u/Imaginary_Ad8475

I'm 24M, and I'm convinced I'm gonna d!e alone.

Actually I'm not sure if that's what bothering me ir is the fact the my life is messed up, but all in all I'm extremely depressed. I've always been decent witt studies, got into a really prestigious college, aced academics wise, never been a top 5 ranker yet a decent student. Didn't get placed, probably because of a 3yr bachelors. Went ahead for CAT prep 2 attempts didn't work out. Right now I'm persuing an online masters.

Another interesting thing about me, I'm a christian, no problem there but I'm convinced i'mma d!e alone, I have never in my life met a christian girl I can remotely think of having as my life partner, I genuinely haven't truste on this. The void is eating me away day by day. I have fell in love actually twice but I self sabotaged both time because of religion, my family can not in no way tolerate a non-christian and even I don't want to push that boundary that's a non negotiable for me as well.

Right now I don't have a job, I'm trying to start a business, I don't know when and how much will it scale, rn I'm just laying the groundwork but the domain I have at hand garantees no female interaction.

During college I was quite popular, with a lot of friends/acquaintances but now here back in hometown at "parents home" I cannot have that kind of circle it's not possible with the restrictions of an only child.

I'm a hopeless romantic, and my parents are super introverts with zero social circle, even in long run I don't see a practical scope of finding a life partner.

It's not like i do not have female interaction, I do I have a few friends online someone of them I chat to almost daily, I do have male friends too. But still I feel the void, it might be the natural urges, no solution for that either.

All of this combined has been pushing me to lethargy, depression and zero will to work, everything feels stuck, at halt, nothing moves anywhere.

I'm 24M from India, and I'm convinced I'm gonna d!e alone.

Actually I'm not sure if that's what bothering me ir is the fact the my life is messed up, but all in all I'm extremely depressed. I've always been decent witt studies, got into a really prestigious college, aced academics wise, never been a top 5 ranker yet a decent student. Didn't get placed, probably because of a 3yr bachelors. Went ahead for CAT prep 2 attempts didn't work out. Right now I'm persuing an online masters.

Another interesting thing about me, I'm a christian, no problem there but I'm convinced i'mma d!e alone, I have never in my life met a christian girl I can remotely think of having as my life partner, I genuinely haven't truste on this. The void is eating me away day by day. I have fell in love actually twice but I self sabotaged both time because of religion, my family can not in no way tolerate a non-christian and even I don't want to push that boundary that's a non negotiable for me as well.

Right now I don't have a job, I'm trying to start a business, I don't know when and how much will it scale, rn I'm just laying the groundwork but the domain I have at hand garantees no female interaction.

During college I was quite popular, with a lot of friends/acquaintances but now here back in hometown at "parents home" I cannot have that kind of circle it's not possible with the restrictions of an only child.

I'm a hopeless romantic, and my parents are super introverts with zero social circle, even in long run I don't see a practical scope of finding a life partner.

It's not like i do not have female interaction, I do I have a few friends online someone of them I chat to almost daily, I do have male friends too. But still I feel the void, it might be the natural urges, no solution for that either.

All of this combined has been pushing me to lethargy, depression and zero will to work, everything feels stuck, at halt, nothing moves anywhere.

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