u/BoringRice1814

I mourn who I could've been if I wasn't born this way. I wish I could be more than whatever I am right now. I feel like such a failure and a huge burden on my family.

My mother wishes that me and my brother were more sociable. I know because she doesn't think online friends are real friends and that she's kinda thankful that ID verification is gonna be basically widespread everywhere in UK and potentially Europe soon. I wish I could just make her proud.

I'm so stupid. I wish I was smart. I wish I was good with words like all my friends. I wish I understood what I was talking about. I wish I could put my thoughts and feelings into words without making myself mad. None of my interests are useful in any sort of way. I've always been bad at anything that requires more than 2 brain cells.

I wish I wasn't so useless. I wish I was more independent. I wish I could get a job. I wish I could've finished school. I wish I enjoyed going to college. I wish I was just normal. I hate who I am so much and it's really taking a toll on me lately. I feel like I'm gonna regret my entire life when I'm on my deathbed because I would've wasted it being awkward, lonely, useless, and stupid. I hate it so much I hate it so much.

There's nothing good about me. I feel like the worst person ever. I wish I could just reroll my life and be someone else.

I want my sprite to glide around randomly on the ground but I don't want it to move up into the y axis because that's where the sky is. Sorry if this doesn't make sense.

I don't wanna be negative, but I can't help but feel like a lot of the yumeship communinty is just here for fanart of their ships and to become popular. I've seen this happen a lot on twitter where people would complain about not getting enough gimmicks of their yumeship on strawpage and it's seriously so annoying. You shouldn't be yumeshipping for the art you might get, you should be yumeshipping because you love your f/o!

Artists aren't obligated to draw stuff for you so you can feel valid. I sae someone else talk about this on here, but a lot of yumeshippers have a validity seeking problem. It's not inherently a bad thing, but it gets to the point I wonder if these people can even think for themselves at times. Yumeshipping shouldn't be this worrying for you!

Another problem I have is how you can't really tell someone that they might have an unhealthy attachment to their f/o without a bunch of people bombarding you, calling you ableist and everything else in the book. Isn't it more ableist to actively indulge in something that is unhealthy for someone? We should be looking out for people in our community here and that does not mean attacking them.

Edit: I don't have anything against nonsharers idk where some people are getting that from. I was non sharing myself at one point but just gave up on that a while ago. I have problems with people who's yumeship has a negative impact on their life and this happens to both sharers and non sharers. I think they should get help and not be shunned for it, but even speaking out about it gets people mad at you and called ableist

I hate summer so much. I can't stand the heat and the sweat sticking to my skin and clothes. I can't even sleep in my own bed because of how hot it is so I'm stuck on the hard floor until this heatwave/summer is over. The fan in my room is so god damn loud it's driving me insane and it's so hard to sleep with it on but the moment I turn it off I can feel myself burning into a crisp. I hate this stupid season so much there's genuinely nothing good about it. I can't even go outside during it because it's so damn hot and there's nothing to do where I live anyway

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I'm not very good at doing these.

I made the gif on picmix and the glittery text on the top on sparkle text generator on neocities

Title really says it all. I haven't properly played animal jam in months because the fun just isn't there anymore. People prefer to keep to themselves, reacting very harshly to messages and jags... It's like you can only play the game with already existing friends and can't make any others. I mostly just played ajc where people spam advertisements about their overpriced shop and the pillow room is full of racists and people who'd rather throw up than talk to you. I don't wanna act like the people who are like "old good new bad" because I really like a lot of the newer updates that have come to animal jam! (Can't say the same for ajc... lol) But it feels like as the game got more updates and other interesting features added, people became more and more reclusive to the point where I wouldn't be surprised if everyone on the game were mindless bots spamming advertisements in chat

Edit: no one has said this, but I'm not trying to say you should always be social. You can play games and be antisocial, it's just upsetting how it's like everyone on the game is extremely isolated or sticks so one group of friends without letting anyone else have a chance