u/GuitarReasonable5196

I shaved it and I swear it’s been itching like crazy for 3 weeks straight now, no break. It’s torture.

Something I’ve noticed about myself is that I could have a really nice day, and decide to plan out my whole life and future.

But then I see a post online about wars going on in the world or animal cruelty, I immediately shift mindset, walk straight to my room, lie there all day soothing myself in the comfort of my bed and just wondering what’s the point of living if others are suffering? And what’s the point when the world I live in is so uncertain.

I feel like other people around me are somewhat apathetic and just continue living even if they see something sad online, but for some reason I just can’t seem to move on?

I’m looking for a beginner’s guide on how to play the ukulele without a teacher? What app should I download, etc? What kind of ukulele should I buy? This is my first time playing anything so please help!

Edit: I hope I don’t come across as ungrateful with this post, I really want to do all the beautiful things life has to offer, but then I just become so mad and exhausted and just straight up suicidal because it takes such a huge toll on me mentally.

So my sister told me to go to the bar with her, I’ve been also planning it with her for about a week. My sister has no friends who want to go out with her to the club or bar - only a few times a year. So this time, today I’m exhausted and depressed, I told my sister I really don’t want to go today to the bar and then club, even only the bar. She keeps asking and saying ”yes we are going!!” I feel bad because I’m her only friend and I force myself to go out with her like 4 times this summer already, even though I absolutely despise it.

Recently, I’ve been trying to make a friend(because I have absolutely zero friends and thought well maybe I should be normal and make a friend?) only one friend, so I chatted with this autistic guy on Reddit; and he asked if we should meet up today, but I really don’t want to, and I don’t have the energy to do it. I don’t want friends. I don’t want to meet someone. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

Why can’t I just suffer in peace, in my room, why am I expected to have fun or do fun things. I really want to but I’m so freaking tired and grumpy and sad.

Boys go up to her, and I’m just standing there like a cloud because I can’t talk to them or giving out that ”enthusiastic energy” no matter how hard I fucking try. I hate going out with my whole soul but I want to but I said to my sister ”today, if we go, I’m going to be really annoyed and mean to you because I’m tired and grumpy and sad and just overstimulated”

I have no friends so I should probably go, but idk what’s wrong with me. Why am I like this?

And the worst thing is: I can’t even pick up a book or read a few pages without losing it. It’s like my tank is empty. I honestly don’t know what’s happening to me.

Shaved my cooshie last week because I’ve been getting pubis hair everywhere and it just made me disgusted so I finally did it despite the consequences. She’s now shaved but it’s itching and stinging like crazy for like a weeeek. I don’t want to NOT shave it because I don’t wanna be getting pubis hair everywhere:((( my question is, If I keep shaving it when it grows, will the itch and sting feeling go away?

I can’t help that I feel a lot of rage in my body when I see meat or halal meat like my parents buy sometimes. I just wish I could be more kind to them in my brain but I get so frustrated and get awful thoughts about them.

i have shaved maybe twice in my life, and i want to do it again but whenever i do it it hurts and stings for weeks. even if i trim it this happens. i already tried scrubbing before shaving. how do you guys do it????

How do you exercise, how often, and what kinds of foods should you eat?

I don’t think I’ve ever used a ”mask” my whole life. I don’t know how to. I don’t think I have the capability of masking. I’m really curious how it works though.

I feel too ugly to say hi and good morning to people at work. I feel too ugly to speak to my own mom. I feel too ugly for friends. Too ugly for a boyfriend. I feel ugly every second of every day. I don’t know how to handle this. I don’t know how to feel pretty.

I feel too ugly to say hi and good morning to people I know. I feel too ugly to speak to my own mom. I feel too ugly for a job. Too ugly for friends. Too ugly for a boyfriend. I feel ugly every second of every day. I don’t know how to handle this. I don’t know how to feel pretty.

Lashes made by remy hair. Remy hair is human hair, right?

The inside of my vagina stings and itches like a day after my period has ended. I tried to wipe off the residues of the period but it still itches. Also, It’s not fungus.

do you think that as a vegan it is ethically okay to spend money on non-essential things like getting your nails or lashes done every month, instead of donating that money to animal rights charities?

sometimes i feel guilty when i spend money on things purely for my own enjoyment because i think about how that money could’ve gone to helping animals instead. however i know that it’s not realistic to spend every spare money on donation.

how do you personally think about this as a vegan?

my scalp is a gold mine

i let my fingers wander freely
through every inch of my scalp

i find a patch
it feels rougher than the others

and i begin scratching
and scritching

minutes disappear
then hours

it feels so good
every part of my body
beings to tingle

my scalp is oily now
and greasy

but at least i got to feel
that satisfaction for a while

i take a shower

and one day later

my fingers return to the mine

and i dig

and dig

and dig

I’m vegan myself, and I don’t respect their choices. I want to avoid sitting with them when we eat, but then I remember that my mom, for example, is very hardworking and trapped with my dad, who has been verbally abusive to her since I was born. So it feels like she isn’t fully ”free” to make her own choices. And my dad is a narcissist, so I don’t think he would be able to stop eating animals. But still, it makes me uncomfortable when they eat meat. It makes me question if they would eat humans if it was normalized. Especially my dad eats a LOT of meat and different body parts of the animal. I don’t speak to him (for personal reasons) but still have to like to like go on vacation with him and so on. I try to avoid going to gatherings with meat eaters but I know i’ll probably have to eat with them at work etc.

Wearing make up and fixing my long messy ass hair just to look decent. It feels like I’ve run a marathon after that shit

I wish I could understand WHY i’m experiencing it. I just want to see it, to be able to hold it with my hands, and know what it takes to cure it. But no, it’s invisible, like a ghost in your head. Something you have no control of whatsoever.

I’ve been trying to find vegan salong to make my lash extensions but can’t find any that are vegan / cruelty free. The lashes are obviously vegan but I don’t know for sure if the glue is cruelty free and so on. Is it vegan to do the lashes anyway?