u/tropical-me

I don't feel like drinking
I don't feel like gooning
I don't feel like gaming either

I just want connection 💔 and that seems like too much to ask for

I'm a guy before yall try to destroy my DMs

Would really appreciate some recommendations, having a bad day and need something cozy to watch

Like wtf this song isn't talked about enough guys

This year I am working on my fear of rejection. I am doing this by actively placing myself in scenarios that can lead to rejection and I won't bank my self worth to it if it happens :) hbu?

My whole life I've dealt with nasty people harassing me or gossiping about me even though I'm literally a good person to those around me. If I'm walking down the street I'll have random people honk at me or yell stuff at me. If it's at work some people notice me and talk about me. It's like this weird thing where I get this extra attention when I just want to blend in. I'm also a guy btw so like??? Idek why I'm a topic of convo. I saw this reel and it said if u have star power people want to clown you and dim your light for no reason so idk maybe that's it 🤣

I just want something super chill to wind down to, life's been a little stressful. Thank you!!!

The loneliness is killing me tn 😔

I'm bored asf

I'll start,

Demons - Joji

That's really it. The void within me is so great on some days, I just can't seem to feel okay..

I USED TO BARELY FIT A 32 NOW IM SNATCH N SEXY 🔥🔥🔥🔥

So basically I'm in the best shape of my life at the moment. Since last year I've lost 20 pounds and am getting lean put on muscle mass and look and feel my best. But one thing I've noticed is I am treated SO MUCH BETTER by people!!! It's getting freaky almost. Before I got treated like shit a lot of times for no reason, but now people go out of their way to be nice to me and do me favors. For example this morning the girl at the coffee shop let me have a coffee on the house like wtf?! People also go out of their way to make conversation with me I've noticed and it's such a strange but fulfilling change :p anyways just had to get this off my chest as someone who grew up hella chopped and ostracized :) cheers guys

I love rap and r&b, working out, fashion, gaming, memes n shit I'm chill manz plz someone cool hmu 🤣😭

It's like everywhere I look people I know have social and dating lives and healthy families etc and idk sometimes I just feel like my life is a curse or some shit. Maybe it's just human nature to see the things you don't have rather than what you do have, but idk...I felt this way for so long

Like idek I'm doing my best in life and working towards my goals and I'm succeeding in a lot of ways but that doesn't change the fact that I'm still very alone and have been that way for years ykwim? This is kinda wild to be this vulnerable on here but idk I feel like you guys get me 😔

So basically I got invited to a high school reunion with some old friends, the catch is my old high school bully is a mutual and was invited as well. This person sucker punched me, broke my nose, knocked me out cold and took a video and sent it around. I never properly healed or processed that whole thing it was very traumatic and so I'm really triggered lately. I just need some kindness and understanding, I have nobody to confide in about this and it's eating me up. What happened to me was horrible and unfair, and I am not weak because of it.

I won't be attending obviously and I told one of our mutuals why and they were understanding, I'm just really struggling because the invitation brought back to that dark place and lately I've been super anxious and back and forth between fight or flight amongst other bad feelings...I don't really have anyone to talk to about this.

Whatcha up to? Tell me about your day or something on your mind I'm all ears

It's a constant battle between ⬇️

A) Should I force myself out of the house so I am not wasting away my social potential and stuck in solitude as I frequently dread being alone....

B) Should I just stay at home and not bother because I don't even have anyone to go out with and seeing everyone else in their groups will just make me feel even more like shit and I might not be able to enjoy the moment....although I have enjoyed myself going out alone on rare occasion.

I just hate being alone af, but I also hate the tremendous effort and resources it takes to find community and a social life in your 20's...does anyone know how I feel? 💔