I've barely had any craving these 700 days, it's been amazing, as if I had never smoked but I'm currently being ASSAULTED AND BESIEGED on all sides by cravings, I dream about smoking just that one ciggie that my unconscious mind insists will be enough, then I can just keep counting, because one doesn't counts as a relapse, does it?
Dadgummit, it just got f-ing hard. I hope I can keep going.
When I first joined I just wanted out. I went LC/NC with LO and it worked wonders, sure there's feelings and stuff associated with LO and they kinda resurface, basically intrusive thoughts, but I've learned to dismiss them. Then I come here and read "I love limerence" or "I'm over my LO! Looking for another..." and I lol so much, damn junkies.
I've just found out about GAS and now Clasp. It's incredible all you can get done with these tools! Bunch of companies already depend tremendously in manual tasks made on googles platform and automating with GAS is just amazing, and using Clasp to develop locally (+git) and then deploy is just amazing.
But is it actively maintained? Is it of common usage? Is GAS and Clasp worth learning? I've been thinking about offering freelance work with this techs but I don't know if I'm being silly...
Me mata de angustia la cantidad de gente despedida, por dónde paso gente que hace poco se ha quedado sin laburo, que apenas llega a cubrir algunos gastos esenciales, reventada a deudas. Además la de gente que veo urgando entre la basura. Es terrible, cuando puta va a aflojar? Yo me quedo sin laburo ahora caigo duro.
It smells so so bad. I'm coming out of some really bad dark times. I had given up, I really let myself go. Now I want to feel better. Just a tad. Just enough to want to smell good at night. The odor of my mattress even gets all over me that I need a really good shower after getting up even if I had a shower before going to sleep. It also quite brown.
If high density foam. It has nice support, 4 y.o. I want to save it, I don't really have money to replace it right now. I had a mattress cover but it sucked so so bad, I woke up every night really hot and drowning in my sweat.
What could I do to make sleeping more pleasant experience?
Tried to recreate the kitchen of Charles McGill from Better Call Saul Season 3 Episode 4.
Software Used: Sketchup + D5 Render
So many things I see. So many things that aren't for me. That I won't get, I don't have the drive, the focus, the interest, I care but not that much. A girl I like, I won't be with her, ever, whoever she might be (the one I like today, yesterday or tomorrow). I won't do stuff I'd like to do, I won't achieve stuff. Just a crappy life. I really don't see all this beautiful things everyone sees. I give up.
I've had this since I was a kid. Is it some sort of mineral or crystal? Or some sort of glass decoration?
No tengo a nadie con quién compartir, con quién hablar, con quién pasar el tiempo haciendo nada. Me revienta, me revienta. No sé qué hacer, a dónde ir. Necesito algo con alguien que me dé una alegría.
All I can find are videos and courses about how to make graphs and reports in excel or what function to use in python+pandas, they're too tutorial-like and mainly focused on tools and their features.
What I need is how to explore the relationships in data. How a particular set of data relates to another, what is it that I can conclude from that or explore. How to, idk, infer shit and discover things about stuff.
I'm thinking about that graph of "number of churches and bars in a city" and how correlation doesn't means causation, you know? And how from that you can infer that the number of both goes up because of the population size of a city.
What would be a good course oriented to these topics?
Wtf! I'm just rewatching 1st season AND SHO IS RIGHT FUCKING THERE. I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE. THIS SHOW IS AMAZING.
Hiya! I've always liked the idea of dancing I am allegedly not that bad (friends used to say so) and I usually dance alone at home. Now I want to make this a hobby and a social thing, but I don't know with what style or what-have-you start! I don't want anything too acrobatic, but I'm not sure what? I know I absolutely LOVE Jungle (Pretty Little Thing and I've Been In Love from their last album/film feature Volcano are my favs).
I'm a 29yo male obese. So I'm kinda limited (in the sense that I'm out of shape and have been for quite a while).
Any recommendations? I was thinking Salsa, but I'm just starting my research, so any tips and ideas are welcomed!
LO is a coworker. I've been waning off limerence, bit by bit. Some days better some days worse...
I get sad when I see her cause I know she barely even registers me. And I don't like feeling sad when I see someone I like. It sucks. Therefore my efforts to get off limerence.
Now, to my 4 am spiraling: we usually have to take a shifts the weekends. It's not mandatory but it kinda is, you know how it goes. We used to have similar schedules, we'd sit close by and chat on downtime. This month scheduling changed and I got a fixed shift in weekends while hers depends on company needs. Now. She asked to take this weekend off, also, another coworker, male, has the weekend off. I know these last few weekends they've been sharing a similar schedule. I know the most probable thing is nothing is happening but of course my fucking head won't let me be. I feel sad, angry, jealous, confused, silly, confused again and dumb.
I don't want to feel this way! Even if something is happening between them, it's got nothing to do with me! Good gosh, I want off of this train of thought. It fucking sucks. I want calm, I don't want to be limerencing over someone with whom I'll have nothing...
I really want a watch. I don't have a really big budget. Let's say 80 is too much and 100$ straight nope. Which digital Casio with a metal strap would you recommend?