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u/shiriyokup

▲ 22 r/4tran4

“Testosterone weakens your bladder”

/> terfs saying “test makes you incontinent”
/> FUCK yes
/> finally, northshore megamax

u/shiriyokup — 13 days ago
▲ 184 r/4tran4

cis girl pulled the “my friend thinks you’re cute” prank from her car at me IN FUCKING. COLLEGE.

ARE. WE. DEADASS.
IN THE BIG 26.
IN HIGHER EDUCATION.

I was openly carrying Beyond Good And Evil by Nietzsche and wearing a thrifted affliction-esque hoodie which had fallen off of my shoulder along with a packer if that gives you any context for why they might have done that. What the FUCK does this mean

u/shiriyokup — 14 days ago
▲ 37 r/evilautism

What is this flavor of evil autism called? It’s very evil and makes me see cool scary shit that makes me jump at night

The stuff highlighted in blue appeared at 15-16 and the stuff in green was always there. My executive dysfunction also became more evil at 16 when I started hallucinating more

I’ve always seen auras and stuff and felt spiders on my skin if I saw them but I never had CONCRETE hallucinations until 16. I talked to someone with a pHD in neuroscience and heard that hallucinations were just an autism thing so I’m a bit confused.. mom thinks I’m schizophrenic but that schizophrenia is magic powers so she won’t get me an evaluation but my delusions caused me to think that several of my ex partners are all an interconnected god

You can comment r/hopital if my autism is evil enough

u/shiriyokup — 14 days ago
▲ 15 r/transgendercirclejerk

If you are "non-binary" you are not trans enough!

If you are "non-binary" you are not trans enough!

Whenever someone says that they identify as non-binary they are confusing everyone, including those who accept trans; you may identify as non-binary on a certain level of consciousness, but duality is duality, and when you experience it, you will fall in with either males or females!

My dual-state is like a ciz woman even though I was assigned male at birth (and the majority of the world around me is okay with my transition, or they have no official opinion); the legal recognition of non-binary people is suddenly making it very difficult for me to walk down the street these days...

The way people jump now! They expect to see or hear someone driven by testosterone, with more lived experience as a male than I have, and it is way too much for me! This is a brand new phenomenon. I do not think that it is transphobia alone... when someone says the word transgender, it seems to mean something different now!

I never experienced anything like this until a couple of years ago, and I transitioned 17 years ago!

"Non-binary" doesn't fucking exist in a state of duality!

/uj this is directly copied from r/transsexual

reddit.com
u/shiriyokup — 15 days ago
▲ 232 r/artttt

a little bit of hefabbery as a treat

i just want friends :(

i want to be able to make friends without having sex with them :(

why must i be a hefab for others' sake :(

u/shiriyokup — 15 days ago
▲ 26 r/4tran4

Why are 20 faceless 40 year olds messaging me spiritually heterosexual dick pics every time I open the app? I try to get dating apps but then end up uncomfortable every time I open them because of all of the attention. I feel like it’s disgusting how many people are willing to message me and call me cute. I’ve met 3 people my age on there. Is it over?

u/shiriyokup — 20 days ago
▲ 58 r/4tran4

I hate hearing other pooners speak, it gives me secondhand dysphoria, and other pooners usually hate me for no reason. I hate being around cis women because I am a black sheep to them, they sense that I’m not one of them. I hate being around cis men because they belittle me. The only people I feel comfortable around are horny transbians because they’re hot and tend to treat me as a fun “exception” to their lesbianism rather than a piece of trash.

Am I just nothing?

I’ve been told by other pooners that I’m “sexist” for feeling resentful of cis women for LIKING their bloated faces and bodies and upholding the patriarchy by way of performing for men. I find it disgusting when cissoid women and cissoid gay men call themselves “girlies” or “just a girl” (self-infantilization) because i KNOW that cis men like that they want to behave like children.
I’m not saying that they don’t have the capacity to choose not to act like children. Gods no.
These cis women choose to behave childishly to uphold the DDLG patriarchy. Do that shit in private, you disgust me.

This positions me close to gender critical radfemhood, which is cringe, I know, but somehow I can’t think of myself as deserving of being male. I deserve to be a genderless, personless blob, and identify as a nonhuman turkey vulture because of it. At least I’m not a failure when I’m eating carrion off of the side of the road.

u/shiriyokup — 21 days ago