24 years later I've come here to ask for info & closure in what traumatised me as a teen
[EDIT: SOLVED THANKS TO PEOPLE IN THE COMMENTS. THE VIDEO IS THE "CHECHCLEAR" VIDEO. DO NOT WATCH.]
About 24 years ago, I was a young teen when I went to a house party. The host of the party (unbeknownst to me) was into all type of gore and abuse videos. There were dozens of teens at this party so the vibe was loud and chaotic as parties usually are. I was asked to go upstairs because the boys wanted "to show me something". I didn't even have time to flinch before they held my arms and forced me to watch a few seconds video on a big stationary computer (while giggling and laughing like jirks) of what I can only describe to the best of my ability, a home recorded video of a Russian or Balkan sounding language, a perpetrator who forced two (or one?) male victim(s) to dig their own grave in the dark woods and then chased them down to instill fear in them. Seconds later the perpetrator(s) stomping on the guys head, sawing and decapitating their head really fast (with like a hunting/kitchen knife and felt like it took ages but happened in seconds) and they make this horrific gurgling sound after the screams stop. The perpetrator then lifts the head. After is when I ran out. This event traumatised me and it took me years to tell a therapist of what I saw, whom didn't quite believe me and asked "if it wasn't in fact just a hollywood movie". Trust me, this video was not faked. The blood gushing out of a decapitated throat, the splashing sound of the blood pouring and pooling on the ground, the gurgling sounds of the guy drowning in his own blood, the silence after, the language. The sound the knife was making when cutting the throat. It was a real event.
Im trying to come to terms with what I saw. If anyone else saw the same video circulate around this time period 2001-2002. I want closure and I want to know why they ended up in that predicament. Were they ever found or are their families still wondering what happened to them? Sometimes when I think I have forgotten this case, it pops up in my eyes and visually plays in front of me like a flashbacks, years and years later. My mind is tainted by this horror and I can't purge it out of my brain. I feel broken.