u/Efficient_Bed2590

i can’t even do this shit anymore though some people will say i am not a severe case but my mind is so fucked that i don’t know anymore. emotional blunting, anhedonia, contamination OCD, permanent hearing loss and tinnitus. plus i don’t think i could ever work a regular job ever again so i guess ill end up homeless or live in poverty

Note: I haven’t been diagnosed with cancer and will go to a doctor soon. ive been having on and off bouts of bloody poop but not that much blood and only on the surface of it. I feel like i kinda have to strain and it stings a little bit when i poop. sometimes it goes away then it comes back. It does not randomly bleed. only when passing a BM.

Not even talking about sexual relationships, people will treat you accordingly based on your looks. if you’re unattractive you will be less likely to form lasting friendships, quality of said relationships will suffer, people will treat you worse, less opportunity for promotion more likely to get thrown under the bus etc. People will completely ignore blatant character flaws if you are very physically attractive.

This is not only common sense but it is backed by science. Mothers smile 90% less at their unattractive babies compared to cute ones. Morality can be boiled down to aesthetics. you squash the cockroach with no hesitation but mourn the death of a butterfly.

People need to stop denying this shit but i guess it is also human nature to keep the collective calm and not allow society to collapse.

It sounds ridiculous but since 1.2mg of B6 is around 75-80% RDA. and I’ve heard of people developing issues from much lowers amounts for prolonged periods of time.

So, I'm confused as to how toxicity actually happens. I know you can get it from like high dose supplements, but people claim to get it from energy drinks and stuff and such or certain foods maybe, but like I'm confused as to how can it happen with things like energy drinks or like lower dose supplements. I'm like kind of concerned. I probably only get 50-80 percent of my RDA for b6 can this build up in your system?

they removed the added absorbic acid so im curious now

I obviously haven’t been able to see a brain injury specialist yet but, i was essentially punched on the head like next to my left ear and it rocked me. i didn’t go unconscious but essentially returned back to normal almost immediately. 8 days later driving on the road at night i get hit with sudden panicky feeling and my brain entering some kinda fight or flight response. out of nowhere. now i just feel super out of it. ive been sleeping on and off for 11 hours last few days. any advice? especially when it comes to nutrition.

for the last year and a half a half since having this condtion, my memory was fucked and my since of time seems to go by very fast. now, it feels like it slowed down randomly. i don’t want my days to go ny agonisingly slow. i fear i may have been exposed to mold or something.

update from the last post, the sound went away thank God. Anyways, since mine was drug induced i’ve noticed that no matter how much noise im exposed to it stays exactly the same. ive been to airshows and night clubs with no hearing protection. and weirdly enough i dont have any pain or sensitivity from noise at all. like 0 reaction no matter how loud it is. no pain at all. definitely some cochlear synaptopathy going on.

I already have my base line ringing. then a new sound in my right ear appears and dont laugh at me… while jerking off….
funnily enough i try and use my original tinnitus to try and mask out the potential new one. i hope this is temporary maybe vascular issue but i doubt it to be honest. any advice?

God damn this stupid fucking disease god damn pssd ANS dysfunction whatever the fuck this is. just mild enough to still go out. still fucked enough to realize how shit my life is. ill never be the same again. i pray i die peacefully.

Just curious if anyone had surgery or something and had to get morphine or even fent. and how would this feel like for people with PSSD. does it cause crashes?

Hello, Reddit. I wanna ask you about a sketchy Tinder encounter. Obviously, this profile seemed pretty questionable, but I knew there was a risk involved. Out of genuine curiosity, I actually wanted to see what would happen.

They gave me their address. It was this sketchy Hispanic person. I’ve been with Hispanic girls that don’t speak much English before, but this one seemed off. Still, out of pure curiosity, I drove over to the location. I didn’t park or do anything — I just drove around in circles.
Then I saw this old truck with its headlights turned off pull up behind me. I made a turn, and he turned behind me too. Then he turned on his headlights, and I started feeling like I was being followed. So I made a very quick right turn into a gas station, and he turned in too and kept following me.

At that point, I sped away really fast. Then I got a phone call from a different number than the one I had been texting, and I didn’t answer. I blocked it immediately.
Does this sound gang-related? Was I about to get robbed? I’m genuinely wondering what was going on.