Im a bisexual girl. I wish i could feel what it’s like to have sex with a girl, i bet it feels good. I would treat her so right too with the foreplay so its wet before putting it in 😭😭😭😭
Im 20f and my little brother is 15. Today he saw the scars on my arms, i did cut myself today and ik i should've hid them more. Well he saw it and i said i was just itching and scratched myself and got defensive. He kept on looking and seeing let me see the scratches. I moved away from him but he put on flash on my arms. He kept putting on the flash and looking while i said stop and i had to go to the toilet and i accidentally hit his phone so it fell. My dad heard this and just said stop to my brother and that i am not alright. Which idk what he means abt that. Not sure if he has seen my scars or if he is talking abt my epilepsy or something else. I just felt so violated. My heart sank. I said i scratched myself bc im itchy. After i went out of the toilet after a bit my brother asked why are u wearing a sweater now. I said bc i want to now, i have worn a sweater today before. He asked again and asked to see my arm but i kept on pushing him away. I am nervous abt tomorrow bc he will probably ask me again and again. I already argue a lot with him. He always annoys me. Every time when he comes to my room he says mean things and annoys me. This is something he will add on now. He is the main reason why i have been doing this , which is messed up to say iknow. But bc of arging, fighting and how he doesnt stop with the comments it makes me very overwhelmed, stressed, depressed and suicidal. Idk what to do now. I feel so vulnerable. He already calls me so mean things everyday and i am so tired of him coming to my face. This is a violation of my privacy.
I mean this is so sad. Just being able to see her bones that much is awful.
Im 20f and my brother is 15. He has anger issues and possibly adhd but he doesn’t want to get it checked. He has been in trouble with the law last year bc he and his friends were told they would be given money to go snd shoot at this house and had weed in his bag. This was very hard for me and my family, we had to go through lots of meetings and talks with child services and etc. Everything involving that is gone now. One time after he took lsd on a school trip and the teacher had to call an ambulance. He has put a lot of stress on my family. My family lived together first but my parents were fighting so much we had to move, my mom moved and i went with my dad and brother. Then i moved to my mom bc i was so depressed living with them, was fighting a lot with them. I was so depressed and wanted to unalive myself. The contract for the place they live in went out to they moved in to us until they find another place and it’s been half a year now. I have been fighting with my brother, he always annoys me. Seems like he enjoys seeing me annoyed and mad. Has laughed at my face, calls me slurs, mean to my parents and me. I started cutting myself and wanting to unalive myself again. I am mostly with my brother since its summer vacation and my parents either work or are out with friends, but in general im more with him at home. Today i noticed he acted weird, falling, losing phone, speaking weird, extremely hungry and red eyes. I can tell he was high, probably edibles since he only was in his room and suddenly an hour later he was acting weird. I got really scared. He said he is just hungry and is acting normal, but I obviously know he is high. I hate that i have to deal with this alone. Seems like my parents doesn’t know how to deal with him so they just kinda do what he says. Sometimes i feel like the parent. I get scared of him when he is angry but i dont want to show it. He has threatened to kill me before but then said it was a joke and then mocked what i was saying. Irritating me every day, calling me chopped constantly and other mean things. Won’t leave me alone. When i saw him today my heart broke. Like this is not my brother anymore, i looked into his eyes and i didn’t see someone i knew. He changed so much. I feel bad for my family and him the most. I am tired of everything. We have been through some messed up things when we all lived together before. Idk what to do now. How can this be fixed. I feel scared. I don’t see my little brother anymore that used to be so sweet and laugh together. I am sobbing.
Im 20f and my brother is 15. He has anger issues and possibly adhd but he doesn’t want to get it checked. He has been in trouble with the law last year bc he and his friends were told they would be given money to go snd shoot at this house and had weed in his bag. This was very hard for me and my family, we had to go through lots of meetings and talks with child services and etc. Everything involving that is gone now. One time after he took lsd on a school trip and the teacher had to call an ambulance. He has put a lot of stress on my family. My family lived together first but my parents were fighting so much we had to move, my mom moved and i went with my dad and brother. Then i moved to my mom bc i was so depressed living with them, was fighting a lot with them. I was so depressed and wanted to unalive myself. The contract for the place they live in went out to they moved in to us until they find another place and it’s been half a year now. I have been fighting with my brother, he always annoys me. Seems like he enjoys seeing me annoyed and mad. Has laughed at my face, calls me slurs, mean to my parents and me. I started cutting myself and wanting to unalive myself again. I am mostly with my brother since its summer vacation and my parents either work or are out with friends, but in general im more with him at home. Today i noticed he acted weird, falling, losing phone, speaking weird, extremely hungry and red eyes. I can tell he was high, probably edibles since he only was in his room and suddenly an hour later he was acting weird. I got really scared. He said he is just hungry and is acting normal, but I obviously know he is high. I hate that i have to deal with this alone. Seems like my parents doesn’t know how to deal with him so they just kinda do what he says. Sometimes i feel like the parent. I get scared of him when he is angry but i dont want to show it. He has threatened to kill me before but then said it was a joke and then mocked what i was saying. Irritating me every day, calling me chopped constantly and other mean things. Won’t leave me alone. When i saw him today my heart broke. Like this is not my brother anymore, i looked into his eyes and i didn’t see someone i knew. He changed so much. I feel bad for my family and him the most. I am tired of everything. We have been through some messed up things when we all lived together before. Idk what to do now. How can this be fixed. I feel scared. I don’t see my little brother anymore that used to be so sweet and laugh together. I am sobbing.
