u/youdontknowmehush

Is this normal? Or am I going crazy,, I always isolate myself away from people and if they ask me why I’m doing that I’d just make some lame excuse about me studying

I can’t talk normally and I feel like a burden sitting with them doing absolutely nothing

At the moment I am very stressed with finals,, I haven’t been sleeping well and my head hurts. I keep getting negative and suicidal thoughts and I feel like I should become a Muslim again.

I’ve been ignoring my prayers,, and I can’t pray anymore because I forgot. My parents don’t know about this and I never want them to…is it ok if I become Muslim again after finishing final exams? I only have six days left

I’ve been hiding my devices from my parents because I bypassed the daily limit,, (two hours daily) and I feel like my parents secretly know,, (just to be clear tho I’m 17) I genuinely don’t know what to do because I don’t want to get grounded 😭

Also I can’t live without my online friends,, I chat with them almost everyday day.. I spend hours chatting

My grades are all A’s and some B’s. But I’m a good student in general. What the fuck do I do? My parents are very suspicious of me,, and if they know I have online friends I’m dead.

I’ve been hiding my devices from my parents because I bypassed the daily limit,, (two hours daily) and I feel like my parents secretly know,, (just to be clear tho I’m 17) I genuinely don’t know what to do because I don’t want to get grounded 😭

Also I can’t live without my online friends,, I chat with them almost everyday day.. I spend hours chatting

My grades are all A’s and some B’s. But I’m a good student in general. What the fuck do I do? My parents are very suspicious of me,, and if they know I have online friends I’m dead.

I have exams and this is ruining my mental health

I like someone who’s 1 year younger than me,, and feel like an absolute sicko. I just turned 17 and I feel 18,, even talking to people who are 2 years younger than me feels weird.
And now I like someone who’s 16 but I genuinely feel like a weirdo for doing so.. because I just learned about pdfs through Epstein files. And now I feel like one even thought I’m not. And I know I’m not that kind of person

I probably need therapy

It’s hell,, imagine having online friends because you can’t make in real life friends and still being excluded from them. They have their own group without me,, I feel like absolute shit. The fact I’ve known them for 2 years is baffling. Did I do something wrong or do I need to find other friends and ditch my current “friends”?

I want to learn about linux and those kind of stuff,, I sadly don’t own a laptop anymore. is it possible?