Buffalo chicken dip, sliced cucumbers and tortilla chips. Havent bought food from work for a week which is a good thing. Saving me money and most of the food here is fast food. Trying to eat healthier 💗
Day off, made avocado and boiled egg mashed with cucumber slices mixed in. Chocolate milk and tortilla chips 🙂↕️ Work has been preventing me from actually making a decent breakfast
Bro my ig been looking like this for 5 days. The first time everyone's ig was down and its been looking like this ever since. Reels not playing or anything. I was worried my account got banned but i have multiple accounts and they still pop up for other people.
Sometimes I dont take self criticism well. It'll be said the nicest way possible and on the outside I'm agreeing then later to myself I get emotional about it like "everyone hates me and probably been gossiping about me" Idk.. just the past 3 days haven't been great for me and I wanna just stay closed off, stay to myself. Its mostly coming from in the same week no one been taking how I feel seriously.
Im really tired of the "you need tough skin" behavior at work and just in general. Im not asking to be babied around just because I say be patient with people and validate how they feel. Especially in a work environment thats very toxic and then people wonder why no one lasts long. Im so tired of people thinking others arent fit for something because theyre sensitive or perceived something different. Stop treating the environment like were in the military. If I wanted to be treated that way id join Were all here to pay our bills and live. Im a fucking human being with emotions and limits. I can only do so much... I hate how normalized toxic behavior is. At work I either cried or almost cried several times
I feel so disconnected and a little disrespected. Im new at ramp aka aviation as a whole. I'm literally doing my best to what my body can do. I can literally lift fine and do other prompts in my job. My weakness is staking/ sliding in belly. When im squatting while lifting I can only do so much. Older employee got upset at me for not being able to fling a 50 pound bag at them while my body is literally bent forward crouching because the bag wouldnt slide far enough. Then prompted me to switch in a rude way. Idk it just feels like they saw me as "lazy" and cant do anything when I'm literally doing my best and sweating bullets. If you want new people to stay be patient omfg. Idk it just doesnt make me feel welcomed at all
Today is my last day in retail 🎉 No more standing in one spot for hours, dealing with rude ass customers, promoting shitty credit cards and rewards, having to tally my "nos". GOD I HATED DOING SELF CHECKOUT. IM DONE!! Putting in my 2 weeks but today will be my last day. The hiring for my new job already has me doing training. The retail job have me scheduled for like 2 weeks but 🤷♀️ trying to use up my sick time while i can.
My local Five Below stores didn't have any if the domo plushie keychains when I went. Only the hard soft ones which I personally don't like because they can fall off from the plastic wearing out. Went to Hot Topic and there was one left and I asked for the display 😭🙏🏾💞
I've been desperately trying to get out of my current retail job and just got hired as a ramp agent at AGI. Ofc a job is a job and I keep my guard up for any corp to end up being shitty in the end. I was excited but now I'm kinda like ehh hearing AGI is awful for most 😭 I did apply for Delta's ramp but havent heard anything yet and AGI got to me first lol
With this heat wave coming up I hope everyone that works outside takes care of themselves, especially the loaders. Please don't overwork and make sure to stay hydrated, if you can try to stay in shade as much as you can (my location got rid of the umbrella stand for quick load 🫤) cuz in their eyes you're just another number. Know your limits 💞
I haven't been to the doctor in years. Now that I'm off my parents insurance and have my own I finally booked an appointment and idk why I started crying and a little scared.
I'm trying to do more stuff by myself and it feels like a weight off my shoulders to finally get it done. Trying to take better care of myself.
I just saw a plushie in the parking lot and it made me very sad 😭 Me and my family went in the sotre and I kept thinking about it. An hour past and I saw it was still there. Idk how long its been there or if someone will ever find it so Im taking it home to get it cleaned up and a new home. Idk..I just feel so bad and emotional to whoever lost it. I know theyre devastated rn.
I don't know what to do anymore, honestly. I know finding a job is hard rn but even with my experience it's like no one wants anybody. I'm trying to leave my current one so bad but it's like everything in the universe doesn't want me to leave. I hate it here. I feel unappreciated and I mentally can't take it here anymore. I hate that I'm crying there almost every week from how I'm treated by customers. My last interview wasn't even an interview and just a job run down. Just wasting my time and gas just to show my face and that's it. I really felt like this one was the big break to finally leave after 3 years then I woke up with a rejection. I feel like Im just failing at everything and I'm doing everything wrong. I cant move forward and get something better for me while everyone else is getting opportunities and things getting better for them.
I almost rung up a customer's stuff wrong by mistake and he was confused from the total. I repeat back to him what the items were and how much each were and he got loud while a customer behind him butt in and both were talking over eachother fussing at me. I kinda quietly said to myself "alright 2 people yelling at me" while looking at my zebra on touchpoint for a better view of the cart (the register screen cart simplifies it) and the customer that butt in is like "were not yelling" bro i got 2 people loud fussing at me talking over eachother.. thats yelling. Also the other customer was muttering "would of went to someone else" Anyway I fixed my mistake and explained what I did wrong i meant to put the number on the other item.
Ngl it kinda ruined my whole mood because there's ways to tell a cashier they made a mistake without being a dick. Im a human being holy shit. Same fucking customers that complain how "no one wants to work" and get a hissy fit when only self check out is open begging for "real people".
I don't want to sound like an asshole but when customers have their toddlers/little kids they fr dont care that their child is making my job harder. I really can't stand when I need to scan the items but their kids are in the way and they dont tell them to move or move them out the way. The parent and the kids just stand there staring at me while I'm trying to squeeze my way by to scan. Even when I say something its a 50% chance theyll move 😭 its so awkward.
I know its rough everywhere but god damn. Target will never give me a chance 💀
Don't care if this effects my attendance or whatever but think I should call in tomorrow. Today was awful. I feel so unappreciated at work, I felt so exhausted physically and literally cried after my shift. My health is more important than any job and I need to stop apologizing for taking care of myself.
Had 2 interviews this week. JUST got denied from the other one and waiting for the one I had yesterday and I'm not sure I'll get it. I'm absolutely tired of places asking "What's you're desired salary?" and they're only going up to 13 and hr. I asked if I can get 15 or more and that might make or break getting the job. I'm not banking for 13 when my current job is 15. Im almost 30 ffs Im so tired of this crappy pay. Everwhere around me is either under 15 or whatever is paying more I'm not qualified for. I know all of this isn't new with the job market but I'm so tired of this.
Does anyone else's store have issues with ghost touches on the Zebras?? Everytime I go onto the web or go on the training it keeps hitting the back and menu button i clean the screen off and make sure it's not wet and it still does it.