u/4anyreason

Gonna start by saying your average conservative is just as obsessed just more ashamed of it which they shouldn't necessarily be. But it feels like leftists have genuinely accepted ATTRACTION as a form of support. And i feel like doing bullshit that genuinely doesn't help is the movement is actually something in the leftist playbook. We see this with fat women people think yelling "I LOVE FAT BITCHES" is at all progressive we see this with trans women black women latinas asians women weve accepted objectifying women as support because we are all uneducated and running on pleasure. And this is slowly becoming the only defense we see for womens general image because people LOVE SEX To be honest it feels like leftists are also afraid of change as much as conservatives are. We want change but we are afraid of losing sex, the first thing you hear when you point out objectification of women. Something feminists have been aggressively against since forever people automatically call you a puritan out of fear response that you might be taking away their beloved sex. idk... I guess all I'm saying is i wish my groin area was smooth like a barbie doll...

Literally seeing a cycle of black trans people complaining about racism from their own community to a white guilt fueled accusation of infighting makes me want to rip my hair out i need to get off the internet!

Big IF i know. But like what if he loves dragona but just doesn't believe that trans people are their transitioned sex. (he'd be WROONNGG) And dragona knows that jodio is fucking insane so she just ignores it. This is the transJobic theory. Like lets be real though. He lit a bus on fire, broke into some guy's house and is currently trying to convince the gang to jump into the tiger pit. He is QUESTIONABLE.

Not even just penis but genitals in general make me kinda sick.

Im boymoding so i cant really wear bras but my chest is pretty large so my shirt was big but wasnt helping much. Tbh im really surprised i had my hair up but yeah. I was doing laps and the entirety of my fucking run some old guy was trying to get my attention each time i passed him. And then i stopped for a moment and he asked if i was (girls name) and i said no and he started asking how many times i ran i told him and he said wow and then started complimenting my running time then he started saying something about my hair before i started running again i couldnt hear him. But yeah honestly i was scared cause it was the dead of night. Might get a gun or pepper spray? Or am i overreacting.

Yall ever notice how everyone wants a femboy who DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A MAN. But the second you mention hey HRT makes you not look like a MAN they look at you like you just insulted somebody's dead grandma. And now theyve moved onto fetishizing ftfemboys, intersex femboys and the most recent drop. The boy moder!!! They'll beg for boymoder booty but the god forbid you say a femboy should go on hrt!!! And this leads to boymoders getting misgendered and fetishized more. All because people want their ultra rare reddit fetish!!! Narcissists wanting to feel special for what gets their genitals hard/wet when in reality they just like curvy builds like EVERYONE ELSE. and another part of it is fetishization of homosexuality.. rather then admit theyre bisexual or even just like women they go, hehehe oh em geeee i cant believe a boy like me also likes... Boys!!??!?!? (aslong as theyre women) FUCK YOU.

Like the second you speak about the oversexualization of women you have 30 people calling you a puritan?? Where did that come from. I dont care what women wear i dont care who they have sex with and i couldnt care less. But i DO care that most female characters share the EXACT same body type because this is the body type that has been made the main victim of objectification. The fact the sex appeal is a factor in almost every female design is HORRIFYING.

Iiii doooonnnnttt knnnnoowwww howww muccchhhhh loooonnnggeeeerrrr iiii caannnnnn liiiivvveee wiiitthhhh ouutttt ittttt. Genuinely idk this whole experience has really put into my mind how hard being a tranny is. And i just cant take it anymore. Between the overt transphobia from my family friends and country i dont know how im supposed to live. Im being practically tortured. This tranny stuff is genuinely so fucking hard why am i genuinely jumping through hoops. I had to pull off mission impossible to get the estrogen now im forced to go off it for who knows how long and i dont know if i have it in me.

I AM NOT A PURITAN. HAVE AS MUCH SEX AS YOU WANT. I DO NOT CARE. PLEASURE YOURSELF AS MUCH AS YOU WANT I DO NOT CARE.

