u/ImprovementFlat6957

Welcome to my dating scavenger hunt!

What is the dating scavenger hunt? It's simple, Monday I'll post the official start of the scavenger hunt. It'll consist of clues in the posts, prizes hidden, love letters and stickers.

Where will it take place? All over Maryland! Tomorrow Columbia?

When does it begin? I'll start Monday with the first location.

Why? Hey what's romance without adventure and thrill.

How? Just check the maryland sub reddit

A little about me before you go on and forge, I may not be your type. I'll be vulnerable in my letters and prizes but not here lol

I'm a straight guy in my late 20's, 5'4" and I like to think of myself as a "go with the flow" kind of person.

I enjoy reading poetry like Sylvia Plath and Langston Hughes.

I'm a non-denominational Christian ✝️

I enjoy all types of music, right now my favorite artists are Lola young, Metric, Glass animals and Florence + The machine. I also enjoy mostly indie music, Hip-hop, R&B, EDM, classical, trip-hop, Jazz, and I could keep going 🎶

My job? I make people smile 😃 haha I can't give away too much of myself now.

But that is a serious part of my job.

Oh I took the Myers Briggs test, it said I'm an INFJ.

Okay this is a good start 👌

Welcome to my dating scavenger hunt!

What is the dating scavenger hunt? It's simple, Monday I'll post the official start of the scavenger hunt. It'll consist of clues in the posts, prizes hidden, love letters and stickers.

Where will it take place? All over Maryland! Maybe Baltimore tomorrow?!

When does it begin? I'll start Monday with the first location.

Why? Hey what's romance without adventure and thrill.

How? Just check the maryland sub reddit

A little about me before you go on and forge, I may not be your type. I'll be vulnerable in my letters and prizes but not here lol

I'm a straight guy in my late 20's, 5'4" and I like to think of myself as a "go with the flow" kind of person.

I enjoy reading poetry like Sylvia Plath and Langston Hughes.

I'm a non-denominational Christian ✝️

I enjoy all types of music, right now my favorite artists are Lola young, Metric, Glass animals and Florence + The machine. I also enjoy mostly indie music, Hip-hop, R&B, EDM, classical, trip-hop, Jazz, and I could keep going 🎶

My job? I make people smile 😃 haha I can't give away too much of myself now.

But that is a serious part of my job.

Oh I took the Myers Briggs test, it said I'm an INFJ.

Okay this is a good start 👌

Welcome to my free dating scavenger hunt!

What is the dating scavenger hunt? It's simple, Monday I'll post the official start of the scavenger hunt. It'll consist of clues in the posts, prizes hidden, love letters and stickers.

Where will it take place? All over Maryland!

When does it begin? I'll start Monday with the first location.

Why? Hey what's romance without adventure and thrill.

How? Just check the maryland sub reddit

A little about me before you go on and forge, I may not be your type. I'll be vulnerable in my letters and prizes but not here lol

I'm a straight guy in my late 20's, 5'4" and I like to think of myself as a "go with the flow" kind of person.

I enjoy reading poetry like Sylvia Plath and Langston Hughes.

I'm a non-denominational Christian ✝️

I enjoy all types of music, right now my favorite artists are Lola young, Metric, Glass animals and Florence + The machine. I also enjoy mostly indie music, Hip-hop, R&B, EDM, classical, trip-hop, Jazz, and I could keep going 🎶

My job? I make people smile 😃 haha I can't give away too much of myself now.

But that is a serious part of my job.

Oh I took the Myers Briggs test, it said I'm an INFJ.

Okay this is a good start 👌

Welcome to my dating scavenger hunt!

What is the dating scavenger hunt? It's simple, Monday I'll post the official start of the scavenger hunt. It'll consist of clues in the posts, prizes hidden, love letters and stickers.

Where will it take place? All over Maryland! I'll start in frederick.

When does it begin? I'll start Monday with the first location.

Why? Hey what's romance without adventure and thrill.

How? Just check the maryland sub reddit

A little about me before you go on and forge, I may not be your type. I'll be vulnerable in my letters and prizes but not here lol

I'm a straight guy in my late 20's, 5'4" and I like to think of myself as a "go with the flow" kind of person.

I enjoy reading poetry like Sylvia Plath and Langston Hughes.

I'm a non-denominational Christian ✝️

I enjoy all types of music, right now my favorite artists are Lola young, Metric, Glass animals and Florence + The machine. I also enjoy mostly indie music, Hip-hop, R&B, EDM, classical, trip-hop, Jazz, and I could keep going 🎶

My job? I make people smile 😃 haha I can't give away too much of myself now.

But that is a serious part of my job.

Oh I took the Myers Briggs test, it said I'm an INFJ.

Okay this is a good start 👌

The waves crash on my chest

I'd say heart, but you were home

They scrape away at my fickle focus

Until it's utterly corroded,

now blankly I stare

Miles into auburn hair

Stolen in autumn,

an omen of the storm we couldn't bare

I shake through the greif

Panic is oblivion

Anxiety's a sick freak

I'm sailor lost in sea...

