u/ItzStoryy

(for clarification, I am pretty young, I felt like I'd get better answers here than on a teens subreddit.)

I can't really get along with anyone my age due to how small my village is, my attempts to befriend people (who unfortunately, all of them are with their childhood friend groups), the fact all of my childhood friends moved away and the fact that EVERY girl I've tried to talk to has used me as a bridge to make other friends... Fuck it, I'm starting high school next year; I've already endured four years of this crap in middle school. Adding rumors, racism, bullying and badmouthing from other girls.

While I did feel relief after blocking my friend group and cutting ties with other people, the realization that after all I'm alone again is choking me. Plus, while I try to use social media just to take a break from other things (gym, competitions, or just drawing/writing) I see this and my head just ends up carrying way more bs.

It's like I lost that lottery since the beginning☹️

Mi pregunta aparece porque ahora para tener servicios públicos de calidad normal, tienes que depender de tu lugar de nacimiento. Si mi explicación suena rara es porque no tengo ni idea de cómo explicarlo :,) Estoy totalmente abierta a leer explicaciones.

Yo he nacido aquí (si nos ponemos específicos, mis padres son legales y llevan aquí desde el 92, nacionalidad, pasaporte y todo...), y soy bastante joven así que no tengo mucho conocimiento sobre esto.

Resulta ser que incluso si eres legal, si el DNI pone otro país a parte de España tendrás que utilizar el servicio de urgencias en vez de consultas, por ejemplo. Yo voy a hablar desde mi caso, si soy hija de inmigrantes legales que pasa?

También la prioridad en estudios (becas, matriculas de honor...) me da bastantes nervios. Si ya me harta tener que sacar más nota que el estudiante promedio para ser tratada igual que ellos, ahora de repente me van a quitar el derecho a beca o matrícula de honor por el origen de mis padres o...? Y a mis padres que les van a quitar?

Y la gente discapacitada que? Las familias monoparentales que? La gente que no llega a fin de mes que? La gente que llenó todo el papeleo de la regularización que?

Yo solo quiero saber porque estos limpiabotas eligen a partidos que nos dejaron tirados en una situación seria (soy de valencia, me refiero a la DANA.) en vez de problemas reales como la vivienda accesible para estudiantes... (En vez de vender pueblos enteros a ingleses o alemanes...)

si es que no va a pasar nada por que veas a un negrito, morito o panchito en la consulta del médico, por favor.🤦🏾‍♀️

I might be asking for the holy grail but I have not a single penny to my name.

I have been using Google Keep for a long, long while and while I do like the interface (it's kinda too simply for me tho), I can only add one single image per note and it is... lacking.

Not to mention there's no "intertwining" between notes so keywords don't work. And that in the case of doodling (I draw as well, if I need to write some sheet or ambient, I usually doodle it) it doesn't allow you more formats apart from fullscreen. Again, just 1 doodle per note. I've also thoughts of mood boarding but I guess Pinterest is enough...? Though to see my boards I need internet.

So I ask for an app that works offline (if I'm not wrong, Microsoft Word requires online to save specific things. And it's low-key ugly) that allows me to introduce various images, fonts and their formats (apart from just bold), doodling and in general, a nice interface.

thanks!!

• Country

Spain

• Budget

1100€

• Are you open to refurbs/used options?

Nope

• Screen size

12", to 14"

• Weight limit

any

• Purpose

schoolwork (specifically blender)

• Form factor

Doesn't really matter, standard laptop is enough. Preferably touchscreen but drawing tablets exist too.

• Intended usage

Blender, and as for any games, something like a soulsborne at mid graphics with stable 40-60fps is more than enough

• Desired battery life

as long as it lasts more than 5h we are all good

Please list, in order of most important to least important, the priority between Size, Weight, Performance, Battery life

Performance, size, battery life, weight.

Preferably with a good graphics card like an RTX 4050/4060.

As for more details, I am an unemployed student whos recently been told that I need Blender not only for this school year but my whole career. I had recently looked for laptops and found the HP Victus 15 at a really good price, cheaper than other laptops they had to buy.

But when I had gone with one parent to look at it was way too thick and for some reason it looked too "gamery" for them. So they said no to a Victus 15... don't know what other option I have left lol.

Basically it doesn't have to look plasticky for them. Their standards are literally my sister's Surface Go 3 (Laptop version) which genuinely has horrible performance, looks smooth until it is not and at the end of the day feels like... A toy.