Naa Love Story (Part 2)
So after we said I love to each other, I couldn’t believe such a nice woman had fallen in love with me?. I was on cloud nine, so from then on we got even more closer all night talks, talking with each other whenever we get time, I was travelling 30km everyday for her, to see her, speak with her. She didn’t want us to public because she didn’t want any of her friends to know that we both are loving each other because they might gossip and all. I was also okay with it, because if that is what gives her comfort then okay.
In between all this we ofcourse had few fights caused by small misunderstandings as happens in any relationship when people get close
,ofcourse we can’t always be okay but what matters is are you willing to go back to that person after all that fighting and I always wanted to go back to her after every fight.
I used to speak with her in every low point she was, I used to support her, boost her energy listen to her problems, tell her that she’ll come out of it, consoled her that it is going to be okay.
1 day she lied to her family and came just to see me and has spent the whole day with me, we had a great time together, that day we both decided to marry each other no matter what. She told me that it is going to be very hard to convince her side of the family because they are caste centric and they care about religion, I assured her by saying “I’ll do whatever it takes to be with you “, So we decided work hard and go abroad and earn well so that we would have a strong standing when I go and speak with her parents after few years.
She’s 1 and half year older than me and i’m from another state which speaks a different language and also belonging to other religion so I don’t have much time because her mom always brings up the concept of marriage so we thought okay let’s get settled in a better package and company than this so that our families will accept for the marriage.
Accordingly we came up with a study plan, work plan and health plan everything etc. It was going good.
I don’t have any friends here at work the telugu who i was talking to earlier turned out to be bad company, So Whoever people i’m speaking with rn are our mutual friends. Mostly are from her college, her best friend let’s call her R is in my project and I sit beside her everyday.
So now let’s come to the night which changed everything for me, it was july 20 the final between argentina and spain, I went to see the match at the home of one of our mutual friends let’s call him I whom she considers close, “not as close as you, no one is as close as you” she said to me. Actually that previous night we both had a fight, and next day she was going to come near my place to see PG and shift near to me cuz where she was staying it was getting more and more expensive. So I went and picked her, we both spoke we resolved the issue we said I love to each other, one of the friends helped her to search PG , we found one Paid the advance and after this I took her to beach, we sad down, she put her head on my shoulder and I talked and assured her about everything we thought. When I dropped at her place, she was sad and she said “I want to spend all day with you” to which I said “shift PG, come here and we will”.
But that day night, she dropped a bomb, She called me at 9 or something saying that her mom called and was speaking about marriage and all. Her mom told her things like “If you love someone , I’ll hang myself”,
“To everyone I tell my girl is a very good girl she’ll not disappoint me”, “I have so many plans for you, we did everything for you, don’t spoil all this by loving someone”. Hence she got panicked because ofcourse no one would be okay if their mom calls and start to speak all this.
I told her, “listen ra now she’s saying this, but after few years when we show your parents that we are in a good position and let them know that we will happy with each other, they may allow, I will fight for you”.
She said “No, No I don’t want to disappoint my family”
“ I’m afraid i don’t have the courage to see their faces and speak about you” to which i said “ you don’t have the courage now but you will after few years” she said
“No No Then also i’ll not get, can’t we be good friends I don’t want to lose you, I like you, If you don’t wanna talk after this it’s okay i’ll understand” then I said “woah woah woah this is getting overboard I need time to process this sudden shock and the things you are saying “. She said “take your time”.
So I thought, It was impossible for me to change my feelings towards her, i asked her “tell me that there’s at least 0.01% chance that i may marry you and ill fight for you no matter what”, she said “No there is 0 chance “. So after crying and arguing with her for 1 more hour I realised that she will never fight for me with her family, at least not until her mom speaks these things. So I said okay. She said Sorry, Sorry for giving you hope.
PS: Sorry for the delay of part 2 but nfortunately the story has not yet finished, we still see each other basically spend all the time we get together but it is very very complicated. I’ll post the final and last part of the story today. I honestly want to let this all out as we both had a very very very big fight last night.