u/tropical-me

So basically I got invited to a high school reunion with some old friends, the catch is my old high school bully is a mutual and was invited as well. This person sucker punched me, broke my nose, knocked me out cold and took a video and sent it around. I never properly healed or processed that whole thing it was very traumatic and so I'm really triggered lately. I just need some kindness and understanding, I have nobody to confide in about this and it's eating me up. What happened to me was horrible and unfair, and I am not weak because of it.

I won't be attending obviously and I told one of our mutuals why and they were understanding, I'm just really struggling because the invitation brought back to that dark place and lately I've been super anxious and back and forth between fight or flight amongst other bad feelings...I don't really have anyone to talk to about this.

Whatcha up to? Tell me about your day or something on your mind I'm all ears

It's a constant battle between ⬇️

A) Should I force myself out of the house so I am not wasting away my social potential and stuck in solitude as I frequently dread being alone....

B) Should I just stay at home and not bother because I don't even have anyone to go out with and seeing everyone else in their groups will just make me feel even more like shit and I might not be able to enjoy the moment....although I have enjoyed myself going out alone on rare occasion.

I just hate being alone af, but I also hate the tremendous effort and resources it takes to find community and a social life in your 20's...does anyone know how I feel? 💔

Today I hit 20k steps, I also hit the gym and went grocery shopping. I bought some new clothes so I'm hella excited for that to come in, and I'm currently watching love island.

That was kinda my day wbu?

I just checked my credit score after sooooo long and it's literally in the 800's like wtf??? That's crazy and also I'm making insane gains in my fitness journey I almost have a 6 pack and I never thought I could look like how I do right now :)) this is coming from someone who has been at ROCK BOTTOM mentally so many times. I feel like the stars are aligning for once 💪💪

Mine is Another Day by PARTYNEXTDOOR

It was realllyyyyy dope. Now I'm back home and feeling kinda lonely lol. About to get blazed...what's everyone up to?

26M btw

So TheWeeknd was always one of those artists where I only liked a few songs since it had a specific sound that I enjoyed but couldn't ever get into most his catalogue, I was hoping you guys can change my mind and listen ec some songs that have the same vibes as some of my favs - Acquaintance, Niagara Falls, Call Out My Name

Would appreciate it 🙏

I NEVER thought I would be someone people would like at and admire or want to look like, so it's just kind of a mind fuck. Like I guess all the hard work is paying off and it feels good 😎🔥 embracing this version of myself heavy

So my control freak landlord decided to set up a camera in the kitchen area inside the home to spy on tenants and micromanage everyone. Obviously this feels super invasive and after some research I found out what he's doing is illegal in Washington state since nobody has consented to being filmed with audio and video. Washington is a two party consent state for being recorded in private areas. I'm going to ask him to take it down asap tomorrow, but if he refuses I just want to know how to take things to the next level if I need to? Can I just straight up file a police report? What's the best course of action? I have everything documented.

Also there is no surveillance clause within the lease.

It fills my void and helps me feel less hollow. It helps me when I'm lonely or in a bad mood, i love it so much it's the main thing I have connected with people over. Sometimes I'll find a new song I really fw and just replay it over and over and over.

Likeee just going through it right now and want some perspective on some stuff I'd really appreciate if someone reached out

I could really use some kindness, going thru a lot of bad emotions rn

26m if that matters

Just wondering if anyone has any cool plans :)