I SIMPLY DON'T LIKE THE SEXUALIZATION OF WOMEN IN LITERALLY EVERYTHING. I FEEL ITS EXPLOITATIVE AND A MISREPRESENTATION OF WOMEN. LIKE THAT'S ALL. I DO NOT LIKE THE OBJECTIFICATION OR FETISHIZATION OF CERTAIN BODY TYPES.

AND YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH ABOUT WOMEN WHO ARE DELIBERATELY OBJECTIFIED AND NOW YOU'RE A PURITAN. BELIEVE ME. IM FAR FROM PURE

MY SOUL IS CORRUPT IM MORE OF A PERVERT THAN I CAN BET.

I JUST DONT LIKE THE OVERSEXUALIZATION OF WOMEN.

Like idk i dont wanna bring it up if im not, my mom just got hers what do i do.

Ive been feeling unbearably ugly for like a week now like ive idk im just weeping now what did i do to deserve this. Like actually how am i expected to believe god actually loves me when he put me in a fucking moid body. Every day i spend hours in the mirror perplexed at who I'm looking at. And like for the umpteenth time this is all cisociety's fucking fault they put me through this for the fucking fun of it i hate them. Literally why. Like actually why what kind of cruel prank is this. Like i cant leave the house like this

I think i have a dood phenotype. Like I'm kinda short and have boobs but look manish. And some guy at the gym asked my friend im not out to if "shes your friend?" And she says yeah but hes a guy he just has long hair. And then he goes on to say "i have long hair" and then as we left he slipped in a "you ladies have a good night". Lmaoo thanks ig idk i feel like he gen was being transphobic

Actual question but like hows life like how do you go about your day. I had a little stache redness that looked like facial hair and cried over it. Outside of my moid face I'm not terrible body wise for early paused estrogen. Im under 6 feet i have a chest kinda. But like i am currently living vicariously through pretty women i know to cope with dysphoria and i cut myself. And im a semi passoid. What does a genuine hon live like.

Honestly very tempted to just take it. She hasnt mentioned a blood test. Ill probably take it in 2 weeks if she doesnt mention a blood test. Im curious to bring it up or not cause if she forgot or stopped caring i dont wanna remind her.

On a side note a guy called me mama in a not creepy way and my neurology has genuinely changed since. Like holy shit dude like I'm kind of pissed i cant give birth now.

Ive been beating my ribs in with heavy objects i should probably stop but sometimes i feel like i can genuinely feel them expanding.

truly a troon life

I cant wait until this is over. My body is being wrecked by testosterone this could of been a month of fucking feminizing but noooo. Do we think 1 month off e will atleast bring me testosterone to a not suspicious level? Also ive been considering documenting my semen appearance to see how viable it is on measuring t. I wanna cry because i heard the third month is when e really kicks off and im scared im like pass that or something.

Some non physical changes ive noticed are im kinda volatile in pissed lately. Tbh im pretty calm so its kinda just been me getting angrier ive also cried alot these 2 weeks but that might just be cause im kind kf suicidal and also incredibly tired.

I can literally my shoulders widen and my hips tighten i miss my fucking estrogen

I genuinely want to use reddit less but i have nobody else to speak to. My only friends are the one word repliers and never text you first type. Its so fucking lonely. And ive just been dealing with my dad beating me and constantly reminding me of it while victimizing his self and my mom pretending he never laid a finger on me and explicitly telling not to tell anyone or she may get in trouble. That genuinely shattered my fucking world view when i found out my mother was only looking out for her self. And nobody fucking cares genuinely people look at me like im a genuine evil heartless fucking maniac when i say openly that i dont like my fucking parents. I'm scared to say i hate my religion but thats what everyone made me do. Even my closest fucking sibling refuses to talk to me when i bring this up because religious fear. Is there a point of living when you genuinely have nobody who fully knows you and wants to embrace you as are. If i died only my image would be missed. Im so fucking stressed i miss my estrogen. My parents are old helpless fucking geezers. My siblings are cruel religious fanatics. I HAVE NOBODY. My head hurts so fucking bad. I wish i was a kid again before getting fucking beat before sentience before my parents stopped being my idols before i was a faggot before i was a fucking mess back when it actually felt like people cared i want to go back and i cant all i can do is endure a pain i don't know how ive dealt with so long.