I Was Never Crazy
After 2 weeks of FIGHTING the system and being told every step of the way I was crazy, enduring a completely unnecessary psychiatric unit stay for these issues, and being told "it's anxiety" every damn day, I'm finally figuring out what's going on.
I'm in one of the best academic hospitals in the country, and just
got results from a CTV scan today and it confirmed the following:
-Moderate narrowing of the distal aspect of the nondominant left transverse sinus..
-Transverse and sigmoid sinuses: Nondominant left transverse sinus, with moderate distal narrowing immediately distal to the confluence with vein of Labbe..
My lumbar puncture opening pressure was 27
So I'm coming to terms with the fact that I was never crazy....I was told these issues were in my head when in fact the symptoms and issues were LITERALLY IN MY HEAD....
The relief I feel is indescribable but I'm incredibly frustrated that I got kicked to the curb, dismissed and gaslit each step of the way.