roughly fox sized and acts like one (i think she is like a year and a half old)
never had a golden before, didn’t realize they got so small. also they act way different from like every other breed i’ve ever had lmfao
pō atarau plays while the two ships slowly drift apart, backdropped by the just absolute vastness of the universe surrounding them. i have no idea why this scene specifically makes me just start sobbing, i rarely cry ever lmfao. it's just such a beautiful song, it was such a good choice for the scene, the scene is just perfect, goddamnn dude
it immediately starts pitching to 0 after going up about 500 meters which causes me to burn up in the atmosphere. how do i fix this lmao
i already reset it and tried launching with all the other settings but they just break it in new and exciting ways
genuinely i don't get it cause i thought it was wrong to say but everyone just says it as a slur now. it's like if everyone was running around calling black people the n word lmfao. genuinely i don't understand why it's just okay to use it all of a sudden
i think i have to quit my 32 hr per week job because i keep having stress breakdowns and hurting myself while on shift. i don't really know what im supposed to do because i'm not nearly autistic enough to get disability (usa). every time i get a new job or school or whatever after a few months i get immensely burnt out and suicidal and i just can't keep doing that anymore
i don't know how anybody does this, i'm working like 32 hours a week and i'm burnt out already i don't fucking get it why couldn't i have just been fucking normal i literally can't do anything i'm worthless and a burden on society. i'm currently procrastinating going to sleep so i don't have to go to work because i just can't do it anymore. i like my job and the people there i don't know why i can't just fucking drive myself to work and do even 4 full shifts a week i'm genuinely useless.
i don't even use energy to take care of myself and i still can't fucking manage to do it anymore, i barely can make myself brush my teeth and take a shower every day, i don't have the energy or whatever to make myself food or clean so i eat doordash crap every day and just have trash all over. i haven't done laundry in like a week. i live with my mom still and have a good support structure and i still can't manage to do it anymore. i don't get the point of doing anything, i would rather just die than live like this for the next 60 years. i'm such a fucking failure, i just want to quit and try to get disability or something but everyone would be disappointed in me forever and i would get bored being at home. how and why does anybody do this i genuinely would rather just be homeless and die than repeat this cycle forever
especially when it's one of the happy moodles or "scared". i already feel guilty enough dawg😭. my last one said "excited" and he died terrified suffocating to death in a hole. this fucking game hhhhhhhh
it doesn't always happen when i take it but it always makes me feel really good for some reason, like a far less euphoric version of what clonazepam feels like to me. just very relaxed and sedated i guess lmao
i used like 3x the dose because he wouldn't stop fucking bleeding and i had no bandages, i am so mad lol
shocked him back from vtach like 3 times before i just injected him with all the opiates i had left
every time after like 30 minutes i get extremely woozy and lightheaded and dizzy. i'm gonna buy an OLED monitor and see if that helps, idk.
everything i read says to close one eye and see if the lens for the open eye is “correct” but everything always just looks immensely hazy when i close one eye (with or without them on).
i work only like 32hrs at a job i like and am exhausted all the time even though i don’t even pay rent or really do anything ever. i don’t understand how normal people do anything else, i barely even have the energy to keep a single room clean or do anything i want to do. i‘m pretty sure it’s not ADHD related because i was taking care of myself and doing things i liked before i had a job and like a month into having a job but idk where else to put this. been like this and getting worse since i was in like 8th grade and i’m 19 now. i used to do stuff when i was in middle school but now it feels like i either sleep all the time or i can barely function at work. every single person i know has a harder life than me and somehow i don’t even know if i can work 4 days a week anymore.
title. happens when i’m looking at things closer to me more. in general i feel like i see things especially screens close up worse than without them. they’re astigmatism glasses idk the prescription but they said it was minor
fixed my anxiety, fixed my depression, fixed my ADHD, fixed my being tired constantly all the time, helps me not eat as much anymore, helps cool
me down, stabilizes my mood, lets me be more sociable. all with zero side effects. it's literally like fucking magic. i've been on it for months and it's still amazing. i have no idea how i got through k-12 without it
was just wondering who can get certified and use the hi-lo and what the process to get certified was
i've been exercising for about 1-2 hours every day for the last few months and have lost 30lbs but i genuinely think i feel worse every single day lmfao. my energy levels get absolutely nuked afterwards for the rest of the day and more and more things hurt every time
i don't get why people say it "feels good" afterwards, i can barely function lol
i've always heard from my dr that they don't want people taking benzodiazepines every day for anxiety/sleep but the only times i've ever been able to feel relaxed and sleep are the two times i've taken benzodiazepines. i don't get why "dependency" is such a big deal if i would never plan to stop taking it, lol
i currently o/n stock at a meijer and i love it but i don't think it's a realistic career monetarily. i love working overnight and i love basically everything about my job pretty much (it's a lot of organizing and sorting which i love, and i really like that everything just has a place on the shelf). it's a lot of very quickly actionable goals that work towards a final goal of finishing a section. i like how you can physically see the effect of your work in the real world.
i can only really work jobs that let you do under 40
hours for medical reasons and i'm kinda weary of college. if i had a choice of any job i would become a pharmacist but i wouldn't be able to do the residency+i'm really not great at staying motivated through school and that would be about 8 years of it.
