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Morph Chroma Plus: Sky-Fi palette using “Teal Thunder”, “Heaven Sent”, and “Cumulus Candy”.

LA Colors Gel Liner - “Rose Gold Shimmer”.

Sephora “Shimmer Irise” in the corners and “Let It Snow” overlay when I blend the colors.

Elf H2O Proof Inkwell Eyeliner in “White Out”.

Skipped the full face today.

Nails are Glamnetic Butterfly Effect Press-ons.

Morph Chroma Plus: Sky-Fi palette using “Teal Thunder”, “Heaven Sent”, and “Cumulus Candy”.

LA Colors Gel Liner - “Rose Gold Shimmer”.

Sephora “Shimmer Irise” in the corners and “Let It Snow” overlay when I blend the colors.

Elf H2O Proof Inkwell Eyeliner in “White Out”.

Skipped the full face today.

Nails are Glamnetic Butterfly Effect Press-ons.

I also have some stills of the little rockstar on her dad’s shoulders. I thought they looked rad on their own but I couldn’t help doing a silhouette copy as well. She looks like a little badass and she reminds me of little LindsayLoserface rocking out with my own dad.

Funny story, one time my parents heard me fussing on the baby monitor and then I started growling like a metal singer. From what I’m told, they argued about who would tend to me until my dad relented. My head was not turning 360 degrees but they did learn that I was taking in their music choices even when I was pooping in diapers lmao

“One thing we hear from autistic women again and again is their honesty, directness, enthusiasm and even excitement being framed as aggression.

Autistic women often skip indirect "fluff" that our neurotypical-led society tends to expect from women. By being clear and stating exactly what we mean, we are frequently mislabeled as argumentative, or rude.

From a young age we're told to "stop raising your voice" and "stop being intense" when we're just speaking passionately about something we care deeply about.

Many autistic women spend years trying to soften themselves because of this. We over-apologise, smile more, monitor their tone, rehearse conversations, and try to seem less direct, less passionate, and less like themselves.

Even well-known women have spoken about this.

Black autistic advocate Tiffany Hammond has spoken about how her communication is often misunderstood, especially when people are already making assumptions about her because of race and disability.

Courtney Love has often been framed as difficult or aggressive for being outspoken.

Greta Thunberg has repeatedly been labelled "angry," "aggressive," and "intimidating" for speaking directly and passionately about what she cares about.

Autistic women's talent, enthusiasm, and intelligence are being dismissed because this world was never made for us.” (Autistic Flair Facebook)

I posted a few days ago that I was bleaching and coloring my hair. It’s not the purple I wanted but it’s still pretty rad and I think it will be pretty as it fades.

Also, the guy next to me fell into me after stepping on something. So he bends down with his phone light, sees the metal tube, goes “I don’t know what it is but it’s not mine” and stands back up. So you bet your ass I immediately crouched down and yoinked that shit up because I knew exactly what it was 😂

There was only like a tiny bit and a few stems so whoever is belonged to smoked their shit but I’ve never found weed at a concert and it feels like a right of passage lmao

Also, shoutout to Hot Mulligan for selling crop tops that fit their bigger fans, although it is a little snug on the girls 🙃

I posted a super cute video of an adorable kiddo rocking out on her dads shoulders - if anyone is interested in the cuteness

Anyway, just wanted to share the hair and my neat find!

Hopefully the dad or mom see this! I thought she was just the cutest! And so into the music. She was clearly having a blast and the lighting was too good to not get the cuteness on video.

I’m going to Cinci to see Hot Mullugan tomorrow and my hair needed an update for my first solo concert. I’m super anxious but also super excited!

Smoking some Rythm Animal Face to calm the nerves and prepare for tackling the hair! Here’s hoping it comes out cute!

First he refused to look directly at me. Then he fucking parkours off the table to the ottoman. He came home Monday evening with a limp, though he shows no signs of pain or distress when I press his wrist, toes, arm. He extends his arms all the way out like usual when laying. I was worried (bc I’ve been out of town) but after watching him and loving on him a little, he seems himself so we are giving it a few days.

Anywho, he is taking advantage of mom and dad by putting his butt all over things he’s not meant to defile. After a good minute of me attempting to shoo him, he leapt to the ottoman like he was catman, then decided to slowly limp down. I brought a new chirpy mouse and he played tore ass limping across the house batting it.

Wait.. Am I being gaslit by a feline? lol

Now I know how he trapped himself in the greenhouse

SO.. I posted a week ago but it was removed. However, since then I’ve gotten a lot of advice and kind help. You’ve all been so, so great ❤️

I want to note, I can see where the blue shimmer got away from me on the one eye. I tried a gold eyeshadow but I went a little more tanned/bronzed with the face this time and it just doesn’t pop as much as when I do a look more similar to my actual facial tone.

I have rosacea but it mostly affects my face and my face is fairly pale and very red in certain areas because of this. I only recently started trying full coverage but I mostly focus on hiding/lessening the red. I use light amounts of differing shades of concealers and foundations depending on where the rosacea is.

