Urgent Please pray for forgiveness

Please pray for me that the Lord forgives me whatever I did to deserve so much trauma grief and isolation. My heart can’t take the pain anymore and fear of safety issues being alone in this stupid world. I beg you in Jesus name amen. Thank you

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u/soleila9871 — 20 hours ago

Update: thank you for your help

My original post didn’t let me add any more pictures, just wanted to follow up and show I did manage to cut through the tough wires after some persistence. These scissors were part of a grooming kit for my cat that included clippers etc. My cat of almost 22 years passed away a few weeks ago in my arms and I’ve been struggling very hard with grief and just life in general right now. So I feel really grateful for all the kindness and quick responses offering help on here tonight, more than you know. wishing you all a safe and happy fourth.

u/soleila9871 — 3 days ago

Cashier forgot to take this off clothing and didn’t realize till I got home

What is going to happen if I cut it with scissors, is it going to leak something or alarm ring out?? So annoyed like they had one job and forgot to do it

u/soleila9871 — 3 days ago
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Struggling, don’t have place to bury fur baby don’t own land

My fur baby of two decades passed away in my arms. I rent a room don’t own land. I wanted to find a church if possible, he is small (less than 5lb). I want to bury due to my faith and ptsd/trauma. If anyone knows someone who has back/side yard and can help please message me. Don’t need fancy burial or tombstone. cemeteries told me they charge $1k. I’m filing for bankruptcy won’t be able to pay hospital bill wanted to give him every chance.

Edit: forgot to add. A kind vet tech saw me crying outside their office I couldn’t bring myself to go in so they said they’ll hold for free on ice a few days. It’s now been a week I kept hoping a church would reply. I promised them I’d only need a few more days I said hopefully by Saturday but now I’m running out of time again

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u/soleila9871 — 18 days ago

Anyone in Southern California grieving hard too please reach out to me I’m going through this alone

I lost my fur baby of 21 years, he ultimately passed away in my arms. His time at the hospital the day or two before was very traumatizing he was walking ok then they injected something he immediately got wobbly and the staff was horrible that’s a whole other story. I’m completely isolated no one to hug me no one to grieve with me, desperately trying to find a place I can bury him because I feel too traumatized by cremation horror stories it makes me want to throw up honestly. I can’t afford the burial trying to find a church I can bury him at if the pastor owns the church it’s my dream to lay him to rest there since I had started reading the Bible and getting some peace reading about Jesus. Im running out of time He is on ice. Now I can’t afford the er hospital bill even with care credit and no interest I’m afraid I might have to file bankruptcy. This is the worse pain I’ve ever felt honestly scared I’m going to have a heart attack and die myself at least I could be with him.

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u/soleila9871 — 22 days ago

Question about smbc with babies and senior pets

My beloved senior fur baby just passed away, and I know it seems silly but I was hoping and praying he could be with me just a little bit longer as I was just about to get the ivf journey started. I am totally alone and isolated, and have no one in this world except for him and Jesus. And my faith is wavering right now, I’m so broken hearted. My friends all live far away and family abusive and dangerous so don’t talk to them, I was hoping to get my own family started and wanted so much to give my fur baby some joy, I’d watch pregnant women with their pets sleeping on or touching their pregnant bellies, we went through many years of hardship including domestic violence and me moving us multiple times due to many bad living situations (habitability and safety issues). I feel like I gave him a difficult life but he still loved me unconditionally and kept me alive but he deserved so so much better. I talked about making him a big brother and now none of that is going to be. My heart is shattered into a milllion pieces. And I hate that I would read in the pregnancy subreddit how some new time moms lost their interest in their fur babies once their human babies came along and even felt annoyed by them. I don’t know why I’m posting this I guess I am grieving and maybe I wouldn’t have been a good cat mom anyway I’d be too distracted by he ivf process to care properly for my cat. Thank you for reading 😢

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u/soleila9871 — 23 days ago

Does anyone know of bankruptcy lawyer who does free consults

I was in a good situation just starting to get better with money but my pet had an emergency and I wanted to give him every chance but he passed away and now with the care credit bill
Even with the interest free for a while I can’t afford the thousands. I’m considering filing for bankruptcy but not sure if I should, does anyone have someone they know of a friend who can refer me for a free consult about bankruptcy and if it makes sense,
I’m numb and trying to make rational decision/ thank you so much for any help

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u/soleila9871 — 23 days ago

Please pray for my pet cat in Jesus name amen

We are at emergency hospital he is all I have in this world I don’t care about material possessions or fancy things. I am feeling scared, broke, broken exhausted alone. please pray the precious blood of Jesus over his health and recovery. thank you so much

