u/DueCar6120

in December 2023, someone texted me on instagram and we became friends. we then became closer and gave each other our numbers, we followed each other everywhere (even on the game centre thing), we talked every single day, we called each other sometimes and talked for hours. she lived in another country, so so far from me but she wanted to move here. she told me that she’ll be here next year, we wanted to live together and go to bars and literally everywhere together. i even talked to her mom two times, she talked to mine too. but then she stopped answering my messages from 11 april this year..without any explanation. but before she stopped, i sent her a few messages on 8-9th april, but she answered two days later. then after that NOTHING. radio silence. her mom blocked me on facebook and instagram, she blocked me on both of her accounts too. (on instagram). at first i thought oh maybe her mom took her phone or something, but then after a week i got worried so i texted her mom i said hi is she okay (it was a few sentences message) and her mom literally saw my message instantly. i saw the read thing, but no answer. i even checked their country news thing cause i thought something happened to them but nothing. i was so sad, but i couldn’t cry. i was so shocked because she said she had a surprise for my birthday (in may) and i thought she was gonna text me on my birthday so i stayed up all night ): i’m not angry at her, i’m just so heartbroken. she knew everything about me and i knew everything about her, we were each other’s only friends. why did she suddenly stop caring? did she never care? was i too much? i don’t know..but i’m so sad. also fuck you.

i’m 16, and i live in montreal. the last two years of high school i had so many absences, but it was worse last year. so because of that i have to repeat sec 3. i feel so embarrassed because most of the people graduate at 16-17. but i’ll graduate at 19 (i guess). the reason i didn’t go to school was because i felt like i didn’t belong there. i skipped classes, and at some point i just stopped going (january) so the social worker contacted my mom and then i told him that i want to change my school. the school i was hoping to go was so expensive and they expected me to know music theory to go in. i know nothing about music theory. this september i have to start at an adult school ): they said it will be people my age to 20 or something. i’m glad that people from my old school won’t know about this, but on the other hand i feel so ashamed. what if i’m dumb and i can’t graduate and i’ll disappoint my mom ): what if i don’t make it to the future i plan? anyway, on the other hand i know i won’t have any friends at that new school. i saw the students i don’t like any of them and a lot of them are autistic (not in a bad way) or they’re like those wannabe gangster teenagers that pisses me off. i don’t make friends easily and i want friends who are like me. anyway thanks for reading!

i’m a huge fan of her and she’s my idol. i take singing lessons once a week since February, but unfortunately my teacher doesn’t teach any yelling stuff. she tells me to keep working on my head voice, i mean i love her so much but my goal isn’t to make my voice soft. it’s already soft i don’t want to sound like an opera singer or whatever. i don’t wanna scream either. i just want a voice similar to courtney love or brody dalle, i also searched some videos on youtube but they all say the same thing and they don’t have what i’m looking for.

i take singing lessons once a week since February, i love my teacher but she doesn’t teach me how to yell or scream. she says that i have to work on my head voice so then i can sing however i want (???) like the way she teaches me is pop. i don’t like pop and i listen to punk/metal. my inspirations are brody dalle and courtney love, i feel like a loser for not being able to sing like that. i want to work on it before it’s too late (i’m 16). does anyone have any advice?? thank you!

i get emotional at night and i don’t really have sad songs to cry about.

i like a boy who’s my friend, and i just saw that he followed my friend on instagram ): they never talked or met. why did he follow her. cause i posted a story where she mentioned me and i think that’s why he followed her? that so stupid. he literally likes and follows random people a lot ): what if he thinks our “flirting” thing is a joke ): i’m so attached to him i know it’s pathetic but i can’t help it.

hi everyone, i’m here for some advice thank you! so i’m 16 and he is 17. anyway, it’s not easy for me to like or love someone deeply, but when i do it’s too much so they either leave me, or i leave. i’m bipolar, and different emotions come to my mind through the day but if it’s someone or something that i ACTUALLY love, it won’t be as complicated as for normal days. i get angry a lot, i might yell, then i regret so much that i need to die. anyway, i’m a virgin, never even had my first kiss. and i only have a situationship, so i never dated anyone. a few months ago i started talking to a guy online, before we started talking, i saw his pfp everywhere and i didn’t like him. but once he posted a story, i don’t remember what it was but we started talking after that day. he was so nice and funny. then we started to talk more and more and now we’re super super close. but..i started to get attached to him after a few days because he used pet names and flirted (i did too) but i didn’t take it seriously at first, but now i’m really really attached to him and i try my best to not let him know. he’s so cute and perfect i don’t see any issues in him ): he looks like a baby too, i want to kiss his cheek and hold his hand. on the other hand he broke up with his BOY ex boyfriend 3 months ago, he says he moved on and stuff but i can’t trust that. they were together for almost a year. i always had attachment issues since i was a kid, i was too attached to my mom that she had to bring me to the therapy. anyway, i don’t want to ruin my relationship with him. he means so much to me and i really need some advice to not make mistakes so he’ll leave me. also i’m in therapy right now so yeah. i do see a future with him, i’m just scared of being hurt ):

i have fabric paint, i have a lot of logos on my phone, but when i draw them on a paper then when i cut them the whole paper gets ruined. how do i make patches i’m going insane

hi everyone! this is my second account here, it’s only to vent/share my thoughts. also sorry my story is so long!!

i’m currently 16 years old, and for the past few months i’ve been feeling so weird about my dad, and i haven’t talked to him for months. because whenever i see him i feel disgusted and he makes me so angry, i don’t want to hear his voice or see his face again. he’s manipulative and emotionally absent. but besides that he gets inappropriate.

when i was a kid he never said fatherly things, never said i love you, i’m proud of you, and never taught me anything besides respect your parents and stuff. he never showed any love to my mom either. he was just a cheater. me and my mom were through so much together, while he didn’t care or notice. i genuinely hate him so much. he does a baby voice all the time and he thinks it’s so cute, he forced me to kiss him on the cheek and massage his shoulders. i always said no i don’t wanna kiss your cheek and for some reason he always convinced me to. he talked bad about my mom’s family because my uncle didn’t have a job and that he smoked. while his own brother is a cheater and he also smokes. he called my aunt old (she’s 36) and literally judges everyone. he doesn’t have friends, never did. the only thing he does is sleeping working and driving. he touched my thighs a few times, he kept going higher and i got angry so i pushed his hand away. he also wrapped his arms around my waist in public????wtf?? i used to have nightmares of him SA me, like 5 times. and he looks at me weirdly too, i’m so scared whenever i’m outside or home, because i feel like he always watches me and wants to do something to me. even though he’s not really violent (he hit me a few times when i was a kid but still) i don’t know i’m going crazy.