Really bad date/months remembering issues

I'm 14M (almost 15), and, for some reason, I can't remember NOTHING related to dates. Like I can't remember basics of basics, even if I try very hard. I can't remember months, I can remember like half of their names but I can't remember how they go. I'm really ashamed if that but I can't do anything, I tried 5 times remember months and still failing it. Before history lessons I can remember 3-5 dates for like an hour or less, then, I forget it. It's not quite hard for me remember the exact year though (if it's more than ~1960). I have no idea why this happens. Can someone please help me with that ?? (My mom has similar problem, she can't remember the days the month has so she always uses her hands to count it and she said that she had problems learning months too, but she did it, IDK about my dad though)

If it changes something: I'm 14.5 yr old male teenager that lives in Ukraine, I don't do any substances (tobacoo and alcohol are no-no too), had smoked for some times and had already tried beer a couple of times. I think I may have depression and OSDD (although, self-diagosed). I had problem for like... ALL of my life.

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u/Lines25 — 14 hours ago
▲ 6 r/DeLonghi+1 crossposts

Is it dead (DeLonghi Magnifica) ?

It stopped making coffee so I've dissambled it and washed the brewing unit. Then, I had clicked self-washing button, but then it started making loud sounds and started vibrating. I've toggled the power (on the back) and enabled it again. Then, after it fully enabled, I tried to make some coffee. But it started maming EVEN LOUDER and REALLY bad low-frequency clicking sounds (that are NOT okay) and vibrating really bad, so I've toggled the power again.. and, now, it's not even passing power-on self-diagnosis. The red LEDs just blink in the same pattern: from left to right, with same ~1sec delay

I hope it's not broken..

u/Lines25 — 8 days ago
▲ 7 r/Tulpas

How do I find new hobbies?

I'm kinda new to fronting and the only thing i found kinda relaxing and fun is playing TF2 (titanfall 2) and i get that i don't have any other hobby and i will kinda front at least once a week so.. how do i find hobbies? I don't like some other games that host plays tbh, he still doesn't delete tf2 cuz of me.. soo.. i wanna try something new. Sorry for kinda stupidish question!

- Chara (tulpa/alter)

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u/Lines25 — 16 days ago
▲ 19 r/Tulpas+1 crossposts

That's... So FREAKING COOL

Hi! My name is Frisk and I'm a part of ChocoMates System! Although, it may seem that I'm new member, actually I'm around half a year old technically telling. Currently, it's first time for me showing myself to the world kind of.. It's my first time controlling a body part (in this particular case, it's a right arm)! I had added myself to out plurality logging application..

It's 3:32 millitary time now (it is more than midnight currently). I want to control the body even more!! It's.. so good feeling to just control the arm, I feel like controlling everything.. it's SO good, I love it!!!!! What about your day is going?

P.s.: I hope that your day is going on better than my does! Have a nice day, all of r/plural!

- Frisk (tulpa of a tulpa), ChocoMates System.

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u/Lines25 — 16 days ago

My sister just stole the only thing that was keeping me from kms

My sister just stole my laptop because I have done literally ONE thing that she asked me to. My parents currently not at home at only father will come tomorrow. I'm thinking about going upstairs, grabbing my dad's shotgun and just shooting myself already. My parents and sister just don't believe that I can have problems and that I have depression, they just ignore even the fact that I did sh a half a year ago almost every day. I want to fucking kill myself already, stop existing

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u/Lines25 — 22 days ago
▲ 95 r/oneshot

Rate ma pancakes !!! :3

They're really tasty, nom-nom-nom :3

I had never tried actual pancakes, only the slavic pancakes-like thing - mlunci'

Pancakes are SO airy. I love them !

u/Lines25 — 25 days ago

Searching for JRPG-like game demo playtesters

Hi, r/playtesters!

I’ve put together a short demo for my game and I'm currently looking for people to join a semi-private playtest! If you love the vibe of Undertale, Deltarune, Omori, and OneShot, and generally enjoy the jRPG genre — this is definitely for you!

About the Playtest:

Playtime: It takes only about 40–60 minutes to complete.

Format: Semi-private. The game build will be sent to each tester individually, and there will be a very brief screening in DMs before you get the link.

Feedback: After finishing the demo, you'll need to share your thoughts - what you liked (pros), what you didn't (cons/bugs), and what you'd like to see more or less of in the game.

Playtest Status: Open

How to join?

If you'd like to dive into this world and help the project with your feedback, just reach out on Discord: katerwahn_kv.

