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I paid £400 soo id prefer not to lose out.
I’ve sold to a reddit user for a different artist before and they’re happy for me to share screenshots.
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I’ve never posted here and i’m just an average uk customer, i’ve never even modified a drink past adding cold foam. When I look up why the iced matcha changed, it acknowledges a change in the sweetener used or something with the powder. I used to LOVE the smooth green drink they were making at my local one. I know it’s not an authentic matcha tea i know! But it was fucking delicious.
Then all of a sudden, it literally tastes like milk. I’ve never even returned cold food at a restaurant and i almost considered going back to the counter to ask about an extra shot or smth idk😭. I’m not exaggerating to say it tastes weak. I mean it quite literally could’ve just been a cup of milk, with green food colouring. I didn’t know what to do tbh. I just sort of felt stuck like ahh i just paid a lot for this milk.
I tried Costas and they’re doing something awful lemme tell you. They’ve got a squeezer bottle thing of green water in their fridges that they’re pouring into milk…? same thing. tasted of NOTHING BUT MILK. i put that in the bin. I would actually feel so shit if i had to make that for people and had no choice not to tell them to avoid it.
Is it just my starbucks or is it actually tasting like plain milk??
Even though I know i wasn’t going outside or seeing flared rashes and that itching the rash can cover up the real cause, it’s pretty defeating. Especially as it’s taken years of back and forth with them over my reynauds and “history of anxiety”. I’m a young woman ofc.
My bloods have also since included ESR, dsDNA, rheumatoid again, anti-ccp, creatine kinse again. But they haven’t done LDH, myositis panel or adolase as far as i can see.
The past couple weeks my legs have felt noticeably even weaker and i have absolutely no idea how much longer it’s going to be before my follow up (because of biopsy). Everytime I have an appointment it feels like I have to convince them but also not seem too desperate for them to keep working with me.
Literally, say i didn’t get a follow up- my GP would say, “ehh looks like it’s Lichen simplex so. What else do you want us to do?”
So i (23F) got diagnosed june 2023. started titration a week later and carried that on until about february 2024 because of the elvanse shortage creating gaps/changes.
I was taking elvanse 40mg for a couple years and last month i managed to get prescribed an afternoon amfexa booster but with 30mg elvanse instead. I’ve heard a lot of people saying you can’t do this anymore? but i’ve been able to. (i’m sorry)
So i’m wondering if anyone has managed to be prescribed instant release meds through their shared care PUK or otherwise. Whether that’s a booster or JUST the short release. Because i would like to switch to just taking instant release.
I’m autistic too and sensitive to stimulants.
So one extended dose of an effective med in the morning, releases too much all at once, too much for a couple hours and leaves me wired but tired for the rest of the day.
lower dose split into two affects my sleep.
lower dose in the morning is better for the first two hours and then isn’t enough to carry any more time and end up under stimulated and checked out the entire day.
I’m hoping to convince them that i can be trusted. Does anyone feel nervous even asking? i dooo. cause yk adhd is associated with substance abuse and my assessment documents my history of that so im like ahh.
I don’t wanna ramble too much about why i felt the short release was better but i did try it without elvanse (i figured i was prescribed the booster on top of elvanse that it’d be fine taking without). its two separate prescriptions after all. I was even prescribed 5mg booster but took 2.5mg instead because i know i dont tend to need as much as others and im sensitive, being autistic.
edit: but basically 2.5mg of amfexa was my second woah since the first ever day taking adhd medication. I was like “wow i don’t feel overwhelmed, rushed, wired, tired, elated or apathetic.” felt like i could choose to be lazy or do the task. I think many of us are actually having an unnecessarily intense experience but accepting it because we can be productive. You rlly should just feel like yourself, but find things easier to do. You shouldn’t feel like you’re scattered and hyper fixated the entire time.
where is my guy standardcup? pls edit this tantrum im dying.
It just pisses me off. Did you see that screenshot from the mv with the copycat poster from The Substance? “Star Wanted”. It’s the “can follow directions and have a good personality”. Awe are you bitter because you don’t have a personality? and surprise bitch, following directions is an actors JOB. That’s why they’re called DIRECTORS. News flash, you aren’t the only person in the world who is told what to do and has to listen.
