I just got diagnosed and I don’t know what to do

I’ve always been emotionally unstable for as long as I can remember. I’ve randomly dropped friends then begged them to like me again. It’s gotten worse in the last couple years as my alcoholism has gotten worse. Well I finally decided to see if something’s actually wrong with me and… I have BPD. I was hoping that my problems were solely alcohol-related.

This diagnosis feels crushing, like my life is over. What do I do? I’m trying to cut down on alcohol but it’s easier said than done. Will I be able to live a normal life?

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u/GayisGaywhenGay — 2 months ago

BPD is NOT beautiful 😭🙏

Idk what this picture even is but it’s how I feel. Someone genuinely said to me “you have beautiful prince disorder king own it” like I’m gonna fucking kill myself.

u/GayisGaywhenGay — 2 months ago

[WP] Her name is Angel. You’ve been best friends for years but recently you’ve sorta gained a crush on her… as in you can’t stop thinking about her and you want to kill anyone near her.

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u/GayisGaywhenGay — 3 months ago

[WP] the original vampire that started this whole vampiric curse was beginning to crave death and wanted to pass on his power to another poor soul. And he set his sights on you.

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u/GayisGaywhenGay — 3 months ago

[WP] Her name is Angel. You’ve been best friends for years but recently you’ve sorta gained a crush on her… as in you can’t stop thinking about her and you want to kill anyone near her. How bad could this possibly get?

This prompt is based off a movie I’m making. Maybe some other perspectives will give me more inspiration.

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u/GayisGaywhenGay — 3 months ago

[Any Literacy] your OC is in an apartment/hotel room when they hear the loudest guitar playing coming from the room above them. Angry, they come to confront this annoying asshole. (More in desc)

Your OC knocks on the door, breaks the door down, etc. and sees the room in complete darkness, a young man with glowing red eyes holding a guitar (a Flying V if you’re wondering). And he looked annoyed.

“The fuck do you want?”

Rules:

Not many rules, you can be OP but don’t be annoying about it, try to engage in the RP, etc.

OC is James Callaghan, an 80s thrash metal guitarist turned vampire. He will be an asshole.

Also if you’re tryna romance him, he was turned at 24 and he was turned in 1986 so… do the math. Basically, no minors tryna romance him.

One more thing: WARNING! I will be using a lot of explicit language with James because he swears a lot. If you’re uncomfortable with that, don’t fucking do this roleplay.

u/GayisGaywhenGay — 3 months ago
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Being called ‘queen’, ‘girl’, ‘diva’, etc as a man.

Honestly I like it. And before y’all say ‘trans woman’ or ‘egg’, Im comfortable in my male identity and wouldn’t enjoy being a woman. But being referred to traditionally feminine terms is lowkey affirming of something. Either this is something to do with my gender that I don’t know or it’s just me being weird. Any other dude relate?

I know this is an absolutely dumbass post but idk where else to talk about it 😔💔

Edit: forgot to mention that I am gay so it’s not like ‘baby’s first queer awakening’, it’s just something I’ve noticed I enjoy.

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u/GayisGaywhenGay — 3 months ago

[WP] the original vampire that started this whole vampiric curse was beginning to crave death and wanted to pass on his power to another poor soul. And he set his sights on you.

This is actually the basic plot of a story I’ve been keeping in my head for a while. I was just wondering how people would use this plot.

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u/GayisGaywhenGay — 4 months ago

What long form do you think is the best?

For me it’s were-cowboys. The transformation scene alone is genuinely so thrilling and captivating, especially for an improv comedy group. And the music in the whole thing, especially that scene, makes the whole thing seem even more like an actual play than an improv play.

Which one do you think is the best?

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u/GayisGaywhenGay — 4 months ago