Aside from the gold not popping as much, I think I’ve made some progress with blending the eyeshadows. I also tried blush for the very first time. I’m not sure it’s in the right place but I don’t really know what to do with blush because my main concern has been focused on hiding my red face so it’s hard for me to judge what looks good.

Another thing I tried for the first time was lip color. The NYX stuff is matte so I’m assuming that’s why my lips are all crackly here. I’m wondering about how I might make my lips pop a little more and a nice shade that looks fairly natural and smooth. Maybe a light, slightly brightened lip liner sort of the same color as a fair highlighter or concealer?

I have high cheekbones, fair skin but red cheeks, chin, nose, and middle forehead. Full lips but lips can always use a little pop.

Anyways, aside from the messiness of my lines (I did this in a poorly lit living room by the mirror in my vintage train case with a book light 😝) any and all advice and help is welcome.

But please, tell me I’ve improved since the bot fiasco post 😂😭

Products:

OKAY OKAY I forgot my primer bc I was sort of just playing around 😅

Sephora Color Correcting Moisturizer

Juvia’s Place Foundation - Bali

Juvia’s Place I Am Magic Concealer - Medium tan w/ warm undertones

Sephora Best Skin Ever Glow Concealer - Fair Porcelain

Sephora Best Skin Ever Color Corrector - Green

Revolution Forever Flawless Birds of Paradise eyeshadow palette- Fiesta & Cockatoo

Hard Candy Moods Eyeshadow DOPE - D (Icy Silver Blue)

LA Colors Gel Eyeliner - Rose Gold Shimmer & Mermaid Tail Shimmer

NYX Soft Matte Lip Crème - Istanbul

Revolution Ultra Blush Sunset Burst Palette - 1 & 7

The last two photos are the nails I was wearing the first time we saw each other after two years of NC and she thought they were so cute. Notice the second set is longer and way more decorative while the first set has a modest, simple, rainbow gem design. Don’t even get me started on her making my nails about herself with her narcissistic, virtue signaling story about how she totally defends the very cishet male she works with who does his nails because he’s in cosmetology school. Anywho, I can’t wait to rock up with my new pink/purple hair, bright makeup, and nails she explicitly told me she didn’t like because baby, I’m all about the loud and proud. She’s going to hate me this June 😘🌈

I love her but I don’t like her. She’s making progress, she is trying, but she won’t make me feel ashamed or “too much” anymore ❤️

The last two photos are the nails I was wearing the first time we saw each other after two years of NC and she thought they were so cute. Notice the second set is longer and way more decorative while the first set has a modest, simple, rainbow gem design. Don’t even get me started on her making my nails about herself with her narcissistic, virtue signaling story about how she totally defends the very cishet male she works with who does his nails because he’s in cosmetology school. Anywho, I can’t wait to rock up with my new pink/purple hair, bright makeup, and nails she explicitly told me she didn’t like because baby, I’m all about the loud and proud. She’s going to hate me this June 😘🌈

I love her but I don’t like her. She’s making progress, she is trying, but she won’t make me feel ashamed or “too much” anymore ❤️

The pic I posted is in slide two. I have rosacea and I finally got the whole foundation, concealer, bronzer thing down so that’s it’s light and near natural looking so I can hide the redness in my cheeks, nose, chin, and forehead. I felt good about it until meta allowed the bots to flood in 🫠 I’m not letting them get me that down because I love, love, love doing bright eye colors but wtf is social media anymore if I can’t even post a selfie without bot hate

The pic I posted is in slide two. I have rosacea and I finally got the whole foundation, concealer, bronzer thing down so that’s it’s light and near natural looking so I can hide the redness in my cheeks, nose, chin, and forehead. I felt good about it until meta allowed the bots to flood in 🫠 I’m not letting them get me that down because I love, love, love doing bright eye colors but wtf is social media anymore if I can’t even post a selfie without bot hate

My aunt Rah passed when I was a teenager. When my grandmother passed, my mom inherited the house. We had some issues and a big part of it was her not showing any interest in me and who I am. It ended with me cutting her off for two years.

We’ve been slowly rebuilding our relationship and I stayed over with her this weekend. As I was leaving she stopped me and shuffled off to the basement. She came back with this case. She had found hers and my aunt Rah’s train cases and she said “I know you’ve been getting into makeup and I thought aunt Rah would want you to have this”. It’s the only thing I have from my aunt.

I was so excited, I immediately transferred my little collection of makeup into it. It’s the coolest thing ever! I was using a pouch I crocheted and one of those tiny 3 drawer plastic storage thingies. I love that I can just take it wherever when I go out of town or leave home for a few days! It even smells like old makeup! Like, new makeup has added scents now but it has that cosmetics smell that makeup used to have. It’s a little dusty on the outside but this bad boy is sturdy!

Anyway, just wanted to share this neat basement treasure and a little story.