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u/soleila9871 — 1 month ago
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Any feedback appreciated very worried

I wanted to ask your opinion about this because I have zero knowledge, I rent a room in a home and the landlord lives here too. last night there was a small line of water in the ceiling, and it was leaking water droplets onto the floor. It did stop leaking eventually. But then today suddenly the wet areas appeared bigger and more widespread on the ceiling but still no water dropping onto the floor. The landlord and his wife came to look at it they were back from out of town and said sorry our child was using the bathroom and I told him not to shower in a way that it gets into the wood floor. I asked if the ceiling could weaken and fall through they said don’t worry it’s structurally strong and that if there was a risk they would definitely be worried. I’m assuming because they have lived here a long time and that they are telling the truth. But I don’t know anything about ceilings so I don’t know. Would this worry you? They only said they’ll paint over the water spots so it doesn’t look like that. Attaching pictures for you

u/soleila9871 — 1 month ago

Please help leaking roof

I rent a room in a someone’s house it’s late at night I’m gonna message them but terrified because there’a a line of water on the roof and it was leaking. Like right outside the bathroom and after I took a shower I don’t know if their bathroom upstairs is leaking or what, how do I know if this is emergency and roof will come down or not emergency

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u/soleila9871 — 1 month ago

Just need reassurance

Has anyone in Huntington Beach by fountain vallley gotten evacuation orders? I am terrified I already rent a room in someone else’s place I escaped because of domestic violence and now I literally don’t have anyone’s safe to go live with if we have to evacuate and I have my older cat with me as well. Is this something where the winds can cause it to expand to this area I am terrified to even leave the house to open any window or go to my car and am running out of food

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u/soleila9871 — 1 month ago

Is it too late

I recently turned 41 and was having regular periods but pretty sure it’s been 45 days since I haven’t had it and that hasn’t happened before. Does that mean peri menopause and too late to do ivf/iui? Is there any test my doctor can do or anything I can take to help regulate cycles?

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u/soleila9871 — 2 months ago

I have an older Honda accord that was overheating and mobile mechanic came and replaced a few things, then charged me almost five hundred dollars for a blown coolant hose and bad thermostat. They made a big deal about the price being good for what was needed because they use quality parts. They don’t even fix the leaking oil part but said to come back for that because it requires even more specialized service or parts. They wrote leaking oil distributor. A couple people, car professional and also just friends who know about cars say that I was overcharged significantly. Did this really require certain parts for the hose and thermostat to cost that much?

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u/soleila9871 — 2 months ago

Hi did anyone take this brand and get and stay pregnant? Or anyone recommend some other brand? I know there’s no direct evidence that links coq10 in general to pregnancy but I’ll take any personal stories or anecdotes.

In general the consensus seems to that coq10 helps. Honestly the IVF subreddit confuses me a bit some women saying it definitely seems to have helped them and others say when they took it they didn’t ovulate for the first time or something like that so they stopped taking it.

u/soleila9871 — 2 months ago

Hi this happened I want to say maybe 8-10 years ago, or even more further back. But I will never forget it, I did my own research and still not sure and wanted to ask here. Pretty sure I had an android phone at the time, I was at a store and it’s going to sound crazy but I was waiting at the front desk to talk to someone or maybe I was already talking to them, I just remember glancing over at my phone, and this most beautiful image Jesus Christ not only appeared on my phone but suddenly took over the the whole screen completely. I definitely didn’t believe in Jesus at the time but I obviously recognized it as him, and just kept staring and blinking thinking I was hallucinating. And it going to lie but it felt very loving like completely like I was enveloped in love. I know it sounds silly but I was not religious at the time so had not been doing any religious searches or anything and definitely not a Christian at the time. I am today, but not because what happened that day but other reasons. I’m asking here because my research has led me to learn that hackers can send photos to your phone. After that day I did find the photo stored on my phone. And it’s actually happened more recently where random photos end up stored on my phone and I found them by accident but never never have any of those randomly and completely overtaken my screen for a solid few moments. Like I said I’m not looking to validate that it was a miracle, I have faith today for other reasons. But especially back then I don’t remember things like that happening, is it possible for a stranger to send a photo and it takes over your screen like that back then? Unfortunately something happened to the phone it wouldn’t work and I no longer have it otherwise I would try to find it today. Thank you for any insight or explanations

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u/soleila9871 — 2 months ago