my best friend just made a very expensive mistake 😭

my best friend just made a very expensive mistake 😭

she got me brushes, paints, and watercolor paper for my birthday… she has NO idea how much she just enabled my newest obsession

she even got me some travel brushes including the escoda reserva one because she knows i travel often 😭

i’m just very grateful!!!

u/sunyastar — 24 hours ago

is there such a thing as too much pink? asking for a friend 🎀

my favorite pen case, journal, and pens all in one photo :’)

u/sunyastar — 1 day ago
▲ 1 r/eyes

idk what the shape of my eye is 😭

i’m not sure how to do my eye makeup bc of the shape of my eyes…

u/sunyastar — 2 days ago

i’m. speechless.

i bought a silk pen case for my absolute favorite pens and woah… i already expected it to be beautiful, but BEAUTIFUL is an understatement!!! i literally used it right away and brought it out with me 😭

it’s from the collab of komorebi stationery x yurie

u/sunyastar — 2 days ago

guy ended first date because he couldn’t stand my teeth

i’ve been learning to love my teeth more despite it being my biggest insecurity (i don’t have enough funds to have it fixed and insurance doesn’t cover braces)… i went on a first date after 2 years of not dating bc of how low my self confidence was…

guess what, the first date i went on literally ruined my confidence… i was just talking to him and smiling/laughing but after eating dinner, he literally told me “you’re a nice person, but i’m sorry i have this thing where i hyperfixate on teeth and yours really bothered me and also i couldn’t stand your jaw shifting to the side when you talk (i have a crossbite on top of my overbite/overjet)”

i can’t believe other people can say this out loud because i would never do that to another person :’)

is it really that bad???

u/sunyastar — 3 days ago

one of my dream pens…

it’s been so hard to find this pen 😭 i’ve seen some listings online, but they go for $700–800+ :’) is the retail price really around that much? this is the Sailor × Hachimonjiya Kubozakura Bloom Pink!

u/sunyastar — 4 days ago

I tried recreating my favorite anime scene in watercolor and got humbled 😭

IT’S SO UGLY 😭 pls give me tips on how I can improve!!! I had such a hard time capturing the colors and glow of the original, especially since I have a limited palette…

i really wish to be good at this hobby soon

u/sunyastar — 4 days ago

are these high quality brushes?

looking to invest in a high quality set of travel brushes! has anyone tried this set? what are your thoughts on these brushes? thank you so much!

(also, i’m confused bc it retails for $300+ on jackson art, but $600+ on blick art — which one is reliable?)

u/sunyastar — 5 days ago

i fear my PR journal is starting to look… too good

i used to be so careful with it because i was scared of scratches, marks, and basically anything that would make it look less “new” lol. but the more i use it, the more i’m realizing that all those little marks are what make the leather look so much better.

she’s slowly becoming mine and i’m obsessed with how she’s aging 🥹🌸 this is only 2 months of patina!

u/sunyastar — 5 days ago

i listened to you all and re-painted it! these are 5 days apart :’)

not sure if anyone remembers my previous post, but i tried painting it again! :) i think the second attempt looks better, especially with the stronger contrast, but i know i still have a lot to improve on!!! thank you so much again for all the advice on my previous post :’) i tried applying some of it this time, and i can definitely see the difference

(also, i’m aware that i’m not using watercolor paper atm, i’m just using my journal right now but will invest in one soon 🥹)

link to previous post: https://www.reddit.com/r/Watercolor/s/xDlrnIapRD

u/sunyastar — 7 days ago

is it usually this long???

sent in a brand new product to take advantage of the free nib exchange program… it was the juliet doue classique and i’m already waiting for about 2 months now… no updates since june 1st :( how much longer do i have to wait?

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u/sunyastar — 10 days ago

so… i wanna cry

i’m still learning to watercolor (i paint like a kid ik) but i wanted to experiment using the gold marker AND IT TURNED OUT SO BAD (see 2nd photo)

now i miss how it used to be and i really wanna cry bc this took me abt 2 hours and its so ugly :’) i’ve painted this on my favorite journal and now i don’t know if i should just rip the page out or just keep it to track progress but feel sad whenever i see it 😭

what do i do :’)

u/sunyastar — 12 days ago
▲ 1.0k r/painting

is it pretty or is it really in the eye of the beholder?

what do you think? 🥹 this is oil painting!

u/sunyastar — 15 days ago
▲ 10 r/acne

do i have hope?

I’ve been putting this off because of financial issues and can’t really afford health checkups right now, but I think it’s finally time to do something about my skin.

I’m a bit lost with the process. How do I book an appointment with a dermatologist? Do I need to see a primary care doctor first? I don’t have a primary doctor, so I’m not sure where to start.

My left side (2nd photo) has less active acne, but I have pitted acne scars. My right side has more active breakouts as well as some pitted scars.

My acne has also really affected my self-esteem. Whenever I’m talking to someone, I can’t stop thinking that they’re staring at my skin instead of listening to me. Today, someone even gave me unsolicited advice to “eat healthier” so I’d have clearer skin.

I’ve also noticed it affecting my dating life. On dating apps, conversations often end after a day or two, and when I’ve asked why, some guys have told me they’re just not attracted to girls with acne. Hearing that has been really painful.

u/sunyastar — 15 days ago

3rd day learning watercolor… i’m really trying 😭

i think it turned out ‘okay’, like 5/10 at least but my friend said it looks like it was made by a 6 y/o so that affected my confidence and honestly made me feel down :’)

u/sunyastar — 21 days ago

gotta love gifted pens!!!

got gifted the Lamy AL-Star in the flamingo colorway and oh my… she’s gorgeous!!! writes smoothly out of the box too 🥹 they had my name engraved on it as well which makes it even more special

u/sunyastar — 22 days ago

packages worth $600+ altogether missing

guys i’m really worried… they said my packages were delivered to the parcel locker today but i checked and i didn’t see any key/boxes left

i’m worried they might’ve put the key into another person’s mailbox and that person stole it

i can’t stay still and they’re already closed so i can’t even call them

what do you do in this situation? it’s the 1st time that this happened to me and i’m a very anxious person

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u/sunyastar — 23 days ago

2nd day attempting to watercolor…

watching some tutorials online and it kinda makes me want to cry because i’m not sure if i’ll ever be good at this (sorry i tend to be pessimistic but also a perfectionist 😭)

the bridge looks so awkward…

is this good enough for a total newbie with no prior experience with art or whatsoever? i just picked up a hobby bc i was just bedrotting due to mental health issues

u/sunyastar — 25 days ago