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I’m currently stoned & lonely and in the mood to meet other interesting people. Life has been incredibly boring lately aswell and I just want to spice some things up :-)

I’m a 20f from the East Coast who’s interested in true crime, horror films, listening to all kinds of music(mainly grunge, industrial metal, alt rock), I’m a fan of everything 90s, online forums, dark humor, conspiracy theories,, deep conversations, going out on nature walks, thrifting, collecting physical medias, trying new restaurants, playing guitar, poetry and so much more! I’m an open book so you can ask me whatever. I have time to talk pretty much anytime since I’m not working or in school, I’m currently job hunting and just enjoying being unemployed while it lasts haha. I’m looking for someone that’s open minded, authentic, and deep as a person. I’m open to a long term friendship that could end up with meeting in the future! Feel free to message me! I don’t bite.

Unfortunately the loneliness has been getting to me the past few years and I feel like I can’t find anyone to really relate to. It’s hard to find friends in person so I’m going to try my luck here. I’ve also been feeling very existential lately and I’m looking for someone who feels the same way.

Here’s some info about me -

I’m a 20f from the East Coast, I am at a point where I don’t know what I want to do with my life, I am open minded about many things and I also would consider myself a centrist. I am an ambivert. I am a conspiracy theorist and I love deep discussions. My interests include listening to rock / metal ( all genres ), poetry, reading books, nature, going on walks, philosophy, politics, horror films, true crime, guns, dark humor, updating my site and more. I am very 4/20 friendly aswell. I would love to be friends with someone that’s deep, passionate about their thoughts, someone who understands loneliness and mental health issues, someone genuine in a world full of fakes.

Soy de EEUU, me gusta la musica (rock, metal, corridos) las teorías conspiratorias, películas de terror, el 420, las políticas, la naturaleza, aprendiendo lenguajes, true crime, y más. No me importa la edad q tengas, mándame un mensaje :-)

Hola todos soy 20f del EEUU y estoy aburrida y fumando un poco de mari. La neta es q estoy buscando gente con quién hablar pq me siento sola aveces. Me gusta tocar la guitarra eléctrica, leer libros, escribir poemas, escuchar diferentes tipos de música(rock, metal, techno, rap, corridos etc) , true crime, 4/20, las películas, philosophia, las políticas, conspiracy theories, y hablando con nueva gente. Busco amistades reales y q no sean sensitivos. Osi quieres hablar mándame un mensaje :-)

Currently in a complicated relationship and feeling very alone, I feel as if we have very different views on life & in general. Just want to meet others that are similar to me and will show me what it’s like to be appreciated. I am an introvert by nature but will talk your ear off once comfortable. and I don’t go out much, I have a couple of interests like playing the electric guitar, reading books, poetry, horror films, conspiracy theories, philosophy, politics (lean more conservative), I listen to metal/rock music, I love nature and more. I’m not working right now but I’m currently looking for a job and I’m thinking about becoming a mortician. I was thinking about doing film making aswell on the side so if anyone wants to talk about films, definitely message me. I am empathetic, a good listener and I have time to talk about anything. I’m also 4/20 friendly. Physically I’m 5’3, white latina, light hair, brown eyes and thin physique. I’d prefer if you’re near me but if not that’s fine, don’t mind your age either. Let’s see where this goes:-)

I’m a native new yorker and I’m currently looking for longterm friends :-) I’m introverted by nature but when I get comfortable I like to talk a lot. I play guitar, try to make music, write poetry, listen to grunge, industrial metal, classic rock(anything really), go to shows, I like existentialism, films, true crime, politics, anything from the 60s up til the 90s, and conspiracy theories. I love to read books and I’ve been trying to learn 2 languages which are German and Russian. I enjoy dark humor and a good laugh. I’m 4/20 friendly aswell. There’s so many things I want to do like travel the world and form a band, I’d love to talk about everything with someone. I don’t mind your age or background. Feel free to message me!