This is literally her just throwing a sourpuss strop because doesn’t want to be told what to do and rejects the criticism from the public about her being awful to work with.
You aren’t special. Everyone has to fucking do that.
and if that lyric “i ain’t no victim” or whatever it says is real that’s crazy because she does the absolute MOST to make herself out to be one.
23F. had two weak positive ANA patterns.
Haven’t done adolase or Myositis antibody panel. That’s my knee btw in that third photo. Everything is symmetrical. Ignore my nails pls they were stained with purple shampoo.
It’s taken years to get through referrals and a rheum that dismissed me to get to this dermatologist that actually heard me out and immediately said her clinical opinion was Dermatomyositis and that we needed to biopsy to confirm. Before the biopsy i was worried because i knew i hadn’t really been in the sun and had been able to rest/ avoid flare ups.
The marks start after i’ve been in the sun or worn myself out a lot, as raised red slightly stingy and then they flatten on top- seem shiny and firm. They stay there and will become red and raise up again with any UV exposure. If not, they just stay there and eventually fade to normal skin colour but having so many over time, left a textured scaly- scar appearance.
would you now discharge me or hear me out ?? I’ve kind of dealt with a lot of “it’s eczema. what do you want us to do?” and not believing me about my fevers, burning crawling skin all over, weakness, not feeling well. I have such a limited lifestyle.
I’ve just heard for the first time that using a tray might be an outlier thing to do. I thought it was what everyone did? I’m just curious now if the comment thread i’ve come from is out of wack or if i’m the problem 😔
Like surely that’s really awkward to do? (Taking the whole shelf out and sliding the pizza off)
edit: i’m referring to a pizza tray…with holes in it.
23F. POTS dx. ADHD. Dermatologist thinks i also have gottron’s sign (not photographed here) but what r these?? They dont itch, blister, peel, hurt, no fluid.
I’m 23.
Pls excuse the weird angle of the 2nd pic i was loving my eyeliner. My face shape is so rectangular from the front help.
i’m fine with what i do but also i’m bored and don’t feel like i’ve been very adventurous yet but at the same time i’m nervous to do anything ‘crazyy’.
For some reason i’m really hesitant abt lip products because nobody ever sees me wear any. But also, does anyone know how to apply it to a double lip line??
idk if it’s called that but my pink line doesn’t cover the full lip area if that even makes sense?
What i always think is so pretty is girls blush placement these days. It’s when you can see the concealer carve out the under eye above the blush. Idk how you get it to look like that! Mine always looks so 2D.
Lastly-
Does anyone have this one part of their cheek their product WON’T stay on??? i get a vertical line down the side of my face in front of my ear where it just refuses to apply.
You can kind of see it in the first photo. I have sensitive, normal skin with some oily parts. Using elf’s gel primer.
I feel like this is a really annoying caption sorry i never post anything to do w myself on reddit.
I don’t mean to sound silly or dramatic. I have only really had a few blood tests and I’m a very very anxious ass person. I have POTS which doesn’t bode well for anxious procedures.
Then there’s the issue of reynauds, peripheral cyanosis and Erythromelalgia because any tiny cut or nick on my hand burns like the fiery pits of hell when evening hits and my peripherals warm up.
Any tips, advice or reassurance is greatly appreciated.
This post is just a rant. I’m aware I’m not special and everyone has the same problems and end up with lies being written down. But here’s mine cause AHH. I still don’t know what my assessor actually wrote down and I’m afraid to get the report honestly. Because this is just from what the decision letter says. I get really really emotional about injustice and I just cannot.
I’m waiting to hear back from MR. I attained standard mobility but no daily living. I don’t know why I didn’t get enhanced mobility even ignoring the daily living because idk I have no idea how they decided I can follow familiar journeys.
Diagnosed POTS, ADHD, Autism, SpLD, in process of being diagnosed with something doctors think is rare autoimmune disease called Dermatomyositis. I have biopsy tomorrow actually. 23F living w parents and girlfriend.
