u/Fantastic-Look1660

idk im conflicted im just attracted to its pointy ironsight i main (m4 thermal shroud) and (cbr4 danger close) for years i recently returned on codm

gerd symtoms calm and ok could eat normal foods with basic spices like black pepper and a bit of garlic soups on but there are multiple exceptions like coffee, chocolate ,dairy products and im not getting full just 75 percent or 80 percent full

i weight around 43 kg i used to be 48 kg 52 kg when i eat tons of junks to gain weight

176 cm

im considering buying it could ya peeps tell me the pros and cons since im in an budget

Just a question since i heard it has better processors than samsungs, in budget friendly

im confused on my skills i couldnt keep up on the same dudes when on an 1 on 1 when FFA or 1v2 im decent wtf?

ive been relapsing and lying to myself to quit since i was 14 for good idk im turning 18 this year i dont get a boner in the morning unless i think something sex in my thoughts in the morning also watching porn dont excite me anymore i dont see the point why i wanna relapse to jerk off while i dont find porn pleasing anymore

i barely talk to anyone im just at my home doomscrolling to pass my time the place i lived in is in an country side with barely people while i envied my relatives around my age lived an normal life and their neighbours are bunch of neighbours that shared the same grandfather and last name while my parents picked this place because its "cheaper" and yet they could place me in an private school i barely get good grades acads throughout elementary barely got friends, i dont consider them friends since they only approach me when they need something or chat me till i switched public at JHS and cut ties with them. i switched to public because i felt like im just wasting my parents money idk since i barely get good grades then 7th grade i got addicted to porn i totally missed everything being an teenager till the end of my 11th grade barely get real friends tbh i had habits self sabotaging myself and ruin relationships and i just stopped making buddies on 9th grade. only acquaintances.

im also skeptical if i have an undiagnosed mental illness or its just the environment that shaped me since im born premature also im thin and underweight and i got Gerd/gastritis last year october

i get disoriented on very loud place that i cant think properly and my classmates think im retarded, they treat me like im a autistic kid it felt infuriating people actually see me like that im reduced to being seen as autistic while im just painfully socially akward person since i had very bad posture also picking humanities social sciences class felt like im an lab rat sitting there since its about psychology,and stuff at school since i lived in an country that had crab mentality and colonial mentality

my parents are strict christian i blamed my father i become addicted to porn because he uses my ipad to watch porn videos and ton of porn pictures on my very own gallery around pandemic

and my mom is egotistical and a showoff and i hate how she belittle as an light joke infront of my groupmates making an groupproject well shes used to be my english teacher on 10th grade

idk if this is against this subreddit rules..

just a question kung gaano pa ca-common part ng ways ang mga tiya at tiyuhin pag namatay na sina lola o lolo?

where i could invest this well im turning into an young adult, haha..

idk what to do with 220 bucks on my jar that ive been saving

edit: im from asia so 220 USD goes much further here than it would in the US.

im lt4 smp and ht5 nethpot after not playin for 3 days i get so washed like my skill is on lt5 wtf i only went out on 3 days on vacation

im making an battle royale game based on warzone and bloodstrike i had my own model of maps already,

im kind of conflicted wether use the model the exact replica of my school it kinda fit in the map but im a bit conflicted