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The 2nd decade is when it really kicks off! Tbh asking because my before and after 6 months pictures looked shitty and heard 6-12 months is pretty goated for fat redistribution.

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Anything but holding politicians, the medical industry and the general cis population accountable ig

Like i think its really fair to not be grateful for ANYTHING hrt does for you and pissed at anything it doesnt, because everything we go through is because of general misfortune and medical negligence, just because we are able to pick up most of the pieces doesnt mean this automatically isnt awful. But we are expected to put up with it because we are trannies. For most cis people finding out you cant have kids would genuinely change the trajectory of their life. Weve all seen posts of cis women talking about their worst fear being looking trans. Idk why people expect a big ol smile on your face if you semi pass sometimes. im still a tranny, ts SUCKS, all the trauma and scars are still there.

And i dont mean to sound miserable because like yeah alot of people definitely have it worst than you sometimes but genuinely the only person you owe positivity to is yourself.

im not really tired either thats the weird part. I feel like i could stay awake another day. I actually have quite a bit of energy. Enough to workout. But i want to go to sleep and i cant really

Warm take but genuinely i feel like this is a big part of it i feel like its just a combination for disdain with the gender binary (fair), lack of dysphoria, disdain for masculinity (lowkey fair) and a disdain for reality (once again fair). And a need to disassociate from it.

Like i feel like alot of them treat androgyny as a mythical attribute because it kinda breaks from one of the most ingrained restrictive societal realities, ie gender norms.

now im just nooticing but they often are alt which can be used to seperate yourself from modern mundane reality, opting for fem clothing because of lack of dysphoria but also because masculine expression is more restrictive than female expression. And also uglier. (Uglyness snaps you back to reality)

this isnt all nonbinary people ofc but i feel like some theyfabs wouldnt mind being women if it werent for the current state of existing which is fair once again

"waow but youre genderfucky have you considered that androgyny is hot?" One stop objectifying trans people and two i dont WANT to be androgynous i want to be fem/masc.

Like cool atleast youre not fem or masc in a dysphoric way but bitch i want to actually look like what i am. most women and especially men do not want to look androgynous. And most of the time "androgynous" is just clocky while effortmaxxing. You have all the fixings of a conventionally attractive woman like groomed hair, make up, shaved and fem clothing but you still dont look like a woman making you "genderfucky".

Its lowkey just offensive to push trannies to accept their "androgyny" because i am not a androgynous genderless person i am not any less woman ( i am but the other troons arent )

ohhh my god cant wait to eat ive been trying to sleep for hours but hunger wont let me EVEN with meds. Genuine cruel and unusual punishment. Ik im a fatty for not being able to go more than a day but ts genuinely sucks im so tired i want to go to sleep

Another day another fast ig. I wish i was already skinny its not fair i had abt 1000 calories today and the day before. My weight has been on stand still forever now i just wanna lose like 30 more pounds so i can be bmi 18 this shit is so fucking hard though ahhhh

Fuuucckkkk i feel like the actual fattest fuck when there are people who forget to fucking eat and the moment i think about starving images of food just show up in my head why can i never ever be skinny its not fair

Like theres always lowkey a bunch of chopped chuds then that one passoid whos before and after pictures show them in elementary or genuinely looking cis beforehand and each post from them is an automatic 2k upvotes for not being chopped. Its sad because to alotta trannies it actually registers as hopefuel. so naive... And they always know theyre a passoid but theyre attention whores so they compliment fish by saying shit like "i feel so uglyy" or "do you guys like my dress?" Feigning all this insecurity just for you to click their profile. Onlyfans link in bio. Bare titties and dih out in Arr slash shemalesluts or some shit.

Decided its time to really lock in on money after looking in the mirror and seeing my face begging for ffs. And also i really wanna move out so i was planning on working and saving for like a year then quitting and splurging my money in thailand getting ffs then using the left over money on school or a car or an apartment. Buuuttt tbh if i get ffs kinda revolves around if im out as a tranny to my parents which i might be in a year but probably not it depends how stable i am financially.

Tbh thinking about the future is so fucking intimidating like i dont know how to do anything i dont wanna be a bum forever i feel so useless not working a job and living with my parents even though im not even old yet but like. Deciding how you want to spend your life fucking sucks its so stressful because it feels so fragile. One wrong move and im homeless or working a dead end job for EVER.

But ay i have to contribute to society to justify my existence amirite? I cant just fully enjoy my life haha. Tbf society probably would crumble if nobody worked. Or would capitalism crumble? I dunno. On one hand i shouldnt laze around all day but if we wanna call ourselves a modern society i shouldn't have to slave away for the privilege of living in a tiny space w 2 ppl.

Tbh im aro probably but considering dating just so im not lonely in life. Is love even real or are we all just looking for a person we can fall on when shit get to real idk. Its probably pathetic but working is a big change for me and im gen scared.

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Mmmm working slightly above minimum wage job for 8 months and saving every penny while living with transphobic evil religous parents until i finally save up 20-30k usd to splurge in thailand on lip lift rhinoplasty jaw contouring and brow bone reduction and use the left over cash to look into a car or apartment and split rent with a roommate who lowkey fucking hates me. 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

Like yeah people arent perfect but idk i feel bad for stuff i did when i was like 6. Idk why ik im not the same person as when i was literally 6 but i just feel so guilty all the time. Part of me feels like its because i use the internet and everyones critical of you on the internet sometimes but idk my worst fear is being outed as a bad person when I'm pretty sure im not. Like i dont even have anyone to be mean to. Im forever single forever friendless and i dont know. I just have to constant thought to randomly do unforgivable things nothing to crazy but like sometimes im like what if i insulted someones dead mom for no reason. Like im spiritually a bad person and the clock is ticking before I do something evil and probably end up killing myself because any chance of a social life goes down the drain.

alot of queer people don't like when trannies express any severe dysphoria instead of the dysphoria thats fixed with the "heckin valid titty skittles" and by making your skirt go spinny because of guilt.

Like with "white guilt" when white people are very uncomfortable or refuse to acknowledge racial conversations because they dont want to acknowledge that they may potentially be playing a part in racism.

It reminds me when Emmett Till was brutalized and mutilated and murdered by racists and his mother held an open casket funeral so people can see the true horrors of racism even having photos of his disfigurement publicized.

People reacted uncomfortably even angry. More angry at her than the racists. its not the same but in essence theres a similarity

The mainstream queer community downplays the innate suffering of being a tranny and separate us from cisfoids/moids because they dont want to feel like they could of played a part in a real woman/man looking so terrible. We're taught to love our "genderfuckyness" because they dont ever want to see us as real women/men who are sentenced to sad lives because of their inactivity, they arent forced to accept that reality if they see us as what we are.

And when you truly grieve at your situation in a way cissoids find annoying or even worst that holds cissoids accountable they get uncomfortable and angry and when they cant justify that anger they either become bigoted or start looking for things that they can be angry at.

Its sad because to alot of people trans is synonymous to ugly when we literally dont have to. Im kinda brainwormed though so it might not be that bad but i feel like it is.