I’m from NY and I’m currently looking for longterm friends :-) I’m introverted by nature but when I get comfortable I like to talk a lot. I play guitar, try to make music, write poetry, listen to rock/metal (anything really), I like existentialism, films, true crime, anything from the 60s up til the 90s, and conspiracy theories. I love to read books and I’m currently learning 2 languages which are German and Russian. I enjoy dark humor and a good laugh. I’m 4/20 friendly aswell. I have many more interests but I don’t want to write up an essay right now haha. I don’t mind your age or where you’re from but I’d prefer if you’re atleast near me so that we could possibly hang out over the summer once we get to know each other well! Feel free to message me!

I’m a NY native and trying to find more people that are from here. I’m currently looking for longterm friends :-) I’m introverted by nature but when I get comfortable I like to talk a lot. I play the electric guitar, try to make music, write poetry, listen to rock/metal (anything really), I like existentialism, films, true crime, and conspiracy theories. I love to read books and I’m currently learning 2 languages which are German and Russian. I want to travel the world and explore different cultures. I enjoy dark humor and a good laugh. I’m 4/20 friendly aswell. I have many more interests but I don’t want to write up an essay right now haha. I don’t mind your age or where you’re from but I’d prefer if you’re atleast near me so that we could possibly hang out over the summer once we get to know each other well! Feel free to message me!

It’s becoming hard to hide it, I don’t talk to my family about how I feel anymore due to them not being able to understand me and it’s been YEARS of them being able to try to understand but choosing not to. I just have to hide the fact that I am truly depressed every single day, that I wake up and the first thing that plagues my mind is killing myself, that I feel like I have a heavy weight on my shoulders and I am so tired of everything. Maybe they will get it once I’m gone.. but obviously I’m trying to stay alive and go through with this like the many times I have before. Even if I died, I would die knowing I didn’t make an impact in the world and I want to help people and truly make an impact.. I grieve myself sometimes. But I swear I cant do the things I loved doing anymore, I don’t have an interest in my interests besides music and smoking or watching a movie. Nothing else is worth it to me, everything is just so so so exhausting. All I want to do is lay in bed and sleep throughout the day the way I used to when I was younger but no I can’t even do that not because I have real life responsibilities you know? I don’t work or study but I’m actively trying to get a job and it sucks because the job market is bad but hopefully I can hit up a job center or something. I don’t know, I just don’t have any motivation for anything, I don’t want to do anything, I don’t want to be here really. Everyday is a fucking battle of the same shit that’s in my mind and I am SO exhausted. I hate this world and I hate this existence of mine, existence feels like a jail cell, a cell I can’t get out of.

I have been feeling more down these few days and I think talking to someone would help a lot. I am not asking for much, just looking for a new best friend who’s genuine like me, someone that’s very similar as me. I am introverted but would open up once more comfortable. I like many things such as poetry, reading books, films, politics, philosophy, playing guitar, online forums, metal/rock music and all kinds of music, true crime, updating my website, conspiracy theories and deep conversations but it’s been hard to do some of them due to my lack of interest right now. I am also very into dark humor and would appreciate if you were aswell, I don’t care where you’re from or your age but would prefer if you were in the East coast or in NY so we can meet in the future. We can talk about anything and everything :-)

I am having some red wine and just in the mood to socialize with others, I’ve been feeling lonely lately and would love to make new friends with interesting people. I also recently got back from a trip to another country.

I am a deep thinker, a conspiracy theorist and I am spiritual. I enjoy taking risks, 4/20, talking to others, reading books, poetry, conspiracy theories, updating my website, anything from the 40s up til the 90s, I love history, true crime, philosophy, online forums, listening to music (industrial, post hardcore, techno, etc), going on walks, deep discussions, politics, fashion and dark humor. I am also currently learning 3 languages, German, Russian, and Arabic. I am fluent in English and Spanish! I would love to travel around the world someday and meet new people along the way. I prefer talking to those that feel like outcasts, that are not sensitive and have similar views as me. Thank you, that’s all I ask for and I don’t care about where you’re from or how old you are.

