This year has been my year for really practicing guitar, i mean meaningful practice, exercises, metronome, learning whole songs, and doing it multiple hours per day. This has been going on for almost a year. Stellar progress, so proud of myself and daily commitment....well these last few weeks ive been playing some bloodvotne and street fighter 6. I have been at music multiple hours per day, but its been more focused on writing and recording than practice.
Well I went to go play a bunch of those songs I had burned into my brain, I mean I literally spent hundreds of hours playing some of these to learn them and improve to the point I could play them well. And now only 2 weeks later? I cant play em. I can play parts of them, but I simply dont fuxking remember the fingerings for many, many songs. This has been an issue my entire guitar playing history. Always forget things so fast I eventually move on. I think its why I gravitate more towards improvisation.
Rant over. So frustrated rn. My memory and recall are absolute garbage and im so sick of losing everything, never remembering shit, and an inability to recall the simplest things.