I'm not hallucinating or anything like that. I just feel like my honey would try visit me from heaven. My sweet angel, I just imaging she's probably always trying to hold my hand from the otherside. I believe love is stronger than we can imagine. I miss you hun

So as the title shows, my best friend went no contact with me. Here's the background. After I lost the most important person in my life, they did as well. My feelings got all messed up during the grief, I started to like them, they said they liked me too, gave me mixed signals. We ended that, yet the whole time we were there for each other. I would check up on them, they would check on me, we had real heart to heart conversations. I told them I have fears of abandonedment and being too much for someone. I spiraled down mentally as the weeks passed with losing the most important person in my life, my mental health went into a dark place. This person told me friends are supposed to be there for each other... Than I became too much. Sorry the grief version of me isn't extroverted, calm 24/7, optimistic and mature. I'm not saying going through grief gives people a pass on going crazy, but once you love someone to death and they pass. It's a strange place to be in, I'll say that. They blocked me on everything. It's been months no text, call or anything. I always thought loyalty was a good quality, waiting on someone who doesn't care about you is painful.

If I had to guess why they did it. They probably feel crippling loneliness and panic, instead of talking to anyone about it they bottle it up. So when they have issues in any type of relationship they ghost them, in turn the blocked person feels alone and is filled with anxiety.

This is goodbye 👋 It was nice knowing ya.

I wrote this poem on how it feels having an anxious attachment style to the avoidant person in my life. They'll never see it here, their not into attachment theory. Although maybe if they knew about it things could've ended differently.

I get jitters at the thought of us,

Sunshine melting through the frost.

I know it's winter, but I'm lost.

My brain's on the fritz,

My hearts full of roses,

What is this?

I feel summer breeze,

I forget how to mix

thoughts with speech.

My voice dies,

An my heart leaps!

Lightening floods these arteries,

Thunder rumbles and shakes my knees.

So spicy and sweet. Girl please.

I ain't the careful type, I love first and ask later.

I'm addicted to the heights.

I'm enamored with your nature,

Mysterious and introverted.

Always praising our creator,

A perfect mix of art and wit. 💞

Animal lover, a gamer,

Days fly by, you're my aviator.

But I'll be the navigator or well never land,

Better yet let's land for never land!

Live forever, play DND with Peter pan.

I'd burn you a CD like the 90's,

with all my jams. Did I miss my chance?

​

I get jitters at the thought of us,

Sunshine melting through the frost.

I know it's winter, but I'm lost.

My brain's on the fritz,

My hearts full of roses,

What is this?

I feel summer breeze,

I forget how to mix

thoughts with speech.

My voice dies,

An my heart leaps!

Lightening floods these arteries,

Thunder rumbles and shakes my knees.

So spicy and sweet. Girl please.

I ain't the careful type, I love first and ask later.

I'm addicted to the heights.

I'm enamored with your nature,

Mysterious and introverted.

Always praising our creator,

A perfect mix of art and wit. 💞

Animal lover, a gamer,

Days fly by, you're my aviator.

But I'll be the navigator or well never land,

Better yet let's land for never land!

Live forever, play DND with Peter pan.

I'd burn you a CD like the 90's,

with all my jams. Did I miss my chance?

​

I get jitters at the thought of us,

Sunshine melting through the frost.

I know it's winter, but I'm lost.

My brain's on the fritz,

My hearts full of roses,

What is this?

I feel summer breeze,

I forget how to mix

thoughts with speech.

My voice dies,

An my heart leaps!

Lightening floods these arteries,

Thunder rumbles and shakes my knees.

So spicy and sweet. Girl please.

I ain't the careful type, I love first and ask later.

I'm addicted to the heights.

I'm enamored with your nature,

Mysterious and introverted.

Always praising our creator,

A perfect mix of art and wit. 💞

Animal lover, a gamer,

Days fly by, you're my aviator.

But I'll be the navigator or well never land,

Better yet let's land for never land!

Live forever, play DND with Peter pan.

I'd burn you a CD like the 90's,

with all my jams. Did I miss my chance?

We found summer during winter

I get jitters at the thought of us,

Sunshine melting through the frost.

I know it's winter, but I'm lost.

My brain's on the fritz,

My hearts full of roses,

What is this?

I feel summer breeze,

I forget how to mix

thoughts with speech.

My voice dies,

An my heart leaps!

Lightening floods these arteries,

Thunder rumbles and shakes my knees.

So spicy and sweet. Girl please.

I ain't the careful type, I love first and ask later.

I'm addicted to the heights.

I'm enamored with your nature,

Mysterious and introverted.

Always praising our creator,

A perfect mix of art and wit. 💞

Animal lover, a gamer,

Days fly by, you're my aviator.

But I'll be the navigator or well never land,

Better yet let's land for never land!

Live forever, play DND with Peter pan.

I'd burn you a CD like the 90's,

with all my jams. Did I miss my chance?

I have a random urge to make your heart race, for you to feel my warmth, I want you to remember how special you are. I'm a mess of metaphors and adrenaline, I know I'm a lot. I just hope I can be yours. I'm going to do something stupid out of love ❤️ I probably won't show my face for awhile afterwards haha I hope even if I stumble it makes you smile. You have a beautiful smile. Okay here I go wish me luck!!