6 multiple times in his video. what bugs me the most is where he drags the first emojis to chamber #6 solely for disbelief of Christ as their savior, so he's basically saying atheists go to hell, and what about the separate other religions such as Islam, Hinduism, and especially the one that predates christianity... Judaism? with gods like this, who needs Satan? this guy makes the eternal cessation of consciousness sound like paradise in comparison.
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apparently some Deists believes in a soul, but they are temporary along with the host body, and are ultimately destroyed after bodily death. so despite believing a higher power, they believe in eternal cessation of consciousness. so what's the point of believing a creator god in this model? because combining these 2 beliefs defeat the whole purpose, they might as well be atheist.
i need a method to experience a total lack lf visualization of colors while still being conscious, because i've only ever experienced color, even black, during my whole life being sighted, every time i try to describe total lack of sight, i will just describe pitch black because darkness, which is depicted as black, is the total absence of light. while people describe blindness as seeing nothing, not even the color black, and there's a distinct difference between seeing black and seeing nothing.
why i'm asking this is because i need to prepare myself for what i'm about to "see" if the materialist view of death is correct
(for any new viewers, mind the quotation marks, i'm using the last "see" in a metaphorical way instead of using it's literal definition)