Anyway, im gonna have to do bullet point style writing because I just rlly struggle explaining my thoughts. But they cherry pick and change the rules! They say to me it has to be the last twelve months but then use information like “has completed GCSE’s”. That there’s no evidence of mental health medication because I stopped taking it years ago.
Their assessment guidance also states that a lack of medication (mental or physical) cannot be used to suggest the level of pain or severity of condition.
No pain medication prescribed but assessor guide says they need to understand that GP’s don’t fucking do that in other words. Take paracetamol ofc.
I was told it’s not based on evidence or diagnosis but more daily life and how I’m affected but then it’s just taking my word for it?? And if it’s not based on evidence, why is the reasoning “no evidence of” even though THERE IS EVIDENCE ANYWAY. So it’s my word against a report saying I’m not eligible, based on lack of evidence that I HAVE?! I don’t understand!
I have had falls (not when washing) but over a year ago, so not relevant apparently. What was written? “No falls reported when washing”, yeah cause I said I’m SITTING and have help.
Reported to be eating daily? No evidence of diagnosed eating disorder? I submitted doctor evidence of being underweight. But remember it’s not based on that, it’s how your life is, yet we did say that meals are either missed or not finished due to physical symptoms. What counts and what doesn’t?
I apparently have no evidence of a diagnosed cognitive impairment (apparently the DWP can re-write the DSM ok).
And this is just PIP being PIP but the fact my report says,
“There is no evidence of any diagnosed cognitive impairment and although memory issues were reported, details of a complex medical history were provided and you completed the assessment with minimal support, showing adequate general memory.”
The evidence? I thought it was based on daily life miss Ma’am. I told her I have never been able to go anywhere by myself and she wasn’t understanding my reasoning (other than inattention with crossing roads). I said my SpLD means I just literally don’t have the concept of where places are. I can’t connect this corner to that shop.
Do you know why that stings? Because I’m diagnosed with a SpLD and the report details my cognitive impairments. Also yeah totally I got diagnosed with adhd because I have zero cognitive impairment. That’s not why that stings. It’s the fact that my phone assessment totalled 3 hours and 24 minutes because it had to be split into two as she suggested I needed assistance as I was “vague and lacking insight”. We didn’t even get half way after being on the phone two hours and next day had part 2 but w my mum speaking mostly for me.
So which is it? A complex medical history was provided with minimal support or I’m too vague? Maybe bc I have adhd and can’t monitor my hEalth.
Btw I’m normally a pretty level headed and pleasing person. I just hate this shit.
Feel free to remove this shitpost if need. I just had to tho.
Does she rlly think panting out of breath for doing nothing is a good look, having had how long to prepare? If shes absolutely fine and soo healthy.
I think she knows damn well how she’s doing. Idk maybe it’s a mix of denial and knowing but going through the motions because she’s too lost to stop.
Shes so checked out doing all the hair tossing and mannerisms she used to but they don’t work bc there’s no life, no energy, no soul. It really is all her own doing and I think in a twisted way she definitely enjoys the concern. That’s how these things work ofc.
When she laid down it actually scared me because for a second it seems like she wouldn’t get back up and it’s a worry that she maybe won’t at some point. I actually am judging the crowd HARD. This is so disturbing?? For obvious reasons but also how everyone’s screaming for joy watching someone’s organs get eaten right before their eyes.
Shes fucking sick and I think many of her fans can see it but don’t gaf bc maybe they’re influenced and disordered too. She has always had a corner of the internet run by disordered fans.
The “I’m fine” belt feels like a cry for help to me ngl.
Sorry for how choppy this is, it felt wrong to let each clip run for long. Also for my disorganised thoughts.
And then looks like “there is no way…will stay with..” and a lot of bits and pieces of self obsessed, bitter shit. She’s so unsubtle.
The index finger one- there’s a few fingers with the same sort of random shaped red bit on the crease area
I also have suspected Erythromelalgia but that used to be quite painful and in the last year it’s actually not really that bad, I just regularly experience changes in blood flow depending on temperature, stress, emotions, eating etc. Does anyone else see their rash be barely visible at times and then become more obvious when their blood flow is strong? Usually I can barely see them when I wake up and then as the day goes on they show up more.