Im 20f and my brother is 15. He has anger issues and possibly adhd but he doesn’t want to get it checked. He has been in trouble with the law last year bc he and his friends were told they would be given money to go snd shoot at this house and had weed in his bag. This was very hard for me and my family, we had to go through lots of meetings and talks with child services and etc. Everything involving that is gone now. One time after he took lsd on a school trip and the teacher had to call an ambulance. He has put a lot of stress on my family. My family lived together first but my parents were fighting so much we had to move, my mom moved and i went with my dad and brother. Then i moved to my mom bc i was so depressed living with them, was fighting a lot with them. I was so depressed and wanted to unalive myself. The contract for the place they live in went out to they moved in to us until they find another place and it’s been half a year now. I have been fighting with my brother, he always annoys me. Seems like he enjoys seeing me annoyed and mad. Has laughed at my face, calls me slurs, mean to my parents and me. I started cutting myself and wanting to unalive myself again. I am mostly with my brother since its summer vacation and my parents either work or are out with friends, but in general im more with him at home. Today i noticed he acted weird, falling, losing phone, speaking weird, extremely hungry and red eyes. I can tell he was high, probably edibles since he only was in his room and suddenly an hour later he was acting weird. I got really scared. He said he is just hungry and is acting normal, but I obviously know he is high. I hate that i have to deal with this alone. Seems like my parents doesn’t know how to deal with him so they just kinda do what he says. Sometimes i feel like the parent. I get scared of him when he is angry but i dont want to show it. He has threatened to kill me before but then said it was a joke and then mocked what i was saying. Irritating me every day, calling me chopped constantly and other mean things. Won’t leave me alone. When i saw him today my heart broke. Like this is not my brother anymore, i looked into his eyes and i didn’t see someone i knew. He changed so much. I feel bad for my family and him the most. I am tired of everything. We have been through some messed up things when we all lived together before. Idk what to do now. How can this be fixed. I feel scared. I don’t see my little brother anymore that used to be so sweet and laugh together. I am sobbing.
Im 20f and my brother is 15m. We argue a lot, he and my dad moved in where me and my mom live until they find a new place. Its been months now. My brother annoys me alot, he once said that he likes to ragebait me. He might have ADHD but then says he dont want to go to check it out bc he doesnt want to talk to them abt stuff.
So he said i dont care if i have ADHD now. We fight a lot and sometimes it gets physical. I get so mad that i dont know what to do. So i push him away from me. Not super hard put a little. Today he was being so mad bc my cat got outside and asked him to help find her but got mad and said he doesnt want to go out now. I said well then i dont want to go out either. Idk i was just mad that he didnt want to go outide too but i was ovb going to look for her anyways. But he shouted at me to go look so i grabbed his neck and face and like pushed it. He came to my room and then hit me, like my arm and leg. He then hit my closet so now its kinda broken.
We argue so much. I dont want to live with him. I keep asking my dad when they will move out but still havent found nowhere he says. I have been worse ever since they moved here. I cut myself again, my eyebags are darker, i got bigger, my face is different and i dont feel pretty. Feels like living like this has sucked the life out of me.
Im 20f and my brother is 14m. We have always been like fighting, he always annoys me. Everyday. He has laughed and smiled at my face before when i got mad at him so i went to my room and cried and cut myself. Thats usually what i do since i dont know how to handle this. This morning we were eating breakfast and he said give me the paper since his was messy and then said thanks my butler. I got so irritated my that and slapped his chest. Didnt mean to slap hard but just slapped him there. He got so angry and hit me back and said i am always the one to hit or kick him first. When he says so mean stuff things to me i kick him or just slap his arm or leg or something. But today after i hit him, he slapped my back so hard. So now im crying in my room and cutting myself. I dont know how to handle all the mean things he says to me. He loves to irritate me and he said that himself. I cant handle that every fucking day. So hit or push him away. Idk what to do abt this situation.
Im 20f and always argue with my brother 14m. My dad and brother moved in with me and my mom for some time until they find an apartment. We have been fighting alot. Even over the smallest things, he gets pissed off. Shouting, hitting and cussing. I think he might have ADHD or something bc this is not normal. I also get so angry with him when he is so mean and says the meanest things to me and my mom, like saying im a bitch, he will slap me, calling my mom poor and a pig. I have slapped him before, not on face but like back and arm bc i dont know what to do bc he wont listen. I regret slapping him but theres no way to take that back now. I have epilepsy also and he said, if u have a seizure i dont care. I got so sad after hearing that, basically saying he dont care if i die. He keeps annoying me and doesnt shut up. He says he cant control it. He said to me that he dont care how other people feel. I said dont u care abt how the other person might feel and he said no. Seems to have no compassion. Gets to the point when we fight that he actually scares me. Iknow he is only 14 but he has been to angry that he made me scared. Just needed to write this and put this out to the world instead of cutting myself right now bc thats what i usually do after we fight. I get so sad and angry that the only way to cope is to cut myself.