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u/Lines25 — 1 month ago

Шукаю плейтестерів

Привіт, r/UA_Gamers!

Я приготував невелике демо своєї гри. Я шукаю людей для напівзакритого плейтесту цієї гри. Якщо ви обожнюєте атмосферу Undertale, Deltarune, Omori та OneShot і загалом любите жанр jRPG - це точно для вас!

Про плейтест:

Час на проходження: усього 40–60 хвилин.

Формат: приватно-публічний. Гра скидається кожному тестеру окремо, а перед видачею посилання буде зовсім коротенька перевірка в приватних повідомленнях.

Фідбек: Після проходження гри потрібно буде написати свій відгук: що сподобалося (плюси), що ні (мінуси/баги) та що б ви хотіли бачити в грі більше чи менше.

Статус плейтесту: Відкритий

Якщо маєте бажання зануритися в цей світ і допомогти проєкту фідбеком - пишіть в Discord: katerwahn_kv.

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u/Lines25 — 1 month ago
▲ 8 r/termux

PRoot overhead ?

I've kinda benchmarked proot overhead on Termux.. and.. it's quite hell tbh.. buut

Tested on Snapdragon 685 4G, android 15, hyperos 2.0.209.0, latest termux from F-droid

On average, one context switch on aarch64 does around 190ns, on my phone (that's guessing, because the easiet, for CPU, syscall - getpid - does around 213-215ns on my phone).

Just, simple `ls` does around 1140 syscalls (you can test any program by running `strace -c program args`). That means, that, on my phone, `ls` does around.. 1140*190*2=433200 (we are multiplying to two, because it does two switches - userland-kernelland and kernelland-userland) context switches. On the other hand, ptrace (proot uses it) stops running ANY syscalls and makes proot make them. That means, that any syscall is not 190*2=380ns, but, actually, 190*4=740ns ! (program-kernel-proot-kernel-program traffic). So, 1140*190*4=866400

It feels like nothing, but 866 400 nanoseconds is EXACTLY TWICE as 433200, and, it's only if we don't count proot's own overhead (around 50ns on syscalls it doesn't need, like fclose syscall and around 80-100ns on syscalls it does need, like fopen).

I've tested some other programs too, so, basically:

  1. ls -la > /dev/null (1,325 syscalls, ~380 path-related)

When running ls -la, it spams newfstatat, readlinkat, and faccessat to get the permissions, owners, and sizes of every single file. Native: 1,325 syscalls, which means 1,325*2=2650 native context switches. At 190ns per switch, that’s 2,650*190ns=503500ns (~0.50 ms) of kernel transition time. Since PRoot uses ptrace, it has to intercept everything. For the 947 non-path syscalls, that’s 947*4=3788 context switches. For the ~378 path-related syscalls, PRoot cannot just read the string argument. It has to make multiple PTRACE_PEEKDATA calls to scrape the filepath from memory 8 bytes at a time, pushing the average to 10 context switches per syscall (378*10=3780 switches). PRoot forces 7,568 context switches (3788+3780). At 190ns per switch, that’s 7568*190ns=1437920ns (~1.44 ms) of pure CPU scheduling time wasted. That is nearly 3 times slower than native execution on context switches alone !!

  1. Python 3 Startup (1,297 syscalls, ~297 path-related)

Just runniing `python3 -c "print('Hi')"` is a complete disaster under PRoot. Before Python eveen executes your single line of code, it goes on a frantic treasure hunt across your storage looking for modules, encodings, and libraries. It spams openat and newfstatat (around 297 times). Native: 1,297 syscalls * 2 = 2,594 context switches (2,594×*190ns=492,860ns or ~0.49ms)

PRoot Context Switches: 1000*4=4000 switches (non-path calls), 297*10=2970 switches (path-related). Total switches under PRoot - 6970. At 190ns per switch, that’s: 6,970*190ns=1,324,300ns (~1.32ms) of CPU time.

  1. curl to Google (2,232 syscalls, ~276 path-related)

Making a simple network request is incredibly syscall-heavy because of socket creations, DNS lookups, and reading network configs. Native: 2,232 syscalls * 4 = 4,464 switches (4,464×190ns=848,160ns or ~0.85ms). PRoot Context Switches: 1,956 nonpath calls * 4 = 7,824 switches and 276*10 = 2,760 switches, in total - 10,584 switches. At 190ns per switch, that’s 10,584×190ns=2,010,960ns (~2.01 ms) of CPU time wasted.

