u/Low-Efficiency-461

I'm 5 years and 4 months sober from meth ... But basically from all the drugs I've used . But at the end meth was my drug of choice. It hasnt been an easy time staying sober but I keep putting one foot in front of the other . But I realize every once in a great while I'll have a using dream and in it I'm using again . I could honestly feel the pipe and the torch and even the smell of the vapers it gives off . I thought I was done having those dreams ? Do they ever stop

For whatever reason I have zero brake lights even the third one doesn't work . I went to AutoZone and was told but a guy I had no brake lights and I was confused. Since the last I checked they were all working . Well grabbed a pack of bulbs and the turn signals work but no brake lights what so ever .

What could cause that to happen ? Could it be the connectors or no ? Or what could it possibly be . Sorry guys I'm really tired and exhausted had a long day .

Thank you

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I was diagnosed what adhd almost 15 years ago and I've noticed something. I'm so unorganized it's not even funny like I have to leave things lay out especially at home . My place is usually really cluttered and it doesn't bother me too much . Cause I'm used to it but I know the landlords don't like it at all . Cause in their eyes that is considered being messy . But when I don't leave things out and let say later I need something. And I can not find it cause I put everything else . I'll tend to freak out and dump every single thing out just to find what I was looking for ?

I wish I could be organize but it's so hard lol I really tried so many times I just gave up

Sorry again for posting here .. but I have a question I asked my offices management about there gun policy a couple of months ago .cause I want to be able to carry right ? Cause I tried to use chat gbt to find out if I could or not . Even went online to looked a lot of it up but kept coming to a dead end .

Well I decided to look at my lease but it did not mentioned anything about fire arms or ect cause the lease I got is 4 years old . They never give me a new copy of the lease whenever I renew . So I figured screw it I'll just email them and inquire..

well they never got back to me by email or phone or nothing. Then when I had to go and report my income they bought it up before I was about to head back to my apartment. Telling me fire arms are not allowed on property even with a permit.

People was being nosey Round my car so I eventually parked in it a parking lot that next door to where I live . And that said property is not owed by the housing authority at all.

Well I'm guessing they still feel like I'm hiding a firearm in my vehicle. That why I don't park my car on housing property anymore . I got tired of fighting for a parking spot all the time and in the beginning after I got the car i parked it in the same place . That I went back to parking it again ..

well my question is just because I asked them about there gun policy and now that I'm not parking there anymore . Don't they have to have a good enough reason to get a search warrant to search my vehicle. Even though all I got in my trunk is stuff for my car and clothes and what not . Cause it's not even in my car I decided to have my father keep it . So one day I can actually carry it ..

I really freaking hate living here cause the more and more I'm here . The more and more stupid and childish and just plain ridiculous the stupid rules are becoming now . I'm all for rules and what not but man I just found out . We all have a stupid curfew now ? Like really ? Aren't we kinda too Damm old to be told when it's time to go inside ? But found out it's now 10 pm and can't not leave to even to get gas or a drink after 10 pm .

Like really ? This place can not keep any tentans now cause people that been here are moving out . And when they bring new people in they might stay a few days then leave or maybe a month then say screw and leave .it's not a bad place here imo the apartments are decent ... It's just the new stupid rules and pain in the side management now . But hell I'm just really here just to vent smh this is some bull and this is really sad . But heck I'm going to be leaving this place too . Can't stand it anymore.. I get it brush it off and act like it doesn't bother you .. but hell they basically want you to stay in your apartment all the dam time now . And even hearing rumors how they wanna bug everyone's apartment. Cause they wanna know what is all being said but doesn't that break the 4th amendment?

I go day by day one day at a time .. soon hopefully I can give my 30 day notice and leave . Also I do have a question? If I start tossing things and clearing out stuff that I don't want and not plan on taking and go taking stuff to a storage unit for now ? Can they get after me about that even though I still have my furniture and etc

Hi I have a question I'm actually asking for someone .. there living in low income housing and they are going to be getting approved for disability and gonna receive a large lump sum . Can they make her pay 30 percent of what she gets from her back pay . Cause she plans on leaving as soon as she gets it ?

What if she takes the money and withdraw it all out ? Can't they take her to court over that ? Thank you

Hi I have a question is your landlord or the assistant landlord allowed to speak to tenants that live in low income housing any way they want too ? I had someone mess up my balcony with a bunch of chocolate . So I figured I would email my office about the issue right ? I emailed them over the weekend and even sent them the pictures of the mess . Well then I went to pay my rent since they no longer are accepting money orders or etc now . And that they changed the system to something called rent payment now . So I drove around looking for a way to pay my rent and etc . And could not pay my rent so I decided to wait in the lobby at 6 am til they open up . Well they didn't come in til almost 8 then told me to come back after 8 am which I did . Well I went down with my sister cause she just moved in . And was having the same issue as I was having . Well the land lord told me I'm going to talk with her first cause I got your email about your balcony and your sisters issue is more important then yours . So after she got done with my sister I tried to explain to her that I was there cause I had the same issue with my rent . Well I accidentally interrupted her while she was talking to me and she went off on me . I had to really really bite my tongue cause I wanted to speak up and defend myself . But I didn't and even tried to apologize to smooth things over right ? Well that still didn't work and I even gave her the room to speak . But she kept being rude and smart with me telling me go ahead and talk , go ahead since your complaint and issues are more important then what I have to say .and I looked at my sister out of habit and the land lord assistant chewed me out for that too . Then tells me that I have a few hundred dollars in credit on my account .

