u/Flameempress192

I’m just feeling really lonely and I need to go meet some other lesbians and just shower them in affection and hopefully find someone who’ll love me back.

Yes this is childish but goddamnit, I’m so lonely and gay.

Literally any asymmetrical multiplayer game that's still alive, or even a fan-based gamemode of another multiplayer game.

The Amazing Digital Circus finale has wrecked me emotionally for the past few days but I've been stuck in RBF mode. I just don't really feel safe crying anywhere.

Title.

I realize it's been a while, and I heard there was a recent but pretty major patch recently. How are things?

I just finished Baldur's Gate 3, and while I liked the story, I kinda wish the individual choices were a bit more branching. Furthermore, the combat was a little slow.

Looking for my next game, I found out that this other one called "Disco Elysium" is on sale. Would you reccomend it for Baldur's Gate 3 fans?

I know Gladius has them as a DLC. Rogue Trader... sort of.

And of course Dawn of War.

That's literally all I can think of.

Like… I can’t point to any specific moment where they did something really bad to me. My mom is a kind person who always goes above and beyond. But sometimes she expects more from me than I can give. It feels like she feels entitled to my time and energy. She’s always taken care of me. But every now and then she misgenders me or implies I’m dumb, or tells me I’m wrong for feeling things.

And my dad… I’m afraid of him sometimes. His anger is something I’ve learned to be very wary of. He often brags about how liberal he is while not actually being that liberal and that pisses me off. He keeps insisting I have it better than he did as a kid or that I don’t deserve what I have.

I don’t know. I feel like I’m just looking for reasons to stop giving them the benefit of the doubt, or being stubborn because I’m bad at communicating.

What do ya’ll think? Am I being dramatic?

Edit: I’m 22F

I just started E a week ago, and I haven’t really noticed anything besides just feeling generally better and maybe a little more moody and tired.

I’m curious, what changes did you appreciate the most and when did it show up?

My clothes have stopped fitting right and I’ve been in the dumps because my parents have only had negative things to say about my body. They say they care but every choice they make seems to say otherwise.

I’m usually fine with my body but I can’t stop thinking about what they said about me. I want to get new clothes, but I feel like if I do then I’ll be proving them right, that my body has changed in a bad way. What do I do?