It doesn't sewm like much, but, if program does 10k of non-path syscalls (that's as rare as finding diamond on the forest), under non-proot environment, it will do 10k*190*2 = 3,800,000 (~3.8ms) of context switches (multiply that by around ~1.4 to get working time, for doing syscall work, for preparing the syscall etc). On the other hand, JUST, if we add proot, it will be 7,400,000ns (~7.4ms) just for context switches, not including syscall work, proot itself overhead etc.

Basically, proot is just SLOW.. that's what I wanted to say here, but via math and numbers. Thx for reading 1!!1!1!1!

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u/Lines25 — 1 month ago

I'm fucking done with this all

I'm 125 days sh clean, I wanna sh SO FUCKING BAD that my white scars from scars are literally itching... I eat almost nothing for a day and my dad literally just says that he will throw our my last coping hope - laptop, if I won't eat anything. They literally know about my depression, but they just don't give a shit.

I'm so fucking done with this. I'm not too brave to commit suicide.. my sister has finished the best university in my country, and there's me... Who is failing my math class.. not even 9th grade math class... I hope I'll make myself kms already.. someday.. or.. at least.. get at least some help...

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u/Lines25 — 2 months ago

Meme dump

Скидайте всі свої найкращі меми

u/Lines25 — 2 months ago

My first ever tincture ! (Double extract with blue lotus)

(first photo is the result, second and third is at the start)

I used blue lotus a lot and I liked the effect from the tea, but I wanted more, so, I have made tea (like 1/3 of the cup), then, after it cooled down, I've placed it in a bottle (everything I used to make that concentrated tea and the lotus itself) and added some vodka (so the solution now is like 25-35% vodka) and I left it for over a 2 weeks (everyday, I have been mixing it). Now, it's a really good tincture I have made ! It's my first time soo.. any advice ? (Btw, I didn't wanted to boil it down to make concentrate cuz then it would be just a water with flower taste, without an effect)

Please, rate it from 0 to 10 !

u/Lines25 — 3 months ago
▲ 1 r/LSA

Any goods/bads with LSA ?

I know that if u take Lithium medically, in tabs, then, almost EVERY drug is no-no (there will be seizures caused by Lithium+any serotonin/dophamine drug). Is there any other no-no combinations specially for LSA ? Or goods that good to take with LSA ?

Goods:

  • Another drugs: weed (paris quite good)

Bads:

  • SSRIs, SNRIs, MAIOs (LSA will not work)

  • Chlorine (better just to not take it, but it destroys LSA, so tap water is no-no, if not boiled for 10-20min)

EDIT: Added the "tables"

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u/Lines25 — 3 months ago
▲ 10 r/kava_ua

Як ви різрізняєте зерна по смаку кави ??

Типу.. я можу відрізніти арабіку від робусти, кислу від солодкої тощо. Але...ияк ви відрізнієте чітко КАВУ по смаку (бренд+лінійка+"модель", наприклад, не знаю.. Monarch від Nescafé) ??

Вибачте, не зовсім кавоман, але.. просто цікаво. Це, як з цигарками ? (Різний табак відчувається на смак по-різному, тільки з досвідом, тому що, цей смак тркба відчувати кінчиками язика. Сам люблю іноді люльку з кавою попалити, розслабляє)

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u/Lines25 — 3 months ago

Am I the only one who doesn't feel the pain in the process ?

It's.. just strange as I think. Basically, I don't feel any pain whatsoever, only the "bad pain" - when I want to replace the bandage or something like that. In the proces, when I do cut, I feel only relief.

I'm currently 4 months clean and this post was mostly me wanted to share that, but I wanted to make it kinda useful for another ppl who might actually ask the same question.

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u/Lines25 — 3 months ago

Зайняв третє місце на М.А.Н.

https://preview.redd.it/kgy1szo59i2h1.png?width=591&format=png&auto=webp&s=b52a0f1800cea07e1e7bef1644a181e824cf2fc0

Я зайняв третє місце, япіііііііііііі !!!!!!!!!!!!! (замазав ВСЕ, аби не задоксили, місце пише справа)

https://preview.redd.it/3yrt13cl9i2h1.png?width=578&format=png&auto=webp&s=35f5a4732ba466764dc6501878d8bfaef7d2dc57

І ще, хто там казав, що тільки куплені проходять на М.А.Н. ???? >:3

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u/Lines25 — 3 months ago