Which I did not know about and that she also said I told you don't be sending any more money orders in . And try to tell me that she told me about the credit I had before . And she never ever did ...I've been there for 4 years and even help get my sister in where I'm at . She told me about how they speak to her and everyone else . But did not believe that until I got spoke to the same exact way this morning. I want to file a complaint but who going to believe me .right now I'm trying to figure out a way to get the funds to more even if I have to eventually borrow or door dash and save up money .I am sorry for the long post ...my question is are the landlord or land lord assistant allowed to talk to tenants in a disrespectful manner? And also if I'm able to move out do I get that credit refunded back to me .after they charge me for whatever damages that is done to the unit while I was there ? Thank you

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Ummm I have a question? I'm trying to apply for college to become a nurse since I got my GED now . But I don't know what program to choose for nursing ? I am sorry I feel sorta stupid right now for asking .. was wondering if anyone knows or could help me

Hi I have a question? Maybe someone can really help me with ? If you was baptized then you started praying all the time for something but your prayers don't seem to get answered . So finally you give up on praying ever ? Does that mean you have fallen from grace or does that mean your faith is weak ? Also can that invite negative spirits or energy into your life or home

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I just started back to work and didn't know where I live at in low income housing was really infested with drugs now . I'm thinking of putting in my 30 days noticed in . Cause I just got back to work and I've been living at the same place for 4 years ? What will happen ? Cause I believe it takes a month or so for them to readjust my rent ? Any advice thank you

How long did it take for you to receive your diploma and transcript after placing the order and picking first class mail ? Cause i ordered mine on the 21th and it was sent out via usps the 22nd at 7:42 am ? I figured it would be here already . Since I never bought into the whole it takes a few weeks .

Hi i have a question maybe someone can help me

Ive been on Hrt for 14 months so far . In the beginning i was on the pill along with spironolactone. Well I didnt like having to remember to take it every single day . So eventually I talked with my doctor about switching to injection aka monotherapy . Which he was more then happy to do .. after around 2 months and 3 weeks after starting on Hrt I was able to switch to injections . He prescribed me estradiol varate 50mg / 5ml (10mg/ml) . Starting me off with 0.4ml every 7 days well eventually he increase it to 0.5 ml every week . Well as time went on i was okay with it cause I didnt know anything. Then I would speak to others on here and was told i was at a low dose . So I reached out to him about doing injections every 5 days . But he told me he does not think it would do anything if I went that route .

Well over the months being on injections I have noticed some effects but figured by now my testosterone levels would be fully suppressed . But when I went in for labs it was l Iike 4 days after I did my weekly injection. He told me my levels would be kinda high . So I figure okay cool and went and got my labs done . Then I got my results and they was for testosterone 138 ng/dl and estrogen 108 pg/ml . At first when they came in I didnt see my results for my testosterone. So I messaged him to ask him about it and said that I really didnt need to have that done . But he will do it if I wanted him to so I told him go ahead. Well I started thinking and figured since I dont know anyone on hrt . That i would come on here and maks a post .. well I had a few people telling me that im being under dose and etc. Told me that i would need to switch to another kind of estrogen. Since im injecting a large amount and even told me that i need to Inject . More often around like 5 days for it to be effective so I dont know . I did message him about either increasing my dosage or doing my injections sooner then 7 days. But he has yet to get back to me so Im wondering since I did a little research? Saying that varate itself wont fully suppressed my testosterone by it self ? And I dont want to get on any blockers at all .

So any advice and also what are your experience with monotherapy using varate ? Did it eventually suppressed your testosterone and if so how long did it take ?

Hey everyone i really dont know who needs to hear this or not . But anyone that is struggling with a subject or just struggling to pass there final exam regardless if its math or science or rla or social studies. Please never ever give up on your goals or dreams on becoming a ged graduate. It is so worth it in the end .. listen here my story read it or dont .

I dropped out at 18 I was in the 9th grade for the second time and was about to be there for my third time . My grades were decent but then I was being bullied and home life wasnt the best . And I ended up getting on drugs and trouble so after a while . I decided to give up and started not doing assignments or class work . And just started stay up late and sleeping in all my classes . And getting sent to the office all the time and I would sleep there also . No one cared no one bother to talk to me or intervene. Finally i failed then repeated the 9th grade again well this time i did the same thing. I did not care at all anymore I did not want to be in school or do the work . So eventually my 18th birthday was coming up and I was happy. Cause I knew once I turned 18 no one could make me come back to school . I had some tell me not to drop out but by then i didnt care at all . After that i started drinking and partying more and got into drugs more and more .

I eventually by the time i was 21 realize I had a drug problem but didnt not realize until I ended up on meth . That i was already an addict ... i spent 16 to 30 on drugs so that's 14 years all together . I had moments where I would get sober and stay sober for a few months at a time . But it would never ever last i believe once I made it 8 months and relapse. Eventually I lost count on all the times I would get sober and relapse. Eventually at 30 I decided once and for all I was done .. i had it i got so sick and tired of being sick and tired all the time . I got tired of looking for my next fix my next drug or high . I have a little niece and two nephews they are some of the best gifts I could ever receive. I knew I had to change and I had to get sober cause they needed me . But I didnt want to change or get sober I was so addicted . I could not see any hope or light on ever ever changing. But when they were little they ask me to stop using drugs . I forgot all about that til recently... they became the love and hope and faith and the strength I needed to change .

It wasnt easy cause the addict in me told me i was a coward and a pussy and I couldn't change and couldn't win. Fast forward im just a little over 5 years sober now .. and now im finally am a ged graduate.. im not saying im better then you or anyone out there . I just know its not easy at but in the end its was all worth it . I never believed in my self or had any faith in me . All I knew was this .. my niece and nephews.. they became my muse and inspiration to push and push and keep fighting each and every single day . When I thought i was done and ready to toss in the towel . I thought about them 3 little pain in the butts ... they gave me that courage and strength to take one foot in front of the other each and every day . I did this partly for them but in the end I did this for me . I wanted to show them this if you put the work and effort in .. anything is possible you just got to want it .. was there a moment where I wanted to say screw this ged and give up ? He'll yeah i did ... but i realize how far ive came .. and i got right back up and gave it another shot and didnt look back . So listen anyone that is struggling please never give up . Okay it will be all worth it in the end I promise.. sorry for the long post .. but I know there alot of people that are tired of trying or wanting to toss in that towel and give up on ever trying for there ged .

Hopefully this will inspire others to not give up.

I just had my labs down and testosterone checked it shows its at 139 now looked at my previous one from when I was on Oral with a blocker it was 139 cause then my testosterone went to 275 in December. Now it finally back down but right now im injecting 0.5 weekly . And I do know im going to need to increase it to probably 0.6 or 0.7 for it to lower it faster . But ill be 14 months tomorrow? So once I do get it lower let's say I up it to 0.6 or 7 in order to do so ? Will i have to keep it at that each time i inject or no ?

Hi i just recently passed my last subject and I went into my ged account to order everything. But when I had to make an account . All i saw was my test results from a week or so ago . And the prep center person told me that she updated me in the system. So im trying to figure out ? Why didnt it show up yet ? Cause the person told me it will take a few days for it to be processed?

I fucking passed i got a 147 i can not believe it . I took this test 3 times total and took around 4 or 5 practice test . I can not believe it that I finally passed now .. I just wish I would of hung in there and stayed in school and graduated that way I could of toss my hat in the air lmao but thanks to the prep classes and the teachers and get sum math i fucking did it .

I need some advice i just changed my spark plug the other day cause it was sputtering and running rough and misfiring when I was driving . I felt like there was lost of power when driving and when it was at idle . It would shake and sputter and misfire and the check engine light and tire pressure light that's always on . Due to bad oil pressure sensor and evap . Both started flashing then after I pulled the out the coil pack the boot came off . Cause I had to pull it out at an angle . Well I placed it back on and everything then I took out the spark plug . It was dirty and had some stuff or goo on it . Well the boot was like damp at the end . Sorry im tired and its really late right now but anyway it all went away . Then after a few drives it came back again and gave me a po208 on the scanner . The boot looked fine but the thing looked old in my opinion.

I dont know what to really to I dont want to drive it cause im afraid ill damage the engine or break down . I thought about getting another coil and replacing that . But idk I was told that my valve cover gasket was leaking. But I had it replaced last year... so idk what even going on im not an expert at all and none of my other cars has ever done this even with a leaking valve cover seal gasket . I even went on YouTube but idk even us Ai but I think that's a waste of time . So any thoughts on it

Also i even checked the wiring harness and etc and there no cracks that I could see ..

Hi I have a some what stupid question.. okay well I know someone that has cash app. They started using after pay or they borrowed i dont know for sure which one exactly. But they keep borrowing and borrowing and got to the point where they could not pay it . Well that was a year ago and now they made a new account and decided after they got a new job . That they was gonna have there money direct deposit into that new account . My question is what will happen once that money is sent over ? Will it go through and show up in there balance or will cash app freeze the account and or funds or just deduct what they owe them then leave the remaining in there account ? Cause they believe if they lock the card then cash app can not take there money .

Has anyone here ever changed there spark plugs on a vic ? Cause i got to some how change cylinder 8 and its kicking me in the teeth right now . So I ended up running to the store tonight to get a cheap socket set cause the rachet I have is too big . Even with a baby rachet I am still unable to get to it . I dont know what to do the car is freaking sputtering and misfiring . I even tried getting a wrench set and trying that but even the small ones are too big or wont slide over the bolt .

So how do I get to it without having to remove the fuel rail or anything?

If you door dash how does housing calculate it up ? Cause i was thinking of doors dashing a few times a month as a way to earn some money. I was told a fee years ago anything over 50 dollars you have to report ? So how tf do you do that if you door dash ?