I’m having some dinner and red wine and just in the mood to socialize with others, I’ve been feeling lonely lately and would love to make new friends with interesting people. I also recently got back from a trip to another country.

I am a deep thinker, a conspiracy theorist and I am spiritual. I enjoy taking risks, 4/20, talking to others, reading books, poetry, conspiracy theories, updating my website, anything from the 40s up til the 90s, I love history, true crime, philosophy, online forums, listening to music (industrial, post hardcore, techno, etc), going on walks, deep discussions, politics, fashion and dark humor. I am also currently learning 3 languages, German, Russian, and Arabic. I am fluent in English and Spanish! I would love to travel around the world someday and meet new people along the way. I prefer talking to those that feel like outcasts, that are not sensitive and have similar views as me. Thank you, that’s all I ask for and I don’t care about where you’re from or how old you are.

Currently stoned and craving social interaction. I’m from the East Coast and have been wanting to make new friends as I don’t have that many & I don’t mind if it’s online as long as we can meet in the long run. I enjoy many things like true crime, horror films, music of all genres, updating my site, reading books, poetry, playing guitar, philosophy, pondering my existence, nature and more. I value authenticity and creativity, I’m a deep thinker and a conspiracy theorist aswell. I love deep conversations and meeting people that have similar views as me. I don’t mind the age or where you’re from! We can recommend each other music or talk about anything :-)

Currently stoned and craving social interaction. I’m from the East Coast and have been wanting to make new friends as I don’t have that many & I don’t mind if it’s online as long as we can meet in the long run. I enjoy many things like true crime, horror films, music of all genres, updating my site, reading books, poetry, playing guitar, philosophy, pondering my existence, nature and more. I value authenticity and creativity, I’m a deep thinker and a conspiracy theorist aswell. I love deep conversations and meeting people that have similar views as me. I don’t mind the age or where you’re from! We can recommend each other music or talk about anything :-)

I haven’t been doing much lately, I’ve been very bored and craving social interaction. I am a deep thinker, open minded and spiritual. I have a variety of interests including true crime, horror films, collecting physical media, fashion, poetry, reading books, playing guitar, philosophy, politics, deep conversations, 4/20, nature, the occult, updating my site, obscure music and much much more. I want to spice my days up by talking to others online and forming new long lasting friendships :-) I value authenticity & consistency. We can exchange music recommendations or talk about our interests!

I don’t believe that reincarnation is necessary unless YOU want to reincarnate again, I think we as souls have free will to do whatever we want. It honestly worries me that I will be forced to reincarnate because I genuinely don’t want to unless I have learned everything I need to and even then, I still wouldn’t want to. I have dealt with a lot of things in this life and it’s definitely way more bad than good. Of course I am still grateful for this life and everything that makes me, me but I fear the fact that I will be forced to return. I’ve always felt like I never belonged in this world, that I belonged in other dimensions. I don’t think I’m meant to be here. But tell me, what are your thoughts on this? Is it necessary for souls to reincarnate?

So for the past few years I have been communicating with my late boyfriend through automatic writing, tarot, shufflemancy & asking the universe for specific signs. I receive very specific signs mainly his birthdate on license plates aswell as his nickname, and I’m always so grateful to receive them but I find myself doubting them & the universe due to how real it is. It’s almost as if my mind can’t process it! I have been trying to work on the self doubt but it’s hard and I’m not sure what else to do. I always miss him a lot & he was truly so loving and different, I will never meet someone like him or ever find someone like him. I know it’s him because I’ve even had a dream that stuck with me a few years ago where he was in a hospital like setting & a woman was guiding me to him while he was staring outside of a tall wide glass window looking very sad and for some reason I couldn’t touch him and he didn’t see me, there was a song that was our favorite song (Beautiful by the smashing pumpkins) playing in the background with specific lyrics & everything resonated with me, it was a very powerful dream and even if I still don’t fully know what it means - I still know that it was him. I just want to know how I can fully trust myself and the universe more? It’s not like I don’t because I do, but it’s like my ego just keeps doubting everything. I would really appreciate any advice or guidance from you all :-)