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Examples:

Mephisto from Blue Exorcist - he's so goofy and silly and candy colorful and ridiculous and weird, but also very mysterious and more than he appears to be pulling the strings behind the scenes, and quite unsettling at times too

Masakaki from [C] The Money of Soul and Posibility Control - he's so weird and ridiculous and colorful and unsettling and mysterious like what is this guy's deal?? I love it

>!Amy Kirio !<from Welcome to Demon School! Iruma-kun ->! at first he seems sweet and soft and harmless, but secretly he's deeply twisted and sadistic and *terrifying*, like when I first watched that reveal scene genuinely gave me chills it's so terror inducing, I love that contrast between his facade and true nature, and of course him pulling the strings behind the scenes too!<

And if anyone here knows utmv, I'm actually looking for characters similar to my favorite ever character, Fresh Sans, he's not actually a sans he's a soul parasite possessing people (mostly skeleton monsters cuz they're the easiest to possess) feeding on their souls and using their bodies as hosts masquerading as the one he possessed pretending he isn't a parasite masking his true nature with this ridiculous goofy and weird but seemingly harmless silly persona and 90's colorful clothes and slang, he's so sillyyy and weirdd and fun and funny and chaotic but secretly deeply terrifying and much smarter than he appears to be and if you dig deep enough into his lore has quite a lotta fascinating depth to him

I'm looking for more characters like that, it can be anime, manga, non-anime animated series or comics, games even, and what's most appealing to me is that contrast between harmless silly goofy and weird behavior and appearance vs deeply terrifying or unsettling true nature, preferably chaotic and mysterious too

Cuz in my mind I'm very much a cat, well, cat-ish creature more so but still, I'm suuuch a cat fr I love being called a cat, treated like a cat by my closest friends, love and often do make cat noises cuz it just feels natural especially when I experience strong emotions and it's generally satisfying too, cat behaviors, I'm such a cat fr and embracing that makes me really really happy it feels right for me, but I also have a few dog like behaviors like wagging my tail when I'm really excited and joyful (my displeased angry wag is much different from the happy one and it's mostly based on other combined body cues anyway) and in general puppy like excitement, or growling when I'm really angry like enraged with someone for some horrible thing they did for example (tho it's often combined with hissing, and I hiss when feeling threatened too), but I do not feel like a dog, I'm just a cat (well, technically tressym actually but that's just a cat with wings[I pictured myself most comfortably like this before I even knew what a tressym was], and also I prefer a more vaguely humanoid form cuz that's just convenient and most comfortable to live in, anyway-) but with some dog like behaviors, which, actually, I researched this and a cat can very much display these behaviors, but it still feels a little weird to experience these dog like seeming behaviors (especially since some of them that look more dog like like the tail wagging, I don't know how dog like it is but it's angled up, a bit above the base sometimes more higher, and it can get pretty damn fast when I'm really excited and overcome with emotion it's a way for me to release energy, it's very much comparable to me flapping my hands as a stim, and that puppy like excitement too since I experience my emotions very deeply and intensely so I can get like REALLY excited and overjoyed like it's overflowing and that can appear kind of dog like) -when I am still very much a cat and *not* a dog in the slightest.

(Also all the parentheses because I am AuDHD and I love to use them lol :p)

Okay so I live in Poland, and I wanted to buy a custom made plushie of my favorite character from g4sky, but unfortunately the maker lives in Russia and Russia doesn't ship to Poland so I couldn't, but I have a friend living in England so I was thinking I could send her the money so she could buy it and then send it to me, but neither of us actually know how to do any of that, any advice please? Detailed step by step instructions would be highly appreciated. c: