im not reading as I told you . anything on my profile is for you only the mixed emotion my last gift to you … as I dont remember my password I can’t get back in unlocked my page no longer active did the same with my throw away account see ya best friend …. Lu say it back*******heart💔fealt
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last glance no chance
new page no change
no love solo dove
goodbye last try
good night outta site
miss you missed you
no fight chose flight
yeah, I do I will marry you haha and ik it’s not a time to joke but a talk irl ,would be awesome it’s not ok
I think they have personal reasons that haven’t yet bin voiced out if it’s something they won’t share or just not the right time i understand it could be anything. Im just suggesting. We wasn’t perfect regardless of actions or anything said out of frustration. But I truly think I’ve met my match used to be the one who does to much. No filter silly goofy says whatever not worry what others think until I met them 🤣🤣🤣 can we just be honest and not be mean haha . I do like aggression and verbal communication but in a different setting ikyk can’t wait to open my arms and hold you
i listen and I learn, you’re something different that’s a fact. even with out words I’m still learning you I’ve never got to know anyone else this way. why am I frustrated out of love. I can confidently say its not hate, you have full access to my authentic self. sure we both hold back afew personal things about ourselves nothin to major but you know me and I know you. (we’re like that) never openly said anything about the real us. besides my new friend I respect others Space and boundaries even if you don’t feel or have the same desires I’m just appreciative of learning and expressing my headspace it’s a great feeling to let the guard down and be me …. (i kinda like you)
the mixed emotions on our journey, theres nothing I dislike or regret more than being more present when needed . my ego was always match your vibes wich im starting to understand that’s the wrong thing to do. why be someone/something thats not me what i should’ve done was be there ask whats wrong to the energy shifting instead my brain was in a different state decided to do the same so distance and avoiding is what I learned from your personal battles reflecting and matching your vibes out of pitty it’s sad what I chose . sorry i wasn’t more present during those times im growing and learning alot in our relationship with no status or title . we know we love eachother and 1 day when things ain’t Effortlessly bonding Take the time to learn each other every aspect about you not being rushed that’s the thing that got in the way that instant connection without learning each other Let’s go back. I wanna learn every detail about you Where you got that scar? What’s your favorite food Wheres your favourite place? What’s your favorite colour ? I miss you and I can’t wait Learn everything about you love you lotser more than words …..I’ll buckle in I’m here for the journey not just the ride…. (sincerely, me that weirdo for life)
literally in a bubble bath, soaking my sore muscles hahahaha sipping hot chocolate that’s love not too worried It was expected pappi
and the truth is, it’s time to retire the desire. That’s a fact this aint love it’s conditional love now come find this I ain’t hating or hiding and I don’t know how to feel being seen with you anyways. delusional me.
I don’t blame
I chose to stay
I wasn’t forced
I hurt myself
because I have
an honest heart.
No one’s fault
but my own
💔
I don’t want “situationship“ vibes
I want “come here you mine” energy
if it ain’t that or “working towards” were wasting time.
I wouldnt mind commited love, even with out that 2 sided understanding ,you still own my heart and my mind to the fullest extent and you still will come first before anyone else. I know we both have a lot of things we need to do but you are not alone I am here for it all. things are not distant but we are in a good place together we can make it work when the opportunity presents itself and feels right I love you so very much my heart is full with your love ❤️ unmatched it’s crazy however things turn out. you never know but 1 thing I do know is whatever the outcome is I’m thankful to share this untitled bond that needs to be labeled asap . I don’t need you but I want you badly hope its mutual
why would I be a perfect opportunity. What do I have to offer? Nothing exactly. Why would I be a selection first choice? I belong in the back of the line. where I’m not seen its why I’m always alone and had no one to fall back on growing up . That’s why I always been quiet. I don’t deserve people‘s time. I talk about love when I lost love I should put more effort into back to being silent no problems sounds like a good option. Think I said enough, it’s been looked over anyways .I can’t even speak out or speak up when it’s needed embarrassing
sometimes write ups hit the heart, how we let things drift apart.
please return my missing part, love don’t fade it’s off the chart.
I’ll paint your picture Perfect art, never doubting you’re my smart.
you’re the one my heart desires, held back truths they call us liars.
that ain’t it it’s not our time, held back love feels like a crime.
so when that perfect moments here, ill gently whisper in your ear.
^(🗣️will you be mine i think it’s time ❤️)
flower garden, full of flowers
bright and blue, it over powers.
standing out, above them all
big and strong , you never fall.
even when you, fight alone
last 1 standing, built like stone.
never gave up, on a challenge.
you’re built different, never average.
whatever is happening However, the outcome is Just know, I really love you I’m frustrated out of love and care I’m not In the dark, We know each other very well I don’t think any less of you i see myself in you The Fully guarded masked man that nobody gets to see but you. feels good to be seen by somebody where I can let my guard down and be myself without being judged and that’s what you bring that comfort you love and hate but so do I. It’s a situation i wanna figure out and don’t wanna let go of. I’m grateful to have you around even from a distance so hopefully one day that gap closes and we spend a lot more time together . See you soon a much needed hug that’s long overdue.🫂
that stubborn individual
your funny 😄 in nutshell way …… all I got. Wasted enough time
He doesn't break your trust all at once. He slowly weakens it one inconsistency. 1 excuse 1 situation, that doesn't fully make sense, but when you question it, he flips, it suddenly you're the one overthinking.
You're the one being too much, you're the one creating problems, and that's how manipulation works. It doesn't just deceive you. It makes you doubt yourself another thing that hits different is this. He gives just enough to keep you
attached. Just enough attention, just enough affection, just enough effort. But never enough to feel secure, because security would make you stable or an instability makes you harder to control. im not them I’m me I know this and I noticed , and I’m not perfect i know that im just direct and get Straight to the point. wish things didn’t happen for me but it’s just the way it is love the small moments we get
always gonna be the one who loves deeply but walks away when respect is lost,
always gonna be the one who sees the best in people but never ignores the truth,
always gonna be the one who stands alone if it means standing for what's right,
always gonna be the one who believes in actions not in words,
always gonna be the one that wishes them happiness even though they took mine away.
accepting it finally came to pass so I don’t have to be sad
First, everything feels perfect. He says the right things. He moves the right way he mirrors your values. Your thoughts, your desires. It feels like alignment, but it's not alignment. It's observation, he's not being real. He's being strategic. Here's what hits different. A manipulator doesn't start with control. He starts with comfort. He makes you feel seen. He makes you feel understood. He creates a space where you feel safe, opening up, and once you open up, he learns you your triggers, your insecurities, your needs not to love you better. But that version was never consistent, and consistency, always always reveals truth.Here's the real truth, a good man.Doesn't confuse you a good man doesn't make you question.Your reality, a good man doesn't turn your emotions into something.You have to defend, so if you constantly feel like you're trying to figure him out, that's your answer.Because real intentions don't need to be decoded, they show themselves clearly it is what it aint our worlds different now can’t do nothing about it. Hope you’re good even when you’re not.